non-lucid

I don't know about anyone else on here but I hate mall dreams.

I was in the mall when some kid who was shoplifting candy from the store told me it was the end of the world or something big was going to happen. He said it was so big that it would hit the whole entire population and we would all be in a frenzy.

I then decided to shoplift some goods 'just in case' because I didn't know what would happen to me.

I remember getting into a cooler and there where energy drinks in there. This kid wanted me to hand him one because there was a limited stock of these in other stores or they were all gone.

Then the dream changed to where I ran into a different section of the mall to go baby shopping. There weren't any people here in a frenzy but on my way there I saw a few people who looked rushed. I was collecting baby things when some girl and her child and some other lady were discussing some event like a birthday party. I then noticed that there were presents wrapped up in the baby section for this birthday party like the event was being held there.

For some reason something hit me to start running and avoiding people to get out of the mall. So I ran. Other people were running too. I was running when I noticed that stores were starting to close and people where panicking to get out in time, some people where trapped and where held hostige in the stores. I didnt know what the heck was happening so I tried to run to the nearest exit but there didn't seem to be one. I ended up going to the lower level of the mall and running down this dark hallway with some people that I pulled along with me into this entrance until I woke up. It was like the dream was moving along with me.

I had a dream while I was taking a REALLY long nap today. I had finally fallen asleep and I was swimming underwater.

It was like I was just swimming and swimming for hours without worrying about harm or anything. It was kind of fun.

But then near the end of the dream I found out I was both watching and in a discovery channel documentary. There was this huge shark fish attacking a boat. I was thinking "Sharks don't do this in general, do they?" and then the guy who was narrating the show said "no, but watch this" he this like nothing was going to happen to the people on the boat. Then what happened was this fish knocked the boat so a human fell out. I was watching this from beneath the ocean floor but all this seemed all very close. The fish then swam up to the person and ate him but it was all blurred out by ocean floor sand. The narrator then closed the show by saying "next up on how in the world did that happen" like that was the name of the show I was watching. I then swam up a little higher and realized there were these fish by plants or coral reefs. I told them to "move!" like they were in the way of some great movie.

Notes: The giant shark fish kinda looked like a shark with a Merlin appearance but still had eager eyes of a shark and it was kinda fat.
Also I have had a lot of ocean dreams before, but this one was one the vivid end of dreams of the ocean.

First of all I'd like to go over that I have been taking a different vitamin supplement so my dreams seem a lot clearer and vivid than usual.

I had two periods of time after falling asleep in the past week or two that stood out very much.

The first one I had was about a week ago or more.

I was supposed to get something really important accomplished in the dream. I was given the idea that this accomplishment or task was to go to the doctors/psychiatrist to get some examinations done. I was going to see Dr. Silverman who was my real life psychiatrist at one point in time, before I turned eighteen. I had some imaginary friends who seemed to have there own presence within the dream with me. Nobody could see them.

The dream became vivid once I was in the office. It was like a corporate business office where the have huge offices. I was then told by one of my fake friends that Silverman was evil and that he was doing me no good by giving me advice about my mental illness or whatever I was in the office for.

I then took this to the next level by running up to a higher level in the building, It happened to be that I wasn't just in the hands of an evil apprentice who was my psychiatrist but also I was being followed. I kept running when I stopped at this weird architecture on the top floor. It was built in a way where there were walkways against the wall and railing, there were also ramps and coves. It was like a playhouse but it was used for adult purposes such as banking or meetings. I was up on this floor and huddled in a corner with a bunch of people who seemed real to me but I wasn't quite sure that within the dream if they were even real. We were huddled against the corner when something stuck upwards through the bottom floor through a wall on the floor i was on.

Then I was looking at a little girl in a picture that looked awfully familiar. I then heard a little girl's voice say something like "well, I believe in Santa clause..." and then there was laughter and cheers of little kids. Weird...


The next dream I had was last night.

I was at my grandmother's old house that we have not lived in for about a decade. We were in this house and it was the holidays. It was like I was having a past dream about memories in this house except that people who weren't even born yet during that time represented themselves in this dream as if I was being psychic about there existence.

There was also some family situation going on where one of my aunts who is known to steal or be deceiving was making up bullcrap in the dream. Nobody seemed to notice but me that she wasn't a bad person but because of the past and what her parent's let her do she was the way she was. Note **** I think I was thinking about this in real life one day

The first thing that happened was that I was in a movie theater viewing a film with a few people that I seemed to know but never met before. The movie seemed fiction but it seemed to real and people were questioning if the people on film where real people. Somehow this was not just a movie to me and what I was seeing was weird Anamorphic creatures who had human personalities on stage asking the audience if they were real or fake because they couldn't tell either. I got frightened and started to run away and then realized everyone else was running too and then there were only like three people left in the audience. I finally got out and realized everyone had left in a hurry because even the theater outside at the concession was empty. Knowing that something was not right this Asian girl appeared to me she started to drive me home. The part where I went from the movie theater to the car happened too fast to really know what was going on. She was driving me home and we got home rather fast. I noticed the house looked nothing like mine and it looked kind of old school. I told her this house was not mine and she said "okay" and drove away mindlessly with me. Something then happened to where it was the Christmas season and I was lost. It was like the whole dream changed but I was still in the past dream so I was trying to connect dreams in a way. Something happened to where snow was piled in on a toddler in a car and we had to get it out. we got it out but then there were these people who decided to take kids from the neighborhood and keep them from their parents. There was people standing in a hallway which seemed to be a street too with all there Christmas gifts from that season. Nobody knew what was going on so everyone mindlessly followed orders. It turned out that the people who took our kids were taking us against our will and taking all our things from us and our children. It was kind of like the holocaust. I ended up running away.

The dream started to fade in where I was walking around this airport/museum/mall (there was a lot going on) that was in some sort of dome. I could tell that we were in a dome or place that is similar to an inside amusement park because I could see the light from the outside shine through a open structured window through the top.

It was funny that I noticed this because this wasn't the main focus of the dream it was just scenery that I noticed at a glance.

So, i was drifting through this place for awhile, passing people and different districts and kiosks in this place but nobody was very formative about where I was and what I was doing in this place.

It ended up that there was some sort of big event where a bunch of people where getting together.

Everything seemed to happen way too fast to really recognize what was going on in the dream, it was like rush hour or something.

I ended up with this chick with blond hair who was my partner or something. We got together at this event and it was weird because there were these Alien looking children up high on this pedestal area and this whole crowd of people where looking at them like the were performing but they were just standing there smiling. I was saying in the dream to my partner how some of them were cute and some of them...well some of them had issues but really I didn't think any of them were cute because they looked like aliens and they kept changing appearances. I remember thinking in the dream that they were selling these children, it was like an auction. I asked in the dream if that was the case and somebody said "yeah" like it was a normal thing that happened and then I said "well, no wonder they look so different" because I was thinking about how scared some of them looked.

The dream was also mixed with some talk about world views on same-sex marriage, adoption, and hitler. It was like this was being discussed by that background people in my dream or something to that effect.

I had really vague dreams last night that consisted of people's voices and flashes of different scenes.

It seemed like I was thinking a lot about Game of thrones season finale and so this mixed with my ideas about fantasy and dark ages.

When this was tucked into my head while sleeping I was talking in my sleep/dream to a little girl who was chasing or wanting to find her "mummy" and she reminded me of Hermione Granger from some reason or at-least that was what I saw in a dream flash, Hermione Granger.

I then saw this little girl who was about 2-years-old or so in a little baby-blue bathing suit sitting near a pool edge smiling with a really big smile, it was like I was looking at a photograph of a child. She had really light blonde hair and had her hair in pigtails that where held together with pink ties. After seeing this picture I then started to hear the little girl again. It was like she wanted someone's attention or something.

I also had a short vivid dream where I was in a zoo/park but it was deserted and I was running away from some zombies. The weird part was the the zombies where below me like i was gliding in the air. I then got past the zoo/park and got to some national forest of some type and then said something like "Yeah, I'm lost." but then this guy who looked like Harry Potter (he looked like both the actor and my idea of what he looked like in the books) came from behind me like he had been following me and said something like "Isn't she a beauty." He didn't seem like he was asking about the beauty of the forest but more like he was claiming it to be. But then I remember the part in the book/movie when Hagrid was with Harry and his friends showing him Norbert when Hagrid says : Isn't he beautiful? Oh bless him, look, he knows his mummy! Hello, Norbert!

This is kind of Ironic because I was thinking about the dragons from game of thrones. Haha.

My dream early this morning started out where I was at an elementary school. Serah Farron was the teacher there and she was supposed to be my mom in the dream.

I know that in the game she is a school teacher sooo...

The one thing that frustrated me the most in the dream was that I kept trying to walk into the classroom where she was teaching. The classroom had students who I really couldn't tell the age off but they were in grade school. When I tried to walk into the classroom to see my mom, Serah, another lady who I did not recognize walked up to me from the front of the classroom and told me to leave.

I did see Serah once in the dream, but she had seemed to disappear into a classroom. She seemed very real to me.

The dream changed to where there was some sort of situation with a family. The family was being bothered by some outside source and they knew it. This outside source was connected to someone who lived in this small family. This person had a ring that was flaming which was supposed to resemble something really important in the dream because that was what I was told in the dream.

The dream was connected to something very powerful, and it was only ever in flames when something was at desire. But, this was also supposed to be this person's wedding ring, or gift from someone that was important to them.

I just Remembered this dream I had a while back while reading another person's forum post about how there dreams always suck really bad.

So, basically in my dream I was trying to located someone's house. This person was very important to me but I had no idea where I was in the dream world because everything looked so unfamiliar. I really didn't even know this person IRL. This person's family was asian and they had a really nice house with a backyard pool. I was hovering/floating over this person's house like I was a ghost or disembodied viewer when my mom drives her car into this person's backyard pool somehow causing it being an accident but to me it looked like she did it on purpose. END

First of all I was thinking "WTF is my mom doing here." I don't know how she discovered where I was but she did.

I've had a LOT of neighborhood dreams recently, reoccurring ones that I have had for years.

one of them is where I am at my old junior high, but it doesn't exactly resemble the one I actually went to, and with most of my recurring dreams its a location from real life but somehow its better looking and I get away with a lot more. So anyways, I'm at my old junior high school and I don't want to be there. There is a passing time between classes and that is usually when I decide to run away from school, literally, because every time I run away the school authorities want to run after me. I'm running down this really long side-walk that is still in school property it takes forever to get past school property so I'm no longer in school. Once I'm off school property this lady in a golf cart, who I seem to recognize, and is also the security officer at the school decides to chase after me in her golf cart. But, I out run her. Sometimes she has another guy who kind of looks like the school aid teacher I had In real life (IRL) in elementary school who is actually a women with a mustache. I get to this crosswalk. For some odd reason once I get to this crosswalk even though it is barely past school property I stop running. There are cars waiting for me to cross, and i wait until the crosswalk says to walk. But then I start running again all the way to a safe-zone in my old neighborhood.

The thing I hate about this dream Is that I'm never who I want to be in the dream therefore I'm always doing the wrong thing or something that I would never do even in a dream because its too boring.

It has gotten to the point now where I tell the lady and the whole school or the so called authorities that "i'm not worth their time, so why do the keep chasing me?" But I also tell myself within the dream that that "I will keep trying until I have a great defeat, or until I die trying."

My dreams seemed to happen early in the morning today.

I was at a technology school. There were all these different floor to the school and I ended up getting stuck on the top floor. There were crowds of people in these hallways and these section of elevators that looked like space shuttles that launched into outer-space. It was dark and dim and there was a greenish sci-fy glow to everything. I knew somehow that I had to get to the bottom of this building that seemed like a school but had some sort of other use, it was really eerie. I somehow got to a less crowded part of this other floor that made me freakout a bit. I wanted out of the building and out of the situation where elevators where the only option to get out.

After this, I ended up in a different situation. I was with someone that looked like my cousin and close friend combined. Somehow this was both of them. We were going to see a movie but somehow there was a confusing situation where we got lost/didn't have any money/and we were just overwhelmed. It was really hot outside. So hot that this person with me who was bi-racial skin turned pinkish red from the heat. This was a reality check, but it wasn't an obvious one. we ended up finding my mom who picked us up and took us home after we had walked around a mall area with a movie theater for what seemed like hours getting nothing done and having absolutely no fun.

the next dream was where there was an event happening. It first started out that this event was run by the military and they were going to shoot missiles on our own country. I was flying around looking for answers to why this was happening. They launched the missiles and I saw the missile explode from a distance, but then it was like I was watching all this in a movie theater. the event turned around, we were celebrating culture. Most of it was very festive and involved people cos-playing as there favorite characters, mostly from japan culture. I was lost, both in my mind and in the situation. I was wondering about why I haven't been dreaming about family and if I have why didn't I stick with them for long (they also didn't appear to be family). After I was done thinking about this I spotted a DC schoolmate that I have no recollection of knowing in RL. She grabbed onto me and told me that she had to find someone else too. We got caught in this crowd/parade of people that were going a certain direction towards an event or something to that cause. I was still very disoriented. This girl held onto me for a very long time making sure I did not loose her. I was thinking about my relation to her. At this time I did not know who she was but she looked familiar. It was like my mind was putting people I have seen before faces together to create a unique DC. It was like we were being pulled by a tide of people passing by. While with this girl things started to turn into a memory, like when I was in elementary school. I lost the girl somehow and was alone on a school field trip with different schools. It was like a school field trip but other schools were involved too. You could tell this was true because every student from a different elementary school wore a certain colored shirt with the school logo on it. I was apparently one of the students, I was in the 2nd or 3rd grade. It was time to leave the field trip place which was like Peter Piper Pizza and a museum in one. It was hectic because people were still hungry after lunch, some people were upset because they didn't get buy anything, and others had already lined up to get on the buses. The dream ended where I was standing next to a counter that had food and beverages while I was looking at kids leaving which consisted of sitting in a chair in a row that was separated by each school and disappearing in thin air while sitting in this chair. Before the dream ended for good, I looked at this shelf that had soda on it. It was separated by flavors but it was all the same brand. The brand was called "Dad's soda" I thought it was a generic brand and thought about how it was different. I then woke up, slowly.

Monday January 16th, 2012

* The dream started out where I was in a grocery store shopping for random food objects. I didn't realize it but someone was following me. I then ended up in the baby section/family section of the store explaining two different situations to myself. The first situation was where I was standing near this shelf that had coats and other stuff like toys. I really don't know what made this moment tick but somehow my cousin Julian and Gabriel were in involved and so was my aunt. The boys were standing and pointing at the shelves and commuting about something, the toys. Then, after this happened I was helping a young boy who I thought was one of my cousins put a coat on. The coat had transformers or something boyish on it that suited a 5-year-old boy. The second part was when I realized something different from my family being there with me. there was a lady holding a toddler girl that looked about 18 months old or a year and a half old that she then handed to me. It was like this had just happened, but I was in a different situation from the one earlier. The lady told me we had to get ready and leave, but I did not know where. There was a see-through closet that had glass doors like in the frozen food section at a grocery store that had baby stuff like diapers and other necessities like clothes but there wasn't any food. I picked up this pouch while holding the baby that had a sippy cup In and then swung it over my shoulder or something as if It where a purse.


Then everything changed to a different setting. I was hiking on a dirt rode, I didn't know where I was going but somehow I knew I was going to get there. This dirt rode didn't have an end, but then I saw a man with some animals walking up towards me. He asked me if I needed help, It was like I couldn't come up with an answer but I knew that this man couldn't help me with what I needed. Something happened to where I had a gut felling and then right before my eyes it was like time was passing. I ended up getting to a random place by nightfall where people where going to help me with what I wanted. This place was a lodge or motel. I went into this room after this lady in a old Time bonnet and dress told me to make myself at home at the front desk. I walked into this room that was mine to stay in. I looked around for a little bit and then started looking at the tv setting where I found some items that where similar to items I had in waking life but they were different. One of the items was a combination of a madeline item, it was like a book and a dvd in one or something. The dream ended where I was looking back at a dream I had before, it was like I was looking in the past of my dreams.