Linkzelda's Dream Journal

26.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

These dreams did not appear in this specific order And I the alarm woke me up (the two that I set since I have a Biology Lab class starting around 8AM (~7AM I finished editing this entry here).

Dream 1: Hawaii Five-O

Apparently the main character from the original version, Steve McGarrett (Jack Lord), was the mastermind behind all the crimes in the city? I don't know how, but I think I hear him as the narrator saying he has a private place way up in the mountains where he can relax and there's a small lake on top as well.



The scene starts to zoom out as if you're looking down, and continues to zoom out until you see the green area McGarrett was taking a bath in the lake.



Then I started to see the police force in the show climbing from some rope trying to reach McGarrett.

Dream 2: Potential Gang Fight

In this dream, I forgot something, and had to go back somewhere for a certain object, or something, I can't remember too well.

But as I'm going back, there's a group of Black people on the street that is slanted (it's diagonal from bottom left to top right I believe).

They are on the left side. I go up to them, but not to talk to them, I had to get to the other side of the road I believe. Then I'm stuck in the front of the group. There's another gang of DCs coming their direction, which I believe were mostly Caucasian.

Then when I turn my back, the gang's suddenly switch sides. I'm on the Caucasian side. They're just staring at the other gang I believe. I think one DC looks at me asking me what do I need.

I told them that I needed to get something, and they let me move on. I just kept walking and didn't turn my back to see what they were going to do. I eventually find a house, go in, and then there's a DC and probably my father, but I'm not too sure on that.

My father was asking the DC, who was Black and wore a cap I believe, if he waned to take me as his son or something like that, but in a joking manner.

For some reason in the dream, I thought in my mind that I wouldn't feel bad if he became my new father.

I can't remember much after that.

Dream 3:

I'm playing Mario Kart, probably N64 version, but it had Double Dash and Mario Kart Wii elements to the stage I'm playing on.



I forgot which character I was but I found I fell for a few fake item boxes that I thought were real to help me get items to use, and I also kept going towards bananas, which made me slower, but I accelerated pretty quickly if that happened.

I think at some moments, I was the DC inside of the vehicles because I remember seeing a girl to my right riding a vehicle, something was familiar about this girl, but I didn't want to assume it was someone I knew in real life. I think she was trying to get ahead of me.

I also remember getting a blue shell and using it, and then when I was in 1st place for the rest of the rest, a blue shell is after me, but apparently I was boosting so much that it couldn't keep up (probably had a Golden Mushroom on me).

I can't remember much after that.

Dream 4:

I'm playing a Sonic game, most likely Sonic Adventure 2 Battle, because Sonic didn't look at smooth as he was in later games like Sonic Heroes, etc.

I'm playing on a stage that looks like a Sonic Heroes level, especially the second part of the Metropolis level with the futuristic setting to it.



I think I was trying to get Sonic to do a light dash on a fairly huge sequence of rings in front of him. I'm playing on the GameCube version most likely, and when I pressed the "B" button to start, he does the dash, but stops in between.

He floats a little bit higher (like a recoil if you will from going so fast) on the first few set of rings, so that meant I had to keep pressing "B" at the right moment to dash through the rest of the rings, or fall down and lose a life I think.

End of dream.



If I remember more, I'll edit it I guess, but most likely, this is all I'll remember. I got a decent amount of sleep (maybe 4-5 hours), but not enough for longer dreams.

25.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Well, I woke up a lot earlier than the time I set for my external alarm, which is why I probably remembered a lot of these dreams instead of waking up feeling like I was rushed or something.

Dream 1: Sitting with my father & Balancing on Pipes

I was sitting down with my father at night outside at some party I guess. Apparently, his phone can tell how far somewhere is to real land or something like that. So I look over to the phone changing its status from one word to "Real."

Then suddenly, I'm on top of several pipes connected to each other, and one DC tries to grab some red cloth. Then I have to grab the red cloth I believe, and suddenly I have to fight another DC with a pole stick or something like that.



I decided that instead of fighting while balancing on pipes, that I should just fall down, and get out of there through a door.

Dream 2: Following Blonde DC and her friend

I'm outside, most likely at my University because I'm walking on towards a place, most likely Kyle Field. I'm wearing a brown leather jacket and probably wore long jeans with a shirt (probably).

I see this DC who looks exactly like the girl named Samantha that I knew in real life. She was a blonde, but I think she dye her hair black again, or maybe she really did have black hair.

Anyway, this DC was blonde, and some other female DC was right next to her. I think she was looking to see where she could get a Zune HD. Her friend has a Zune HD, but she said that's not the type she's looking for.

I come a bit closer to show them my Zune HD 32 GB, and before I showed it, Samantha said something about looking for the 32 GB version (her friend probably had the lesser storage type; 16GB I guess).

I show it to her and said that I have it. She looks down at it and says that's the one she's looking for. She gets up and walks somewhere with her friend. I decided to follow both of them, and I put back my Zune HD inside the pocket of my jacket I believe.

I keep following them until we're in a different dream scenario. I think we're outside this large area where they are selling books not only for college students, but for other people as well. It was more open to a lot of people, and it was bright as day, maybe afternoon at 1PM or 2PM setting to it.

Samantha goes up to some old DC who is selling these random green and golden yellow books. She gets her credit/debit card out and asks if the guy could look it up with some source that I can't remember.

I just remember seeing a big stacked green binder that looks like it has a lot of information. And the girl who was following Samantha as well, I think she was trying to get something from what the old guy was saying.



He said something about her studying a lot, and that she probably wouldn't have time to read, in a joking manner. She asks if she has to buy a book, but the old man gives it to her for free and smiles.

She smiles at him, and then she turns to me and smiles I think, or does a small turn to my direction and looks at me. She looks awfully familiar to person in waking life I've met in my College. She had light brown hair, wore those gray jackets with no zipper (had to pull it over your head), and wore typical jeans (she had somewhat skinny to average legs).



Dream 3: Walking with a child to a store

Apparently I'm convincing this little child who looks like he's Indian to follow me somewhere. I go into a store with the kid, and then go back out after a while. But before I headed for the door. I see some Indian child on top of some ledge that's pretty high to be on for his own safety.

He was dark-skinned, and he was wearing a nose-strap-on that was lighter than his skin tone, Apricot-ish colored in fact. I couldn't see his eyes though. He looks at me from below and smiles and says "Pakistan."

I ignore it and focus back my attention to the kid that was following me. I turn around and see him and tell him to come follow me.

We get out through the door.


I wake up after those set of dreams, and typed them up pretty quickly, and then did a WBTB with the FIELD, but I didn't do very well on holding the mouse button with my finger until I let go.

Dream 4: Room full of DCs I knew in Waking Life and at least Three DV members mentioned.

This dream was so vivid and so much like reality, that I swore it was beyond a regular lucid dream where everything felt like reality, and much more. I still can't tell if I'm dreaming, but I know my emotions carried on inside of this dream. If I became lucid, it probably would've been one of those rare experiences that felt like an OBE/AP...or just a WILD that was REALLY close to that experience.

I was inside of a restaurant, it was probably afternoon time in this dream. It was fairly dark inside of this restaurant, but it did have lighting in it.

I remember a DC I was talking to or listening to, but I didn't recall their features. He/She said something that Sinoblak and possibly Alyzarin too (I know Sinoblak was mentioned) wanted he/she to tell me that my true self is revealed when I was with them or something along those lines.

I think the DC probably meant that when I'm alone socializing with them that is. (Maybe it's my subconscious response to me wondering if I'm really who I am when talking to others, not too sure on that reply it gave me...)

The DC also mentioned something about nina too. Too embarrassing to reveal here.
While this DC was telling me all this, I was drinking something in those restaurant cups. I almost wanted to spit out the drink that was in my mouth when this DC told me all of these things about DV members. I believe I tilted my head in questioning and raised my eyebrow or something like that listening to them as well.

Then I had this small image in my head of Nina posting on a thread about something, couldn't remember what exactly. It seemed to be a casual thread on something. But I saw her Avatar pic and everything for a few seconds.

The DC leaves, and I'm finding a seat to sit down on. An Indian or a dark-skinned female DC is at the front of the cash register, and I ask her for a menu. She gives it to me, and I as I'm reading it, the format was like going to Deviant Art's website.

I had some confusion with finding the choices to eat, but I did know that I had a menu in front of me before I went up to get another one.

I decided what I want, and I went up to this lady that looked Hispanic. She was talking to another DC, and they turned their attention to me. I said while stuttering a little bit (that facade of mine where I just suddenly lose my brain for a few seconds) and said that I wanted Nachos with cheese and meat.

And I mentioned that I didn't know the the other choices I could pick, so she helped me out by asking if I wanted small, medium, or large.

Of course, I pick large, and then when I turn my face the other way and turn back, the DCs are completely different. The lady that was helping me by asking me what size I wanted turned into my English AP teacher I had in a High School.

(In waking life, her hair was light blonde (almost close to white)).

She was asking me if I was involved in something in college I believe, I said "No," and she started to laugh with the DC next to her. (but it wasn't a laughing-at-you laugh, it was those laughs older women would express as a "Ooooh you!" laugh.

I think it's even safe to declare that there was a long thin piece of hair elevating on the side of her face. It was just those moments where you see that nearly invisible strand of hair at first glance, but don't say anything about it unless you really knew them.

Then I find myself near the entrance of the store, and the whole scene changes to where there's white tiles on the floor, and the whole area gets a little brighter than before. I see all these DCs that look exactly like the people I met in waking life.

First everything is first-person perspective. I see this DC that looks like a person I drew in waking life, I turn around to greet him, and he says "Thank you." (probably saying thanks to the drawing I did for him and his friend, or maybe for something else).

Then his other friend comes as he moves to another area in the large room. He's looking at the wall, and I try to get his attention by putting my hand out to him to shake, and said that it was nice to meet him.

He was a bit surprised, and said he was nice to meet me too, but he didn't know who I was. Then I told him that I drew him, and he starts to realize who I am and greets me back.

(Apparently I wanted to shake hands with the DCs around me for some odd reason)

Then I turn back and see another DC, he was dark-skinned, and I wanted to shake his hand too, but he was holding something. So I turn back to look at the direction of the small group of DCs in front of me standing and probably talking to each other.

Then I realize the same DC I wanted to shake hands with put the item he was holding (probably a jacket) down, and shook my hand.

After that, I go up a little more to the area where the DCs were. I look up at the TV hanging on some mechanical medium to hold it in place. It said something about "Hey Freshie" and other things that I couldn't recall. I assumed that it was just me being a Freshmen in college, hence the word "Freshie."

Then when I focus my attention to the DCs within the room. I see a female DC to the left of me that looks like the girl that was on the Tennis team I was part of in a high school I don't want to mention because she might find this dream journal.

Let's just call her "K" (I'll probably remember the full name when I go back to glance over this entry later on).

"K" is standing there, and from my peripheral vision, I could tell she was wearing a white shirt and wearing a pink short shorts (those types of shorts athletic girls wear).



Then the last thing I recall was smiling after I was standing around with the DCs.

Then I woke up.

Honestly, the female DC that looked like "K," if I woke up, I would definitely would've fucked her right at that moment. Oh my god, my libido OOOOH if ONLY I WAS LUCID MAN!!! IF ONLY!!!!

Her wearing the pink short shorts and just a white shirt, (and in waking life, her ass was big, but she was had strong thighs, not thunder-thighs). And that's one of the physical features that I liked about her.

That's all I remember, I was a bit bothered for not remembering the whole message on the T.V.

I don't know what the purpose was in showing all of these familiar DCs, but I'm glad I was able to recall a decent portion of what happened.

24.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up and had an image of blonde female DC I believe, but I didn't pay too much attention to it to branch it off to what I may have experienced in a dream.

So I just decided to relax a little bit and try to get my thoughts together and finally remembered something about Metal Gear Solid, and then I was like "Oh okay" and remembered other dreams.

I think I'll also start giving short titles to the dream I have, even though the Title above pretty much covers the overall dreams anyway.

Dream 1: Buying MGS3 and PS2

I was in a room with a random DC who had his games all over the place. I asked him if he had a Playstation 2 and wanted to sell it. He said yes, and I give an offer for "$40" for it (since GameStop, who are really bandits when it comes to trading sells refurbished PS2's for $39.99). I think I also ask if he's selling a Metal Gear Solid 3: Subsistence game as well.



I think he says yes, but I end up looking at a case that looks like MGS4. I think the DC asks me a question on more offers, but I forgot what he said specifically.

Dream 2: Liquid Snake in a red outfit?

I'll assume this was a different dream, I think it chained with the previous though.

I was playing a Metal Gear game, and it looked like MGS1 for the PC. I see these different modes in the Start Menu, but I can't remember specifically what they were, I choose a random one.



It starts out with Solid Snake in the first section of the game, and he's ducking for cover while trying to shoot the guards with his pistol. Then I realize I'm the one who's ducking for cover, so now I take the perspective of Snake.

(I look back now, and I see something was wrong with this dream, you could actually do a first-person view aim with weapons, like MGS3, but I wasn't aware of it at the time).

I aim the gun the guard, but I don't know what happened after that. I find myself in another area crouched looking at a guard's movements.

I was basically in the prone position next to a small opening to a wall. I think I probably got there by crouching from a small hole behind me on the right. The guard starts searching where I'm crouching, and he sees something weird, and he was staring right in my direction.

He says, "Hmmmm??" like he's suspicious, but thankfully I was too far within his radius for him to get too close, so he just moves on his usual patrol route.



Then I see this guard again, and I swore he had a resemblance to Liquid Snake. I think he was wearing a red outfit with tiger stripes on it, but I won't put too much faith on that.



He finds something weird going on again at a different location, and calls for backup. Things are at a Caution level, so there's just more guards in the area, but they don't know where I am.

I think I start shooting them off that knocks them out instead of killing them because they just dropped instantly without any blood pouring out.

After I shot more guards and tried to get out, dream fades I guess.

Dream 3: Conversation with old man DC

I'm sitting with an old man I believe who looks kind of like the professor who gave a seminar on the Memory and Learning course I had to take for Undergraduate studying my first semester in college. Except he didn't wear his glasses.

We were talking about Metal Gear Solid, and the guy talks about how he likes he can freely aim in the game now. I wonder why I'm having this conversation with this old man. His mouth was open a little bit while he was talking, and he left it hanging for a few seconds as well.

The conversation was boring to be honest, and I think the dream fades from there.

Dream 4: Golden Dildo

I'm inside a house, probably the one I went for college break. I think I come out of the master bedroom, and I see a Golden Dildo (I think) right in the middle of the living room. I'm a little bothered by it.

It was kind of big, and I'm wondering who the hell would want a Golden Dildo that looked way too big for anyone. Then a female DC to the left of me asks me "Is that for me?" I can't remember how she looked like, but I felt her presence, I didn't even turn around to look at her either.

(Lol what the hell???? I didn't realize this until I typed it, but I realize I came out of the bedroom with a female DC...I don't know what we were doing before, but the question she asked me makes me assume it wasn't baking cookies or pizza)

I tried to give her an answer without sounding embarrassing, for some reason, it felt like I bought the Dildo, because I was stopping in between words, but I'm still wondering why the Dildo was there.

Dream fades I guess.

No dream recall, I woke up like 30-40 minutes before my Political Science course started. So I had to go from "underwear" to "dressed" in like 1 and a half minutes.

Forgot what the hell happened in my mind that night, even set two alarms to wake me up, but I guess I set them off unconsciously xD

22.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I wanted to forget what I experienced again, but I started to remember more and more events, and decided to just type it anyway.

Kind of weird stuff going on, especially in the second dream if you don't like the idea of seeing furry sex (I know I didn't want to experience that....). But it doesn't have anything too extreme or revealing I think.
Remembering certain snapshots of the dreams is really helping me out when I branch more into detail on them.

And lol, don't bother about the attachment on the bottom, I was planning to use that as an upskirt reminder when I go back to my Dream Journal, but the green skirt picture was better Never mind haha.

Dream 1:

Apparently I'm in a store looking for head lamps for my bicycle. There was this employee that looks like Mr. Bean saying that I had to get a certain type of headlamp when I asked him what I needed to get.



I didn't understand him, and I was in the store walking around random places at once. There was this girl who had black hair, and was probably Hispanic who was looking for head lamps as well, but I don't know how that turned out for her finding them.

Then my father appears and I tell him about finding the headlights, so he goes back to the DC that looks like Mr. Bean and asks him what he said earlier to me. But before he did so, my father wanted to finish picking up other items before going back to the section where the headlamps where.

I can't remember anything else for that one.

Dream 2:

This whole situation felt like playing Uncharted 3 or something later on. I was in a store again, and I went to the Electronics section. I was at the area where they sold video games and had those demos for all the popular consoles.



Then I saw some steps leading down to some random area. I go there, and I believe when I go down some more, I turn back to see this girl who is at a slightly higher view from me.

She was wearing a skirt, probably turquoise that had a little bit more green to it. I sat down on the steps and relaxed for a little bit to look at what's under her skirt .



Her butt was so firm and wide, and her panties were so adorable, even though they were just a blank color. I would've probably looked longer if I did think DCs were going to come and find me out.

Then I go inside this underground place and it's like more space for playing video games in the store I guess because I see a little boy playing something on a T.V. I couldn't see anything on. It was positioned for the boy's view, so I just saw flashing lights everywhere.



Someone tells me to sit down and wait for a while. I think I was like "Yes Sir!" with a childish tone or something.

Anyway, now things are in third person perspective, and I'm sitting down on some darkish red couch. The whole area in this place had a dark red setting to it, even the carpets were red as well.

Then I see some PS2/PS3 control button images show up on the top left corner, kind of like a Heads-Up-Display. After I was waiting for whoever told me to wait, there's some type of explosive that happens maybe 10 feet away from me.

And it's enough of a blast to cause everyone to start panicking. So I decided that I should go ahead and run like hell instead of sitting here and possibly getting exploded.

I believe I was playing as this little kid in a red shirt and brown pants, I would say the age of this DC I'm playing as (or actually am at the moment). He had brown or black hair I believe, and he was really short.

I think I was actually playing a video game simulation after this because when the child jumped, it felt like I was pressing buttons.

I started spamming the buttons to jump to see if he could double-jump, but he could already jump pretty high for a child, maybe up to 4-6 feet up on the initial jump and maybe an additional 1-2 for the second jump in the air.

It felt like playing Uncharted 3 when you play as Drake and started running away from something. After I move forward a little bit, I'm not playing as the child again, I'm probably back to my perspective again.

Then I think I meet Sonic the Hedgehog, Tails, and Amy. They were walking around on the bottom of where I was at. I was looking at them having my hands on the ledge. Sonic was blushing a little bit when he was talking to Tails about something.



I think he said he loved Amy Rose in a slightly loud sound, but he quickly hushed up. I go over the ledge I had my hands on and went down (it was probably 10 feet I went down).

I follow Sonic and Tails, and Amy eventually catches up too. We were all headed for one room. Then when we go in, everything just starts getting freaking weird.

Apparently they were going to have sex with each other, and I had the option of what combinations they could try. I was only concerned for a little while, but I probably had that "Ehh screw, what's the big deal anyway..." kind of mood and chose the option where tails suddenly had 4 dicks and was having sex with everyone (I think he got it up his behind as well)

I think Cream was in the little gang-bang (possibly) , but I do know I was just spectating what was happening (thank god I wasn't going to get butt raped), it was kind of disturbing. Tails started to look like a body-builder version of Renamon.


LOL WHAT THE HELL MAN. RENAMON? So freaking random....

21.01.2012

Eh......screw it. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


No dream recall, well I just force myself to not remember any details haha.

I know I had some images of dreams I had in my head, but I just don't want to recall them. I want to see how it feels to just be the average joe who didn't know about lucid dreaming in the first place.

Besides, it's not as if I'm going to forget future dreams anyway if I can still remember prior dreams, even until my first one I typed here....

Maybe I'll take an afternoon nap later on. I need to get back to the FIELD method for lucidity, it was hard adjusting to my new schedule (somewhat), and I still have to find out a sleep schedule since there will be new things popping up that I have to fit into my time.

Sigh....

20.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took a pretty long nap. (I should probably go back to sleep, but it's like around 6:00 PM, and that's too early, especially with Saturday coming up.

I forgot to set an alarm to wake me up, but I slept maybe for a good 6-7 hours since my classes were over at 11:00 AM, so I went to the Vietnamese Restaurant to get some Sweet and Sour Chicken and slept after (still have to get a steady sleep schedule).

Dream 1:

I was playing a game that looked like Halo 1 or Halo 2. It had the Wraiths, Banshees, and all the other warships, and the DCs were either wearing Blue or Red Master Chief Outfits.



Some DCs had their helmets off, and I was on one of the flying machines practicing the different gun and missile settings. I think I was playing on the laptop because I remembered maybe the buttons on the lower left side of the keyboard (I didn't pay attention letters) had different results.



One option was a missile launcher for the mini-space ship I was on, the second was a somewhat semi-automatic gun option, and the last was this really fast shooting machine gun that looked pretty deadly.

Almost all of the shots came out like a red laser, except for the missile, it was more of a dark blue and black coating around it.

After I'm shooting and helping my teammates kill the enemy DCs (I believe they were the Blue Team), I see Batman in the comic form come out of no where and he tried to come after to me!



I start shooting missiles at this guy and he is one durable person. I then switch to the machine gun mode to see if that would kill him quick (it did for the other DCs I helped killed), but it didn't work.

I think it's even safe to assume that he didn't feel any damage whatsoever, I couldn't register any signs of pain from his face at all, he just looked at me with his mask on and his mouse was someone neutral, but had moments of rage as I'm dodging him while shooting him.

I started to use the missiles again (by this time, I'm basically inside the game, and I had moments where I was inside the game for most of the time instead of pressing buttons on the keyboard).

Then some female DC, I couldn't get an accurate description of her, before I could make one last missile shot at this batman looking person, something told me not to (I mean, if he's not going to die from the constant missile blasts, something is up).

Batman went from this guy who is ready to leap at me with an angry face to a man with an almost childish look on his eyes when the female DC grabbed him by his hands and put them behind his back and arrested him I believe, or tied his hands, but I know he started pouting a little pit too.

To be honest, the lady looked like Black cat, but I won't try to believe it completely, I took short glances at this lady.



And then Batman suddenly transforms into another DC.

It was this muscular man with a green vest and military pants with the military boots as well. He had dark blonde hair, Caucasian (his face was showing, so his skin was apricot-ish) and he even looked like the one from Street Fighter (but I didn't pay much attention to his face other than noticing his eyes were white (like how you see Batman with white eyes for his mask in cartoons).



He looked like he wanted to cry even, it was like seeing a mature and established man with this almost stoic demeanor being ripped of his abilities to do anything at the time he was hand-cuffed or tied by the female DC.

I believe I'm in spectator mode now, and the lady was carrying the guy near the top of the stairs leading to some area flowing with water. It was those areas that had concrete to walk on and on the side was green-ish looking water, and I believe there were those huge pipes were closed off by a barrier that led to the sewage.



The guy she caught eventually breaks free, runs a little but and jumps towards the wall. He suddenly goes through it like he's a ghost or something, and he was panicking while he was doing it (probably crying some more).

I believe the female DC was a little sad that he left. Then a male DC is right next to her I think. I can't remember his face, but he was singing a song to mock her. It was those nursery rhymes you would hear.

He went something like this "[Female DCs name] and [captured DC's who escaped name] sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G...."

Then the lady looked like Rogue from X-men, the classic one with the short to medium hair. I'm not too sure, but it may have been her.



Then as I'm spectating, the whole scenario kind of zooms out slowly with the two of them standing there and probably talking some more.

(When I woke up to memorize the key events in the dream, while I was trying to remember other dreams, I could've sworn I said "Magenta" or something, but I won't take it too seriously. It was most likely just a random word that came in my head).

Dream 2:

I'm not too sure about the things happening in this dream, but I think I was sitting down looking at meat that looked like cooked quails or something like that. They were really brown and it had the texture like buffalo wings (with that little webby fatness to them).



I was going to hold the legs on the side to open the meat a little more, and I think some DC was saying something to "watch out" when I do so.

Now that i think about it, this dream was probably associated to what I ate before I slept, like I said above before typing Dream 1. =P

I'm not going to go into more detail on the dream because it may be just random flashes of images and thoughts before I woke up.

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20.01.2012

1/20/12 No Dream Recall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

No dream recall. I even woke up probably 30 minutes or so before the two alarms I set to wake myself up (I'm still having the fear again of waking up late to only have like 15 minutes to get to my class.

Today is a friday, so after the two classes I have in the morning, that pillow will be slept on for a nap after!

I know I could've recalled some dreams because I woke up naturally, but I decided not to for once.

I feel kind of sad for doing that, but at the same time, I just have to learn that if I can't do it, I can't do it. I might remember it later on, but eh.

19.01.2012

No dream recall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I couldn't recall any dreams, I think it's because I'm more worried about waking up early and getting adjusted to the new schedule of mine in college.

18.01.2012

Computer Lab,Family Guy Comic On Wall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a hard time trying to recall because I woke up like 2 hours before I had to get to my Political Science class in college along with 3 more classes)

(Wednesdays are going to be my busiest days because I have 4 classes in succession; I'm suppose to be in a Chemistry Lab class, but labs don't start until next week, so I thought I should use that time to type up the notes I put down in my Blackberry Curve onto here ( I eventually remembered more details, I couldn't have finger smashed all of this information at once haha; and eat some food before I head to my Biochemistry Seminar course later on).

I also find that using images on my Dream Journal for certain points is helping me remember things long enough that should I not have the time to type them down immediately, I can somehow pull out an event in a dream and capture it long enough to branch off to other things associated with it. I guess it makes it easier in the long run, even though it gets tedious sometimes Googling pictures that make sense to me.


Dream 1:

I'm in a computer lab, the type you would see here in American High School or Middle School. There's dark blue carpet covering the floor with small mixes of random colors.

Everyone but me were given a piece of paper to do something on the computers set out for us, but I didn't pay attention to why I didn't receive one compared to the rest. Everyone was doing random things like watching videos to typing random things.

Then I realized I don't have a worksheet/piece of paper and I go up to a blonde female for one. Her hair was tied to the back into a pony tail.

(I'm going to start focusing on the facial expressions and moods of the DCs I encounter in these non-lucids to try and rationalize why they're doing so.

She was wearing a small gray hoodie (like the Hollister ones that can barely fit any average guy without them ripping it completely) and she wore a shirt underneath it of course, and probably had the typical skinny butt lift jeans.

She almost looked like a European blonde or from Russia, but just as a descendant, not a native, the type who has the genes from parents who were but with the American accent. And see had Mascara on her too, which elevated the presence of her blue eyes.

(just adding these here to have a general grasp on how she looked)


When I go up to her, before I could ask her that I don't have a sheet of paper with instructions on whatever it is we're doing in the computer lab, she expands her arm with the last piece of paper she has and offers me it. I think she even was mouthing something, but it was probably just for her to keep track of what she was doing rather than for me.

It seemed like she was reading something off of it before she handed it to me, I don't know if that she just gave it to me out of the blue or maybe was double checking before she gave it to me.

But she's still looking down on some other things as if she was too busy to make eye contact, she had that secretary type of mentality where they would go into efficiency mode and just do what's necessary and avoid any kind of additional effort (but not the type of effort to be lazy, just the type to be done and over with things in a professional manner).

She knew I was there, I could sense it, so I just gently took the paper she offered me and headed back to where I was sitting, which was near the back wall.

The same blonde, I'm guessing she's a teacher since this seems to be a School environment, but she was pretty young, I'd say she would be my age as well (18).

She starts calling people, probably to check their progress on the computer, I think she calls one person starting with the name of "C," but I can't remember the full name, but it wasn't too important because it was a generic name.

Dream 2:

I'm looking on a wall and there's a comic of Family Guy of Peter, Lois, and Quagmire (It's in black and white, but I think there were a few hints of color). They were doing something, but I can't remember what exactly. I think I recall Lois with a happy expression on her face, but I don't know if that was because something sexual was happening to her or something else.



I saw Quagmire, I know I did, but I don't know what the heck he was up to in the comic, probably trying to creep on Lois I guess.

17.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I started to remember more dreams as I was typing the first 3.

Dream 1:

I'm inside some area where there are several mini-water thanks. The whole setting has a brown color to it with shades of black etc. I think the floor had a little water on it.

There were these guards that looked similar to the ones you see in MGS2 when you get to the part where you're in Arsenal Gear.



I think I'm spectating what's happening or playing as the person. I try to shoot some guards, and I think a few die from the bullets, but then it gets harder to shoot them.

I tried going for head shots on them, but somehow the bullets didn't work, probably because they had those helmets, but it should've worked either way because in the actual game their armor wasn't an issue at all.

There were a few times where the guards would alert that there's an intruder, and I would shoot a few of them before they made a final report to HQ. Then one guard manages to succeed to call more backup.

I can't remember what else I was doing in the dream.

Dream 2:

I'm inside of a store and I'm running inside and then I as I'm running, I do a dive shot to the floor because I'm hiding from some random DC eating a piece of cheddar cheese or something (the thing they were eating looked dark yellow/ light orange).

Then I think I go back outside and head for a vehicle to go into, the whole setting was set at night.

All I remember for that one.

Dream 3:

I'm playing Resident Evil 4 again, and I'm still not sure if I was playing as Ada Wong(she wears a long red dress) or actually am her. I do know that I was playing Separate Ways though.



I started out in the village and normally you start out near the church where you're trying to help Leon not get over killed by the zombies coming inside the house he's locked himself in.

I run a little bit near to the right to a location where all zombies would come in one at a time (I think it's an actual method called the Spartan method or something that you could use as Leon so you won't get raped by zombies), and I see the chainsaw guy come a bit too early. He comes after me and I try shooting him with the Chicago Typewriter, which should've killed him easily, but he just keeps coming after me.





(Never in my mind did I think that if I shot him in the knee instead, I could've done a fan kick and do more damage than the shit damage the Chicago Typewriter was unleashing in this dream).

He gets close to me and he starts cutting Ada Wong's head off slowly with his axe, of course Ada is trying to resist, and I even get to shoot the guy one more time before he chops all of her head off.

I didn't see a game over though, it just restarted by itself. I'm back in the village and I decided to run like hell to the entrance to get to the village, and then turn around and just started to shoot all of the zombies. The Chainsaw guy (Dr. Salvador) is running incredibly fast compared to the actual game.

He's just running like a retard towards me, and he's not even holding the chainsaw right, he's holding it like a sword I think when he's running (if he kept it up, he'd probably cut himself off).

I aim the gun at him, but I can't remember what happened next.

Ada Wong...lady in red....the signs are getting more obvious now for me.

Dream 4:

I'm inside a house and the house across from me is having their music on really loud. Some DC said they were playing Muslim music.

Dream 5:

I see Toguro at 85% of his power (in the English dub of Yu Yu Hakusho) and Sensui in his Sacred Energy Armor. The dream was a bit random, it involved helping Sensui kill Toguro, and then he would be facing me I think.



Toguro was about to shoot someone, probably me, I don't know, but Sensui is right behind him.

I don't know what else happened but Sensui was talking to me about a group of people called "Naturalist" or something like that?

Dream 6:

I'm Snake again from MGS2 in his outfit when he used the alias Pliskin. I think I'm from the tanker level, the first level I believe, and I had to shoot some guards from above. Then someone tells me that those guards need to stay alive.



So I had to dash towards the guards that fell onto ground level who were above and inject some kind of reviving aid to wake them up before they died. I had to inject them quick because in my mind there was a timer somewhere on the syringe I was using, so the injections weren't really accurate, I even saw a small black hole when I took the syringe out of one guard.



I immediately go to the far right end of the ship and hide in a cardboard box, but then it turns into a towel, so I quickly had to move my body to cover my whole body. Then I saw a towel to the left of me and covered myself even more.

As the guards were waking up, some lady who looks like a girl I knew in my AP Government class, let's call her "Dian" I think she was doing some kind of fancy dance flinging her wrists smoothly in front of them, and as they were recovering, they're wondering what the hell is going on.

Dream 7:

My father is saying that I should get familiar with the terms my friends are using and says "Boatski." I knew something was wrong here and asked him, "Don't you mean Broski?" And then he has that expression that said "Ooooh" and laughs in embarrassment.

He leaves, and I see a Blackberry Phone with some small yellow objects attached with clear tape on the bottom. (I guess he was trying to make a Boat out of a Blackberry?)

16.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1:

I'm outside and I see this DC pull off this crazy stunt where he shoots an arrow at some tall plank, and it rebounds off of it and hits another plank and finally hits the target. I can't remember what the target looked like, but I was surprised on the accuracy.

Dream 2:

I'm outside, most likely from my University, I see this girl (let's call her "Syd." I had her for Chemistry lecture class and Chemistry lab as well during my first semester in college).

She was standing there with her boyfriend, and we were waiting for buses to arrive. Apparently one was delayed, so I went to another bus that looked out of place from the rest. I go in without asking the driver if this is the substitute for the delayed bus, and then Syd goes in with me and sits near the front I believe.

Her boyfriend gets on another bus I think.

15.01.2012

Tennis Locker Room, Become lucid Found a GUIDE, but they didn't say if they were my DG....

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Afternoon nap (~4pm-6:52PM) I slept while using the Mouse Plugin for the FIELD method, but I woke up with the mouse near the left side of my pillow (when resting on my head and look to my left that is) instead of being on the lower left side of my left hand).

Dream 1:

I was inside the Men's locker room in Cypress Lakes High School. There were a bunch of familiar DCs. I didn't know what I was doing at the time, but I was just standing there watching people do random things. They were talking about random things as well.

I found that the Tennis Section in the locker was located on the left side rather than on the right side in waking life. I see two racquets on a bench while DCs gear up to go outside I guess. Then the racquet vanishes. Everything in the dream kind of goes into these small skips.

After some randomness, the most noticeable thing here is I'm suddenly near some statue where I had to use Mangekyou Sharingan.

I think I asked a random DC if the statue didn't have Itachi's eyes instead of mine (like a replica of it I mean). Or maybe it was the other way around where a DC asks me.

Then I realize it's my own eyes because apparently some DC told me there's a little dot on the lower right and left-hand corners of the eye.

I actually started saying "MANGEKYOU SHARINGAN" on the statue, and when I fixed my eyes and kept them opened, they kind of diluted my vision. (Okay.....why am I exactly doing this??? As I'm typing this, I think I had a small argument with my father in a dream fragment because I told him I couldn't do something, but he said it's okay and that we'll doing something else or something like that).



After a few tries, I realized I just had to keep my eyes open and the statue would match my eyes. It opens up, and I just had to make sure my eyes were open all the time just to be safe. I can see everything slowly open up, the sides of some door expand to move apart from each other, and they had spiky stony ends to them.

Then I go in some random room where I sit down I think and listen to a DC give some slideshow presentation on an overhead. After being bored from the bull-crap they're saying, I just know I'm dreaming. I didn't do any reality checks, it was weird in fact, this state of mine at the time. I just went with the flow and saw the edge of the table and thought "Handgun" because I was about to shoot this DC spewing out random crap.

A gun forms pretty quickly, I grab it and then tried to shoot it, but nothing. But I concealed that fact to the DC and saw some random female DC on the floor. She looked pretty to be honest, probably Hispanic, and maybe resembled a colleague of mine in the Biochemistry Department.

She gets up, and I told her that she's going to show me my guide. (I'm not sure if I only said just my guide or DG, but whatever) She opens the door in front of us, nothing happens, just leads to another door. We walk in this small area of darkness and head for the door. Before I could even manifest the thought that my Dream Guide will be at the other side, the door already opens.

There's this black man in a black durag, a blue hard jacket with no sleeves and underneath was some gray sweater and he had some dark jeans on who looks like the same guy who wanted a chain when Chris from "Everybody Hates Chris" prevented him from snatching one.

(The guy on the right of the picture...LOL.)

At first I didn't want to go "WTF is this shit going on here?"

Then the black guy tells the girl to quickly lock the door, as if he didn't want to be found out. Then the girl says "You're that same guy!!" in a shocked tone. I think he replies "yeah yeah yeah" in a rushed tone as if he's annoyed with the girl. I think I even see a T.V. above him when I went inside, and it was showing some kind of police investigation or something like that.

Then I move around a little bit, look back at him, and he gets up. I asked him if he's the guide (but I didn't say Dream Guide, I'm sure as hell positive that I couldn't say Dream Guide, even before the door opened). I move back as he comes forward to me.

I thought he was going to attack me since he made a quick movement picking something up, but he was just moving something out of my way. He goes on this wild tangent and I predicted what he was going to say. He questioned to me something like, "Oh you mean the who can keeps you whole" (he did it while holding on to the word "whole" like how you hold on to a part of a word when speaking like "Hola" or something like that").

Then I realize he's just spewing out things that a friend told me about finding out her life guide in a certain PM I sent to her, but I won't reveal who.

Then he talks as if he's asking me a question again, and starts listing things like problems I have, new thoughts, etc.

Then I started to get a little bored, or maybe just traumatic that a DC who looks like an ex-convict is talking to me about things I knew it would probably say.

But as I listened to the guy, I pretty much had this shocked expression on my face with my mouth slightly open, and probably one eyebrow raised up as I'm questioning this guy's existence.
Then I woke up. One thing I'm sure, and I'm sure I've made the right call saying this, I didn't not ask the DC if he was my Dream Guide.

I just questioned it if it was THE GUIDE, so in a way, he's probably just a guide to show me where my Dream Guide is, because he answers in a question as if it's some preview to something he's going to show.

I'm sure as hell right that I never dreamed about a black DC and asking if he was a guide, NOT a Dream Guide.

Only way to find out is to become lucid again. And I become lucid after like over 90 minutes of sleep? Which was kind of rare for me. I guess I can start having dreams and becoming lucid for a while during NON-REM, or maybe it's Rem rebound.

But ehhh, this just leads me with more questions in finding my dream guide. I'm not going to deny the possibility the guy may be my dream guide given the situation that he wanted to be hidden from something. But that means I'll have to question and DCs accurately rather than them acting like professional riddle tellers that will just piss me off more.

15.01.2012

Squirrel, Pokemon, Another Ginger
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I thought I didn't recall anything, but I took a morning shower and remember bits of what happened.

Dream 1:

I think I was somehow floating maybe 1-3 feet of the ground in this random neighborhood. It was probably afternoon or early morning in this dream. I think I was wearing jeans and my brown leather jacket.

I moved pretty fast to the point where I stopped using my feet and just moved consciously (hard to explain, I just kind of re-directed myself to a random location).

Then it turns to night, or maybe this is a dream fragment combined with another one, but there was this squirrel that was actually defending itself rather than running away when I tried to scare it away. Then it started to move really fast and it even attached to parts of my body.



It took a while before I finally got it off my body, and I started to dash really quick to escape. (Ironic that I'm running from a f*cking squirrel, A SQUIRREL DAMN IT, and I'm not lucid)

That's all I remember for that one.

Dream 2:

I think I'm Ash Ketchum in this dream because there are random anime DCs who fit the Pokemon art style coming after me. I don't know why, but I'm scared because of course, rather than asking them why they are chasing me, I go to random areas to try and hide from them.

Eventually I get into a car or a taxi, and the windows are tinted, so the DCs couldn't see me. I decided that even though I was safe, I decided to take off my hat (it's weird, I felt like I was Ash).

So when I do, I just wait for the vehicle to move, but I think the taxi driver or whatever had a screen up that said the person inside was "Ash." The DCs that were after me saw this and I'm thinking "WHAT THE FUCK MAN, WHY DID YOU BLOW MY COVER???"

That's all I remember for that one.

Dream 3:

I think I'm running in the rain late in the afternoon, I don't know where I'm going, but I pass by a DC that looked exactly like my Biology SI Tutor when I took Biology 111 at my University the first semester of college as a freshmen.

I tried to ignore her because I thought she wouldn't respond, but she's like "Hey Brandon" in that usual happy tone she uses to greet people when they come to the free tutoring.

Now that I think about it, she still said "Hi" when I thought she was just a random DC.

The lady sucking my air out the last dream, and then seeing the lady in red in the dream entry before that....something is up. I'm just being ignorant, but I can't blame myself, I was non-lucid.

14.01.2012

In Multiplayer First Person Shooter and Meeting Ginger Lady/Redhead

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Afternoon nap (~2:12 PM- 4:30 PM) I was doing another test run of IamCoder's FIELD method.

Dream 1:

I was in some kind of video game type field. Everything was first-person perspective, and I felt like I was playing it rather than being in it because I had some trouble aiming with the arrow keys. The environment was dark, but it had some lighted floors with mostly an assortment of just cool colors (blue, purple, green, etc)

(I remember I had to aim with the arrow keys for MGS2 on the PC)

At first, I sucked and died a lot because other DCs started to kill the character I was playing, but eventually I got the hang of it and just started to do what you call a "Spray and Pray" (you literally spam the shit out of your weapon and pray you hit someone within any radius of you).

The gun I had was pretty bulky and had no form, but it was probably because of my vision in the dream. It was smooth, and when I was aiming, there was a red dot to help with precision, so I was more focused getting the red dot on an enemy and start to spam shoot the weapon.


(Aiming down was kind of like the picture above, with the red dot sight, except the enemies weren't like the guards there.

Then I think DCs just started to use their hands instead of actual weapons. I go up some ramp, and I don't know much of what I did, but I do know that when I got up there, there was this lady on the floor.

I'm puzzled because she looks like she's going to pass out, and she's actually on my team because some DCs were like "Come on...Come one!" or something like that.

I bend my knees to where they land near the sides of her stomach, got closer and braced my body on her chest, looked deeply in her eyes as she looks at me as if she needs air or something.

I think DCs were covering the both of us, and the lady had ginger hair (redhead if you will, but not actual red hair, just the term). She was fairly old (I'd said mid 30s to late 30s), I swore she looked like Tiffany Mynx, except she just had lighter hair than her, more of an orange to her.



I put my lips on her, and she literally sucks out all the air inside of me that I had before I could exhale! She comes back feeling good again, and we were doing some random things I can't remember, probably shooting down enemies. But I did feel a little queasy in the dream after she sucked a bit of my air out. It kind of felt good, but it was weird at the same time. It was just weird/kinky.

I wake up because I was a bit freaked out by her sucking out the air of me, I don't think it was anything external I wasn't aware of in waking life, it really felt like she sucked a portion of my air to get some energy back.

Everything was kind of blurry, so I don't want to be too sure of myself.

I said to myself before I slept that I would meet the lady in red in the dream before this one. But I guess seeing the look-a-like was because I was watching a XXX video of Tiffany before hand :X

College life.........xD