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As I was drifting off to sleep last night I had a clear image of a knight in armor riding a war horse. It was in the usual colors and styles of a Tarot card. I looked up the knight and it has something to do with creativity and solutions. Hmmm

Just a snippet of a dream from a few nights ago. I was on a beach and there were little people helping me pull long strands of seaweed up above the waterline. We were working frantically for some reason. Actually I began pulling the seaweed in, and the little people just kind of appeared and started helping me like they knew exactly what I wanted them to do. Seems like I have helper elves for DC's. There was maybe 5 words spoken, we were just pulling and pulling. I was breaking a sweat, so the little people started working harder to make sure I didn't work too hard. How kind to have help with the heavy stuff I thought as I woke up.

Originally Posted by kadie

Because the Bible was written by men. So it was convenient to them to excuse themselves.

Wow!! It sounds like you're trying to say all men are misogynists. I hope that's not what you meant - I hope it was something more along the lines of what Alric wrote.

IN fact though I'll go one farther than anyone has yet - I think not only is it to put all the blame on Eve and make Adam come off blameless, but I think it was to imply that all men are blameless and all women can be deceitful and treacherous, therefore men need to watch them closely.

Don't look at me like that! Lol...I figure that 2000+ years ago that was the way things were. BTW...have you ever seen me post something emasculating?

Hi DeviantThinker

Originally Posted by DeviantThinker

That is very interesting. That would suggest God brought us into being to give him purpose

so

perhaps God was suffering from existential nihilism at some point. I'm not saying for a moment I believe it but thank you for sharing your experience nonetheless.

Here is where that verse is Psalm 145 verse 16

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Psalm 145 KJV

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Verse 16) - Thou openest thine hand, and satisfiest the desire of every living thing.

I think the problem is that we have lots of miserable desires based on disappointment, fear and anger. And god opens his hand and satisfies those desires too.

Buddha indicates that what we think (desire) creates the scafolding of our future. Dark thoughts create much future suffering.

So maybe, through our desires we manipulate God 100%.



Dammapada verse 1 - 6

The mind is the basis for everything.
Everything is created by my mind, and is ruled by my mind.
When I speak or act with impure thoughts, suffering follows me
As the wheel of the cart follows the hoof of the ox.

*(2)
The mind is the basis for everything.
Everything is created by my mind, and is ruled by my mind.
When I speak or act with a clear awareness, happiness stays with me.
Like my own shadow, it is unshakeable.

*(3)
"I was wronged! I was hurt! I was defeated! I was robbed!"
If I cultivate such thought, I will not be free from hatred.

*(4)
"I was wronged! I was hurt! I was defeated! I was robbed!"
If I turn away from such thoughts, I may find peace.

*(5)
In this world, hatred has never been defeated by hatred.
Only love*can overcome hatred.
This is an ancient and eternal law.

*(6)
Everything will end.
When I understand this, all quarrels fade away.

At about 6:30 to 7:30 am.
dream of a HUGE earthquake here in So Cal. It was at least a 7 on the R.scale. I was swaying in my hallway and grabbed the door jam to stay upright. I yelled out for my kids and told them "hold on, this is a big one". Looking back now that I am awake, this could have been an oobe. Not my usual experience. Very vivid and the movement was accurate for a very large earthquake.

I have had snippets of 2 dreams in the last 2 days about a man in a wheelchair. He has medium length grey hair, cut nicely not at all untidy. I guess he is about 55 to 60 years old. He seems kind and kind of like he is trying to show me something, but I wake up as soon as I see him. Im wondering if this is a DG. I have felt before that a man with similar description was trying to show me around in a dream, kind of a wised old friend as I recall. hmmmm

While meditating just about 30 minutes ago. Maybe 2:15 pm on 2-9-14.
Swirling orange colors resembling the suns bursts of heat and swirling slowly to the counter clockwise position. After about 1 minute I had a clear glimpse of an old white house. Simple rectangular construction with a fairly high A shaped roof. In front of the house to the right of the front door ( looking at the house) was a small tree. It looked similar to an aspan. And had very golden yellow foliage.

Next clear image was a woman by the ocean. She was facing west/ Northwest and she had somekind of headdress on. She may have been a sculpture, but the headdress was tall and pushed back similar to an American Indian stereotypical headdress but not the same. She was quite majestic and proud.
The third was me sitting next to someone on the bluffs near a shoreline. I could feel water spray from the heavy surf that were watching. It seemed that it was either near sunrise or sunset by the vibrant hot pink, orange and violet skies and those colors were reflected in the waves. I don't know who that other person was as I never looked directly at him or her, I just knew someone was there next to me.

So last night after logging out after a brief conversation with havago, I went to bed and began my new nightly breathing/ focused meditations. As usual it was difficult to keep my mind quiet, so I get myself back on track. Getting really relaxed and focused finally. All of a sudden I have an intruder! Again! So this time I telepathic ally say Wain I'm meditating. I start to go back to my breathing and my intruder says "WHAT" really loudly. I mean right next to my ear for Pete's sake. I stuck my hand out and passed em as note. Then realizing I forgot to write on it, I grabbed it back and scribbled NOT NOW! YOU CAN VISIT LATER.
I guess that did the trick because the rest of the meditation went well and i fell right off to sleep.
Don't know if its my sub breaking into my meditations lately or what have you, but its not freaking me out so much now.