Linkzelda's Dream Journal

05.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1:

I'm in some really huge island. It's mostly sand with some green and moss-covered walls of stone making themselves apparent just enough to where they don't become a distraction to me.



I believe I'm inside of a cave, and some music is playing, but I cannot recall what, but it really motivates me to start running abnormally fast. There's a bright sunlight making a small ray of light inside of the cave appear as well.

It kind of felt like paradise running around and doing things I could never do in real life. I say that because as I was running, I was going up a ramp that accelerated my speed to where I was in the air doing all kinds of stunts.

It was like I was actually living, euphoria at it's peak. No worries about mortality, rage, depression.....all eradicated! (And yet I still could not experience lucidity!)

I even twisted my body to where my head would eventually hit the ground, but then it felt like I was playing Mario Kart Wii, except my own body is a vehicle (the feeling of going down the ramp felt like playing the game, but after that it was just me doing random things).


I see item boxes out of nowhere near where I was going to fall and probably break my neck, but my chest did a smooth slide on next ramp that would accelerate myself downward.



The dream was a bit abstract, but the emotions from it, even though they were short, were more enjoyable than life itself.

Dream 2:

I'm sitting down in a classroom that looks oddly familiar, it looks exactly like my Pre-Calculus class I took in Mayde Creek High School. My friend, (let's call her "Maris" I wouldn't want her finding this DJ entry) in real life is the main DC that is talking to me.

I was getting up to go get something, and when I come back, she asks me, "Why is your ass on my face?" I was surprised because I didn't feel as if any part of me was on her when I was sitting down.

My response was "I don't know????" in a tone where I almost felt like crying.

Everyone in the room started to laugh at me, along with Maris.

Dream 3:

I don't how this dream started, but the experience was just too amazing to give two shits about that.

Basically, I was cutting a piece of female's hairs off and then sucked on their breast like I was some kind of baby who was deprived of milk for months.

I kept doing this on a few more females, and the last one was a bit tan-ish, which made raw parts of her body more beautiful. (Then I realized she looks almost exactly like Ingrid from Hell Knight)



I think I forget to cut a piece of her hair and just went straight to her breasts. I honestly don't know why I had this sudden urge to do this to the female DCs, but I wasn't complaining at the time.

Then a random DC comes out of nowhere saying another female DC is trying to hang herself. I didn't really care what the other DC was going through, I just wanted to focus on the Ingrid look-a-like's breasts more, but the other DC keeps nagging.

So I stop myself and go to the bathroom, and the DC is standing above a ledge in the shower. I can't remember what she was saying, and she didn't even have a rope around her neck, but it looked like she was going to fall off the small ledge above the shower and hang herself.



I didn't pay attention to what she did (in fact, I was more concerned in going back to drinking breast milk from female DCs with breast sizes of watermelons).

I think she died, but I didn't care. I turn back to find that a DC called someone too early, and as a consequence they were shot.

What the hell? I go from groping women's breasts, being disturbed by another DC, and then turn around to find one is dead because they called too early?

I do know that the last woman I groped was from the series called Hell Knight (don't google that, please don't, I'm just using that when I end up regretting reading my Dream Journal over again )

Dream 4:

After those dreams I wake up, typed them up, and started to practice the Mouse Plugin for the FIELD method. It's my second day attempting it, so I still have a long ways to go to see any consistent results.

For the actual technique, go HERE

As always, I can't tell if I'm the actual character in the dream or if I'm just playing a video game, but I'm playing Splinter Cell: Chaos Theory for sure.



The level I was in was the first level. I walk into the part in the room where there's a guard sleeping and you had to sneak past him quiety if you wanted to take the stealth route. The wood on the floor made it harder since if you stepped on a bad part, it would creak like crazy and probably wake them up from the noise meter. I succesfully avoid him, and go deeper into the level.

Then somehow, I alerted a guard for some reason. I immediately shoot the hell out of him because I was panicking that the other guards from other rooms might come together and eliminate me. But at the same time, I thought that if I'm so far away from the other guards to kill this one, then the others shouldn't have heard me.

So I decide to go back and carefully sneak to the other rooms, but now EVERYONE knows I'm here, so I had to start killing them, but since it was in the dark, they could only shoot me by hearing the last location of a gunfire.

I take advantage of this to stab one guard with a knife since I'm in night vision, and then another one comes through a door. I kill him quickly too.

Then when I decided to go forward again, a guard grabs me by my foot and trips me! (I just saw you die from a knife stab!) I kill the bastard again with a pistol, and I made sure he STAYED dead.

After I cause a bloodbath and riddled the guards with bullets, Sam Fisher decides to inject something on his neck. I was pondering why is he doing this because the item seemed to be the kind to revive a co-op partner.

Then a light green meter appears that is gradually starting to decrease, and I start worrying. I tried to press on something, I don't know what, but I was just pressing frantically.

The meter goes completely empty, but Sam is still up for a few more seconds and he collapses.

Then I wake up.