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    First Lucid! (And I blew it)

    by , 06-16-2013 at 04:52 PM (511 Views)
    Bedtime: 1:30
    Bedtime snack: a cup of hot chocolate with a large marshmallow
    WBTB: 4:45
    Aids (during WBTB): Mugwort tea (1 tsp. mugwort, 1 tsp. chamomile, a pinch of cinnamon)
    Recall: Medium
    Vividness: High
    Awesome factor: Medium


    Dream 1 (fragment): I was walking through an art gallery, looking at pieces that were for sale.

    Post-WBTB:

    Couldn't fall asleep for a long time, but remained relaxed enough for lots of hypnogogic images/sounds. One was really strange. I was looking at some kind of scene from right to left, but it was choppy, kind of like playing an online game with lag. I had another vision that is part of a series of visions I've been having for almost a year, which seem like they could be (oh please, can they be?) prophetic. Interestingly, mugwort is believed to induce prophetic dreams/visions (though I wasn't under its influence during any of the past visions).

    Dream 2 (fragment): My sister had connected her laptop to a large widescreen TV to conduct her online classes.

    Dream 3: I was K's house (didn't look like it does in real life). W, I, D, and Aunt J were there. They were telling me about a large green parrot they had seen on TV. They wanted to know what it was called. Someone there had a type of Amazon, so I said that if it looked like that, it might also have been one. But if it was bigger -- everyone agreed that it had been bigger -- it could have been an Eclectus, at which point W had something to say about Eclectuses.

    K was in the kitchen, doing something by the sink.
    At this point, I spontaneously realized I was dreaming. NO RCs or anything memory-induced. I just suddenly became aware that I was dreaming (like I did a few times during a nightmare as a kid, at which point I would force my eyes open). So what did I do now that I realized I was dreaming? Told myself I had to wake up, of course!

    I don't know why I decided the best course of action was to wake myself up, even though it wasn't a bad dream. Maybe it's just hardwired into my brain because that's what I always did when becoming lucid during a nightmare as a kid. I thought I was smarter than this!

    Key emotions: none, really

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    Updated 06-16-2013 at 07:04 PM by 63380

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    Comments

    1. NyxCC's Avatar
      Hey congrats on the LD! Sorry past habits got you to wake up, but still it is a great progress. Keep it up!
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    2. VagalTone's Avatar
      congrats !
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    3. ParadoxOwl's Avatar
      Well at least you know you can do it, congrats.
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    4. CanisLucidus's Avatar
      Congratulations!! Don't pay any mind to how you reacted to this first taste of lucidity. You'll work these habits out in due time. The important thing is now you know beyond any doubt what you're capable of. Now it's just down to remembering what you're capable of, planning out how to do it, and going back to explore your dreamworld again and again.

      Awesomely done!
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