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    NyxCC
    , 09-20-2013 at 12:42 AM (828 Views)
    Date: 16th Sept

    Pre bed: 3mg mel

    WBTB: 26 mg caffeine (capp.)

    Comment: post 1/2 for 16th of Sept. Way behind with updating, trying to keep these post as efficient as possible.

    Micro-ld: In my first room, at some point in the dream, I make a call to this woman in the administration and discuss some things with her.

    I am in the room and moving in a strange manner, float gliding on the floor and know that this is a dream. I keep on moving around like this but then see the B6 bitch and for some reason assume that she is real. I get totally distracted by what she says and lose 99 percent of my lucidity. We start fighting, bitting and scratching each other. While we are fighting, I keep contemplating, how could I know that this is a dream, she looks so much like her real self.

    LD1: I find myself on the street of my hometown and happily remark that this is a dream. I see this guy I know and his friends and think about a song I want to make them sing. I make a few movements with my hands to control the guys like a conductor and get some results but when I listen more closely, they seem to talk more than sing and are slightly out of sync. Then from somewhere I can hear the Manu Chao song (which is a mix of many similar songs) play loudly from somewhere. The sound is absolutely fantastic and I am thinking about how cool listening to a song like this in a dream is. I can hold my concentration on the music for a while and then it stops. I see my friend, still euphoric I greet her and think about interacting with her, but then decide to leave the memory of her alone. I feel the dream is fading.

    A classmate of mine appears and I decide to hold on to him for stabilization. I embrace him. He is wearing a T-shirt similar to that of bf. He puts his hands around my waist and then moves one hand to my butt. I feel that this may quickly escalate to something else as I have a moment of sexy feelings. I look at his face, his lips. But no! I have been thinking about this lately (very annoyed with myself), so no! We are just hugging, I concentrate on that and make the sexy feeling go away. I still enjoy the moment, it is like as if we are about to dance to this soft music that I can almost hear at the background. Then I feel a drop of water on my hand and look around to see that it is starting to rain. Absolutely amazing effect, I think to myself. I am still in the same position, in his embrace, pretending to be stabilizing and examine his well shaped arm, notice his tan and the (sorry guys) flawless soft golden hairs. And as if taking in all this detail isn't enough, I can suddenly see his chest expanding and it dawns on me that he is breathing like a normal person. I find his breathing extremely fascinating, due to the fact that this is a dream, and also as I ponder how my subcon has created so much life like detail this time. I must be really immersed in the dream, I think to myself.

    Unfortunately, I am taking too much time in this state of awe and feel the dream starts to fade again. I remember I wanted to make a call and look around. There is another DC to my left, similar to another classmate. I also think about my classmate who's holding me. These DCs must have a phone with them. But before I can do anything else the dream totally fades and I wake up.
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    Updated 09-20-2013 at 12:47 AM by 61764

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    1. CanisLucidus's Avatar
      I keep on moving around like this but then see the B6 bitch and for some reason assume that she is real.
      LOL. Hadn't caught this nickname before. Interesting that she showed up on melatonin night. If she really does tend to show up with B6, I wonder if it's because B6 is a cofactor in the production of serotonin. Maybe it's an REM suppression thing.

      It sounds like you're having really good success boosting dream vividness when you make the attempt! Cool. I've got to make sure I keep this in mind.

      I need a bigger prospective memory.
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    2. Highlander's Avatar
      @ NyxCC
      Have you ever talked to this 'woman' DC to maybe shed some light on the issue?
      She seems to appear a lot in your dreams and trys to spoil things, etc.

      Excellent detail regarding the guy BTW.
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    3. CanisLucidus's Avatar
      That's a good idea, Highlander. Whoever this B6 beyotch may be, she's ultimately yours to control and reshape from a pain-in-the-ass figure into a helpful one, or to perhaps just fade into the background.

      Although, honestly, if you want to keep kicking her butt and squirting shampoo in her eye, it makes great DJ entries for your readers!
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    4. NyxCC's Avatar
      Thank you guys!

      Quote Originally Posted by CanisLucidis
      It sounds like you're having really good success boosting dream vividness when you make the attempt! Cool. I've got to make sure I keep this in mind.

      I need a bigger prospective memory.
      You are doing pretty well yourself. I've noticed you do your vivid enhancement trick in quite a lot of lds. I still remember those dreamcatchers btw.

      LOL. Hadn't caught this nickname before. Interesting that she showed up on melatonin night. If she really does tend to show up with B6, I wonder if it's because B6 is a cofactor in the production of serotonin. Maybe it's an REM suppression thing.
      Could be. When I think about it, there are so many unanswered questions regarding dream mood, DC behavior, awareness, lucidity, supplements and sleep (deep vs light). From what I have read deeper sleep tends to bring out more emotional states and lots of nonsensical stuff. It also brings out more of these carmic dreams, people that have left a trace, people with which you have interacted on a more emotional level or over a long period of time.

      B6, sometimes the 3mg melatonin with small amounts of B6, and some brain multivits tend to contribute more to dreams with DC aggression for me. As we have discussed B6 is involved in the metabolism of lots of neurotransmitters, so I have no idea which one is the most influential. My initial reaction is maybe dopamine, yet caffeine also boosts dopamine levels, but I don't get that much DC agression. It may be that the mix of neurochemicals tends to sway in that direction for me.

      Quote Originally Posted by Highlander
      Have you ever talked to this 'woman' DC to maybe shed some light on the issue?
      She seems to appear a lot in your dreams and trys to spoil things, etc.
      Actually, I had this thought in an ld a few days later, but decided better to ignore her. Well, I understand the issue on some level, it comes from rl, as I do have negative feelings towards this person so under the right conditions at night all of this tension escalates. You can call it karmic relationship or chemically speaking - solidifying negative emotions through repetition (by interaction or thought). Until I have the time to properly deal with this through meditation, I think my best bet would be to try to ignore her in both my lds and as much as possible in my thoughts irl.

      Hope that makes sense.

      Although, honestly, if you want to keep kicking her butt and squirting shampoo in her eye, it makes great DJ entries for your readers!
      Lol, I am glad that even when I lose it (non-ld or ld) you are entertained. At any rate this B6 woman makes for a perfect opportunity to test out lots of theories. One day she will retreat. Until that day comes, I will be armed with shampoo!
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      Updated 09-20-2013 at 11:04 PM by NyxCC