LukeSid

A quiet night with nothing particularly vivid...although I managed to grab two fragments.

2.50 am
Strange dream (aren't most of them?) with lots of railway lines spontaneously generating inside a church. "We" (just me and the vicar?) seemed to be expecting a train along but we didn't know what set of lines it would be on...a sense of imminent danger of being killed.

8.20am
Sitting on the floor inside some sort of children's nursery. An adult male was playing with an assortment of toys that were somehow all melded into one. He appeared to be crying. He seemed to put it on like an outfit then climbed onto something and did a spectacular bellyflop onto the floor. Ouch! that must have hurt...

He proceeded to repeat the process around the room and once he was poised above me and I said something like "Don't you dare!"...and he didn't...and that's it.

The jury's still out on my "this is a dream" idea...we'll see. I also did a WBTB at 6.00am.

I tried WILDing, (using something I noted by Gab) But I got nowhere as usual. The failing clearly is in me...not in the methods, but I'll work on that over time. Most of my failures are due to my stubborn persistence in doing most WILD's during the daytime.

I used to get most spectacular (false) SP...a real feeling of frozen arm muscles and some amazing "rushes" as if I was going somewhere...but never did. But, apparently, we must ignore the body and I do and I don't get those effects now. But I have never been able to achieve meaningful hynogogia or dream scenarios...and I have difficulty visualizing.

Ever onward!