Linkzelda's Dream Journal

If you don't want to read my semi-log on the tulpa, just look for the next set of "===" and read the dream below.
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Well fuck, forgot an important concept to be aware of. If I try to make my tulpa exactly like a fictional character, or even a person in waking life, obviously that causes:

Inferiority complexes
Identity Crisis

which equals

CHAOS.

FUCK. DAMN IT LINK, why didn't you go through the obvious. But......ugh, having an attachment for a tulpa to look like some character you like in the short term is so compelling, but in the long term, it obviously will be a detriment if you aren't open to it being free to alter and change....like a "results may vary," and not being suppressive of it.

I don't mind what my tulpa looks like, I don't mind if she wants to use other forms. I think I need to rethink this whole deal, and go back to realizing that being so fixated on the exact replica of someone is not going to be good, especially if they'll be with me for the rest of my life.

Which means I have to be open-minded on what form they want to take.

Alright...just calm down Link, just take this as a step towards improving interaction with your Tulpa.

Also, I know someone is going to think I'm crazy making a tulpa, but that's your own opinion. Not going to live forever, so might as well take the time in this life to do as many things that can actually be a benefit to you.

People think "imaginary" constructs are absurd and that you're crazy, but who's to say that something that can actually be created into a reality, your own reality of course, is crazy? What makes you think that you have the audacity to declare with such pride, as if you know all the secrets to the universe and what can happen and what can't happen?

We're all fucking clueless, no matter how much knowledge we obtain. That's the point, elevating above your Bullshit meter that constricts you so much, that you start seeing that all that really matters is how you see reality in your eyes.

That reality even in this universe isn't something static....you only make what's static by what you choose to be static in your life. Friends that come and go, friends you want to hold on to, same goes for family.

But of course, having room for doubt is ALWAYS necessary when going into concepts like Tulpa.

BUT, it should only be a beck and call case scenario. And with that logic, GO forth, and go beyond the techniques for creating a tulpa, and use mind, body, and spirit to make it a reality.

Don't let other people who are afraid to experiment, rationalize, LEARN from mistakes, improve, EVOLVE mentally get you down on these things.

There's too many people to worry about things like that. Be happy in your endeavors, be happy in the experimentation, and by all fucking means, be happy in going into the unknown, and expanding your knowledge.

We can spend our lives reading textbooks, going by preset convictions, but if you really want to fucking evolve and not be some kind of clone, do yourself a favor, and realize the potential is OUT there.

You just have to get over yourself on "no I can't do this because I might go insane!"

Insanity, in my opinion, shouldn't be a detriment. People who don't give a fuck about what others think about what they're doing get shit done.

They don't let other people's words get to them and constrain them from doing something. They go out, explore, expand, learn, love, become enlightened, and most importantly be happy.


Okay, here's the dream I recalled last night

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10.28.2012

Wear this on Your Head (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember for this is what I'm walking in a dark area, and there's a sign post you would see on the ground (the ones where you unfold them and are balanced and touching diagonally to each other) under a street light.

I go to that light, and there's a man who offers me some kind of head accessory. It's black, has a thin frame, and he tells me,

"Just wear this on your head, and make sure the ears are pointing outward."

I honestly don't know what that even means.