kadie

Another little snippet
As I was drifting off to sleep last night I had a clear image of a knight in armor riding a war horse. It was in the usual colors and styles of a Tarot card. I looked up the knight and it has something to do with creativity and solutions. Hmmm

Just a snippet of a dream from a few nights ago. I was on a beach and there were little people helping me pull long strands of seaweed up above the waterline. We were working frantically for some reason. Actually I began pulling the seaweed in, and the little people just kind of appeared and started helping me like they knew exactly what I wanted them to do. Seems like I have helper elves for DC's. There was maybe 5 words spoken, we were just pulling and pulling. I was breaking a sweat, so the little people started working harder to make sure I didn't work too hard. How kind to have help with the heavy stuff I thought as I woke up.

I noticed the carpet was wet in my granddaughters room. At first i was like "huh....why is this so wet?". Then I realized we had another flood coming through the foundation of the house. I told my husband that the pipes had broke again and we went outside to find the source. It was coming from the same spot on the hillside behind our house. In the dream, my landlord owned the house on the hill behind us and i was furious that his pipes had caused us yet another inconvenience! (IRL, he does not live near us but we have had a few plumbing problems with the house and flooding on the back patio with heavy rains.)
I was furious and called the landlord outside so he could see what a mess his crappy plumbing had done to our belongings. He was in his pajamas and robe and was almost cowering because I was so angry and justifiably so.
As he was leaving and promising to fix it, a neighbor who had an upstairs apartment attached to the side of our house was making snide comments and laughing at our hardship with the flood. I looked up at him and noted his behavior, then just went inside to start tearing up the soaking wet carpet and trying to save my granddaughters clotbet, toys and furniture while waiting for a clean up crew to arrive. I went out the back door to take a cigarette break and noticed our other neighbor that lived in the attached apartment below the jerk that made fun of us go to the jerks stairway and blew a huge puff of marijuana smoke toward his window. Lola I had to laugh because she was basically saying to him to mellow out, relax. I knew it would puss the guy off, but I figured turn about was fair play. So just as I was going back inside the jerk comes out and starts screaming at me and saying some horrible things about my family and we deserve for our things to be ruined etc etc.( in real life i have no apartments attached to my house so I'm trying to figure out who this guy is supposed to represent.)
Anyway, I was so devastated from what he was saying and the frustration of everything that was already going on that I grabbed the guy and did a judo throw over my hip and once he was on the ground I started stabbing him all over the place with the eraser end of a pencil.??? I was partly lucid during much of this dream. Enough to realize that I had had this same dream a few months ago. Just before I woke up, I became full lucid and realized that stabbing him with the dull end of the pencil wasent actually penetrating his skin. I was really stabbing him with all my might in the back of the head, on his back and neck since I was basically sitting on him as he was face down. I started seeing all there little circle marks from the impacts, but no blood. Then I just started laughing in my sleep at the ludicrousness of the situation. Then the guy started laughing and telling me he gets my point and he's sorry. *Gets my point* lol
I work us both disturbed by my violence in the dream and curious to figure out its meaning.
There is a girl at work that is starting drama and even borderline sabotaging me, so I kind of figure it has something to do with it.

Any thoughts are welcome.

Had a sin]it of a dream this afternoon about a vintage school bus yellow motorcycle and an almost identicle murky green motorcycle. Not sure what the dream was about or the symbology of the motorcycles.

Originally Posted by kadie

Because the Bible was written by men. So it was convenient to them to excuse themselves.

Wow!! It sounds like you're trying to say all men are misogynists. I hope that's not what you meant - I hope it was something more along the lines of what Alric wrote.

IN fact though I'll go one farther than anyone has yet - I think not only is it to put all the blame on Eve and make Adam come off blameless, but I think it was to imply that all men are blameless and all women can be deceitful and treacherous, therefore men need to watch them closely.

Don't look at me like that! Lol...I figure that 2000+ years ago that was the way things were. BTW...have you ever seen me post something emasculating?

Hi DeviantThinker

Originally Posted by DeviantThinker

That is very interesting. That would suggest God brought us into being to give him purpose

so

perhaps God was suffering from existential nihilism at some point. I'm not saying for a moment I believe it but thank you for sharing your experience nonetheless.

Here is where that verse is Psalm 145 verse 16

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Psalm 145 KJV

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Verse 16) - Thou openest thine hand, and satisfiest the desire of every living thing.

I think the problem is that we have lots of miserable desires based on disappointment, fear and anger. And god opens his hand and satisfies those desires too.

Buddha indicates that what we think (desire) creates the scafolding of our future. Dark thoughts create much future suffering.

So maybe, through our desires we manipulate God 100%.



Dammapada verse 1 - 6

The mind is the basis for everything.
Everything is created by my mind, and is ruled by my mind.
When I speak or act with impure thoughts, suffering follows me
As the wheel of the cart follows the hoof of the ox.

*(2)
The mind is the basis for everything.
Everything is created by my mind, and is ruled by my mind.
When I speak or act with a clear awareness, happiness stays with me.
Like my own shadow, it is unshakeable.

*(3)
"I was wronged! I was hurt! I was defeated! I was robbed!"
If I cultivate such thought, I will not be free from hatred.

*(4)
"I was wronged! I was hurt! I was defeated! I was robbed!"
If I turn away from such thoughts, I may find peace.

*(5)
In this world, hatred has never been defeated by hatred.
Only love*can overcome hatred.
This is an ancient and eternal law.

*(6)
Everything will end.
When I understand this, all quarrels fade away.

At about 6:30 to 7:30 am.
dream of a HUGE earthquake here in So Cal. It was at least a 7 on the R.scale. I was swaying in my hallway and grabbed the door jam to stay upright. I yelled out for my kids and told them "hold on, this is a big one". Looking back now that I am awake, this could have been an oobe. Not my usual experience. Very vivid and the movement was accurate for a very large earthquake.

I have had snippets of 2 dreams in the last 2 days about a man in a wheelchair. He has medium length grey hair, cut nicely not at all untidy. I guess he is about 55 to 60 years old. He seems kind and kind of like he is trying to show me something, but I wake up as soon as I see him. Im wondering if this is a DG. I have felt before that a man with similar description was trying to show me around in a dream, kind of a wised old friend as I recall. hmmmm

While meditating just about 30 minutes ago. Maybe 2:15 pm on 2-9-14.
Swirling orange colors resembling the suns bursts of heat and swirling slowly to the counter clockwise position. After about 1 minute I had a clear glimpse of an old white house. Simple rectangular construction with a fairly high A shaped roof. In front of the house to the right of the front door ( looking at the house) was a small tree. It looked similar to an aspan. And had very golden yellow foliage.

Next clear image was a woman by the ocean. She was facing west/ Northwest and she had somekind of headdress on. She may have been a sculpture, but the headdress was tall and pushed back similar to an American Indian stereotypical headdress but not the same. She was quite majestic and proud.
The third was me sitting next to someone on the bluffs near a shoreline. I could feel water spray from the heavy surf that were watching. It seemed that it was either near sunrise or sunset by the vibrant hot pink, orange and violet skies and those colors were reflected in the waves. I don't know who that other person was as I never looked directly at him or her, I just knew someone was there next to me.

http://www.witchschool.com/profiles/...f-clairvoyance.

The color came first. Warm golden sandy color. Image formed into a classic pyramid. High point at the top. Like the Mason symbol. As I was inside I looked up to the top and saw a pyramid shaped opening. Suddenly someone was pushing a heavy stone across the opening. I was startled only for a flash, then I laughed and said " hahaha..oh yeah I'm scared".
Next a huge pit opened by my feet
I figured I was supposed to be afraid but I laughed and was like " oh yeah mutherfucker! I don't play like that! I jumped feet first into the pit and down I went what seemed like miles. I was laughing and thought "come on bring it bitches".
Finally the colors and the walls of the pit began to close in. I just hovered before the bottom of the pit and looked down. There in the bottom was a tremendous golden brown eye seemingly made of glass, yet alive at the same time. Again I laughed and thought"I win" I'm in the eye and now you are blind!", as I shoved my foot through the pupil.

Had another dream of hackers accessing bank accounts. There were at least 3 women involved and maybe 4 or5 men. They were stationed all around the world but were part of the same unit. One woman in particular had an accent and I associated it with Croatia for some reason. I knew they were about to drain the bank accounts of millions of Americans and I was yelling at people to get their money out of the banks. It's all going to be gone!

http://www.gps.caltech.edu/users/jki...e_PNAS2012.pdf

http://www.gps.caltech.edu/users/jkirschvink/

http://www.gps.caltech.edu/content/j...joe-kirschvink

http://www.gps.caltech.edu/MagLab/

Sometime in the night I had a snippet of a lucid dream.
there was a newly paved road that deadended into the Pacific ocean. I stood about 200 yards from where this highway abruptly ended in the beach area the fell off right into the surf. I heard the song from the Eagels....on a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair, the warm smell of collitas rising up in the air.
I knew the song right away and I heard it even as I woke.

Not much success. All I did was run in front of a short 15 foot cliff, up a small trail leading to the top of the cliff. Ran full speed to the end of the cliff, down a small trail back to the base of the little cliff then did it all over again. Lol I was literally running in circles. Omg. How ridiculous. Lol. The only thing that was according to plan was the full moon. I need to practice Moore lucid dreaming I guess.