False Awakening
08.11.2010I want to help the knight! (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Two dreams. Second: I was in a hotel similar to my previous dream. I had to do some errands before leaving the hotel. For some reason I looked at my hand and turned lucid. I had five fingers, however, I realized I also had a thumb totaling 6 fingers. I ran to the window of my room. The room had a king bed and a couple of portraits. I looked outside the window and I saw a never ending sea. It was very sunny and I felt the wind coming from the window. My dream was not stable so I decided to start to fly to make it stable. I was flying easily and planned what to do. I recalled I want to Astral Project from any single lucid I have, I was about to land to close my eyes and project, but my dream was still fuzzy and I knew I was going to wake up if I attempted. The imagery changed. I saw a lake and a forest surrounding the lake. I was planning to dive inside the lake and see what was on the bottom. I remember from a previous lucid I saw a ton of ear plugs sunken on the bottom of a swimming pool. However, I did not feel I was ready to do that yet. I know very well my dreams and I knew I was not ready yet. I kept flyign for a while and I landed in a small street. I saw a military base and there were soldiers and a general. They were saying, "We serve our manager! We serve our General! We are proud to serve our Country!" I found it funny I was dreaming with the military and wondering why. I kept waking and saw another group of soldiers. There was a sign that said, "Masturbation is also a good exercise." I laughed when I saw that. I took flight again and went to a country. I was now located in the mid age era. I told myself I could find some gladiators as I was in the proper era, however, I saw a small soldier base and I was wondering what my mind was doing. There were a few soldiers with armors. I also saw a knight that was next to the horse. A young female DC approached and she was told, "You will proudly slay it!" She put an armor on and climbed on the horse. Several pikermen approached as well and told they were going to be an escort for war. A general called my name and said, "Even you can help. I know you are in a dream form, but you can still help." I was given a small spear and a shield. I threw the shield away as I knew I was not going to get harmed. I said, "I am going to poke our enemy knight's horse feet! The horse will go nuts and throw the knight away. I was told that I could not help in that battle. I did not find amusing what I was doing and my dream was getting fuzzy. I started to fly again to make it stable. I saw a few trees and some weapons (swords, scythes and more old school steel weapons) I felt the dream was not stable and it ended. I had a FA in my bed. I could not see but I had my computer in front of me. I was able to download a video from my dream and I though it was going to be a great tool to recall dreams. I tried to download the video, but the PC worked bad. I realized it had no sense and I turned lucid again. I still had no vision and I could not move. I knew I needed to fly so I made the computer vanish and tried to move. Suddenly, a voice said, "That is enough lucid dreaming for the night, wake up!" I woke up and it was actually time to wake up. Missed dream signs: - None. Realized dream signs: - Realizing I was not in the physical plane. - Downloading a dream from my PC to who knows where. Reality check performed: - Hand check. Failed and turned lucid. - Just turned lucid.
14.10.2010Back to high school! (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Hi Readers!! I have been a big while without recording dreams. Well, I did, but on paper journal. My business has been keeping me super busy and I could not work as much on dreams, but I had daily recalls and 4 lucids. I do not have time to add them all... but from today, I will be adding them again. I started with "Mastering Astral Projection" workbook. Sorry to the skeptics. I am going to work on this book for 90 days and I will be fully focused on Astral Projection only. Dreams will be somehow in the background, but at the same time, it goes tied to Astral Projection. I will use ALL my lucids to project from now on. I completed several goals with lucid dreaming, I will only complete the following ToTMs in order to keep my wings, but that's it. Four dreams tonight, two of them lucid, from one of the lucids, I did a successful Astral Projection. Third: I traveled to my old high school. It was also an live-in high school. I was with my wife and I told her that when we went to sleep, I was going to Astral Project. I told her I wanted to see how the rooms look like after 10 years, and the only way, was with my Astral Body. We entered an elevator to go to a different floor of the school. We were looking for someone. I decided to do a Reality Check, as I rarely ride elevators. I looked at my hands and they looked weird. I realized I was dreaming. My dream was not stable at all, so I needed to fly. Thankfully, the elevator worked fine this time and opened. The door opened in the wilderness, but it was OK. I started to fly to make my dream stable. My level of lucidity was not great, as I did not have many waking memories. I followed the dream as I remembered to do nothing, however, I remained lucid. I saw a few friends and I had a chat with them. I told them we were in a dream and more stuff. We went to a kitchen, we were about to eat something. Suddenly, I had double conscious and felt briefly my body in bed, the dream faded. I had a FA in my room. I explained my wife my dream and she got mad at me for a reason I cannot recall. The dream ended. Missed Dream Signs: - I was at this school, it is thousands mile from San Diego. - The FA (after the lucid) Spotted Dream Signs: - Riding an elevator. Reality Check Performed: - Hand Check, failed and turned lucid.
14.09.2010Hijacked void machine (MILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I went late to bed and slept through most of the night. One fragment and one lucid. Second: I went back to bed and told myself I had to have a lucid so while we are gone on vacation for two days, my last dream posted would be interesting. So I did. I was in town with my wife. We were in big skyscraper and it was cloudy outside. I saw a small garden and a park. I saw a fountain surrounded by green wilderness. The scenery was pretty nice. I told to my self I had to be dreaming. I looked at my hands but they appeared fine. Mt wife told me I was not dreaming, but I told her indeed I was. I looked at my hands again and they were odd, but almost as real. I started to jump. Several jumps were normal, but they I jumped for a four time and focused on levating, so I did. I decided to jump head on out of the balcony. The dream was pretty stable but I wanted to fly to not lose lucidity. My wife jumped behind me and started to fall. She started to swear that it was not a dream until she crashed. I realized my flying was not perfect as usual. I was loosin height and I was about to crash to, but I controlled my flight and landed gently. The scenery change and at some point, I lost lucidity. It was night and I was in town. It was very dark and some stuff hapened inside a building. I do not remember well so that is why I claim I lost lucidity. I turned lucid again at some point and decided to fly. I remembered to complete one of the ToTY. I was going to attempt my nemesis, the Roman age, the gladiators. I saw a post far away and some people around. I landed next to them and they said it was a time machine but they did not know how to handle it. I grabbed the post and started to run in circles, counterclock wise. I knew it was going to open. It did. A screen popped out and a big void. I was planning to enter the roman age to finally meet the gladietors. All the DC started to go nuts and tried to enter their own age. Either I lost lucidity again or control. I always have a lot of control, so I will claim I lost lucidity. I was trying to enter the date but all the DC were on their way and I was not able. Someone enter his age and the time machine broke. I was mad. I had a false awakening and I woke up in my room. I was going to write down the dream and I told my wife what happened. Then, I woke up for real. Missed dream signs: - None. Spotted dream signs: - The feeling of lucidity. Reality check performed: - Hand check. Passed. - Gravity check. Passed. - Gravity check. Passed. - Gravity check. Passed. - Gravity check. Failed. Turned lucid.
02.09.2010Blast those dancers! (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I had an odd night. I woke up a few times and dreamed odd stuff. I had a lucid. It was about time. I had been 4 days with no lucids. Third: I had a few things to do. I grabbed my car and I drove somewhere. I was waiting for my wife until I saw something odd and I decided to RC. I had six fingers. In addition, my fingers were small, smaller than usual, like half their real size. As usual, I took flight to steblize the dream. I have been flying for a while. My lucidity was not great because I did not start a certain task like I always do but I followed the flow of the dream. It was day and I was flying over downtown. I saw several skyscrapers and a few parks. I started to hear music. I found very disturbing that music and I remembered that it was the same music I heard while I was working at the Olive Oil store in the past. It was the dancers! I said to myself that it could be cool to blast them off, but I did not find it very important. I landed close to the place were I heard the music. I was walking around downtown and it was pretty empty. I saw a couple DC and ask them if they knew where the dancers were. They indicated me. I saw some buildings. Those buildings were recalled from one of my childhood neighborhoods. I took flight again and saw the dancers from above the sky. I tried to create an energy blast to throw it at them. I did not feel like I attempted really hard, so I failed. I landed inside the room where the dancers were. It was like a ceiling-less bar location. I saw several tables around and a few DC, but not many. I was suddenly in another location and I was totally into the dream. I cannot remember this part well, so I am sure I lost lucidity at some point. I had some chit chat with this DC and we flew once more to the place where the dancers were. This guy had a lighter and some alcohol plus some paper. As I could not blast them, I though in making a fireball. I was worried if I was going to be busted and go to jail. I remembered I was dreaming and nothing could happen. I threw a few fireballs (made with the paper and lighter, not with my own powers) and threw it to the place. A fire started and everyone fled. I asked to the DC if the police would guess who it was and he said they would probably do. I had a False Awakening in my room and I was next to my wife. She was waking me up because the clock was ringing. I wondered if what happened was real or not. I woke up for real. Missed dream signs: - Unknown. Noticed dream signs: - Something odd. Reality check performed: - Hand check (failed. Turned lucid)
30.08.2010The elevator to the Atomic world (MILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID When I went to bed I was determined to have a decent night once and for all. I went tired due bad sleep previous night. I had almost instantly some HH and I drifted in and one from the dream realm while I was meditating, so I decided to get comfortable to sleep. I recorded three dreams. One long dream, one lucid (task for September) and one fragment. Third: I had a FA and I went ahead to write down my dreams. I took my journal and went to my kitchen table. I opened the microwave to get the light from it. I opened it and the light did not lit. I closed it and reopened it. Light did not work at all. I looked at my hands. They looked blurry but I think OK. I blamed being tired my blurry vision. I looked at the microwave unsatisfied and tried to jump. I jumped a first time, gravity was OK. I knew something wrong was going on. I jumped again and the jump looked a little different, but still not weird. I jumped a third time and I jumped a lot and levitated. I knew I was dreaming and I was wondering why the RC tried to keep me without lucidity... oh well, happens. I was floating now, I opened my door and left my home. I started to fly to make my dream stable (again, I do not recommend this as a way to stable dreams) Everything was super blurry and super dark. While I was flying, I felt I was going to awake. I increased the speed and started to look around, focusing on things would pop out. The darkness decreased and I started to see stuff. The sky turned blue and it was sunny. The dream was not perfect still and the atmosphere was stale. I kept flying until I finally felt the wind on my face and engaged all five senses. I remembered the Task of the Month for September. I started to look around for buildings, but I saw none. Only small houses. I told to my self that I was in a dream and a one story home could have a elevator... and if not, I would just summon one. I landed and I was with a male dream character. We entered a small house which was a tourist attraction. I entered and there was grass inside the place. The receptionist called me and offered assistance. I started to talk some nonsense with her until I looked to the left and a saw a small elevator. I then unfocused from my conversation with the receptionist and I said, "yeah yeah, ok" I walked to the elevator and the doors closed. When I was in front of the elevator I knew the doors would open again. And they did. The elevator was super tiny. It could only handle two people inside. The walls of the elevator were red and it was a small light. The panel of the elevator had only one button and two keys buttons (theses ones that need a key to be activated) The other DC entered with me as well. Now, I was inside the elevator and the doors closed. Now the elevator was a lot bigger because the other DC was like four feet away from me. I looked again at the panel and I remembered that when I was a kid, the key buttons fascinated me because they would lead to cool places (I was a kid...) So I knew they could lead me to the Atomic World to complete the advanced. I pushed the key button several times (without a key) and it worked. The elevator started to shrink and to go down. I started to jump inside the elevator. I knew it was going to mess it up even more. For every time I jumped I shouted "Atomic World!!!" The elevator shoke abruptly every time I jumped until it stopped. The doors opened with a "tic" sound. I was in the same place were I took it, however, everything was enourmous. One single blade of glass was like a hundred times bigger than me. I could even see small circles forming a pattern and making a whole... they looked like atoms together forming the blade of grass. The other DC told me we were in the Atomic world. I did not find a single thing exciting about it. However, I was happy. I took the elevator and leaded me somewhere (basic passed) and now I was in the atomic world (advanced passed) I decided to go back to the elevator and travel to another location and completed one of the tasks of the year, however, the elevator closed and did not open. Now I was bigger again, but not normal. I was about 3 inches tall. A little bigger than a grass blade, but I was still growing. I walked towards the receptionist and requested her the elevator to work again. She told me, "Well, now its closed. Not even the Principle from this place will be able to use it. Its a tourist thing and its not working well now. You have been abusing the elevator and you broke it. And not only you, other people like Serenity from Dreamviews broke this elevator as well... so no more elevator for you guys." Dream vanished and I woke up. Missed dream signs: - None. Spotted dream signs: - Microwave malfunctioning. Reality checks done: - Hand Check (passed) - Gravity Check (Passed) - Gravity Check (Passed with suspiciously) - Gravity Check (Failed. Turned lucid)
24.08.2010My house is in the middle of darkness and nothingness. (MILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Still on my small crisis! At least its going very good on my new business stuff. Two dreams, once lucid: Second: I woke up from a dream and just lost it entirely. I realized I was still under my new business changes thoughts. They came to my mind right away. It was early so I told to my self the only way to improve the night, was to have a lucid, so I had to turn lucid, yes or yes, no options. I had a False Awakening in my room. My wife was telling me it was time to wake up. I felt very tired and I needed a lot more of sleep. I got out of my bed with my eyes half closed. I really felt really tired, so tired that I could put my reality into questioning. So I did. I looked at my hands, however, I just saw my hands blurry, maybe too blurry due tiredness. I decided to jump. I jumped and kept in the air. I was floating in the middle of my room. I felt really satisfied and I though, "This is so nice, I do not have to wake up, I am just dreaming!" My wife, half asleep was going to the bathroom, I flew away to my living room and opened the door (I was levitating by then) I flew out of my house. My house was in the middle of a very dark forest. I do not recall many trees, the sky was black and there was no wind. The quality of the dream was very low. I flew up high. I could see my dream house surrounded by a few trees. Darkness surrounded my house and there was like a wall about 50 feets away from my house. I flew towards the wall and I flew over it. I only saw nothingness. Eternal darkness... there was nothing outside. I remembered that scenario on a few lucids when I was a kid. I landed and I focused in seeing skycrappers once I flew back up. I flew again and now, instead of darkness and nothingness I saw I was in an island, surrounded by water. I gained height and I realized it was dawn, almost night. I saw skyscrapers starting to lit up for the night, I also saw the shadow of the sun on the sea. It was beautiful. I flew towards the city of lights I just saw. I reached it in no time. I started to walk in the street. For a few seconds I lost lucidity. I saw the dream in third person, like behind a screen. It was like a youtube video of myself. I was walking on the streets and the video was titled, "Walking by the Animus" I started to think if Animus was for guys and Anima for gals or it was the opposite. I wanted to see how much detail my dream was having, so I went back to first person. I was in front of one building. The lights inside were on. I saw an office and every single detail. A computer, a cup of coffee, pens, pencils, chairs... I did not see any DC. I was flying by the building, observing it. Suddenly, I was in my bed and my wife was waking me up. It was time to go. I felt more rested this time but I still found odd the situation. I woke up once more for real. Missed dream signs: - None. Spotted dream signs: - Being so ridiculously tired. Reality check performed: - Hand check (partial failure... left me with doubts) - Gravity check. (failed. turned lucid)
21.08.2010Fragments and False Lucidity. (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE LUCIDITY Two, mostly fragmented. Some fake lucidity. First: I was in my room, however, it was darker than usual. I was with other lady who was not my wife. I think we were about to have sex. I knew it was a dream and I could do whatever I wanted. I was not worried about anything. However, I did not feel like on my regular lucids and I neither reacted or though like if I was really lucid. I had no control either and no recall from waking. I was dreaming I was lucid with a vague realization about being dreaming. As we were starting to have sex, I had a False Awakening. I was in a store with my wife and then we were at home. We were watching a odd Poltergeist movie. I recall Carol-Ann (the girl from the series) in a dark hotel, the ghosts were like made of white vapor. The scenery changed... more fragments. I accomplished a secret mission and I was going to be granted other one. I was wondering if I would need a gun for the next one. Missed dream signs: - The False Lucidity. - The False Awakening. What I would have done if lucid: - Unknown, too many fragments.
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18.08.2010Potential Dream Sharing with my wife. (MILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID A more decent night. Hopefully my subconscious is digesting all the new changes in my professional waking life. One fragment and two lucids. Third: I woke up from my previous lucid. It was not as awesome so I wanted other one. I promised to myself that I was going to MILD and have a decent lucid. I focused on a forest while falling asleep. I was with a female DC. She was good looking and I knew she liked me, however, I felt we were just friends. We were indoors and we were going downstairs to some place. This place, was in the middle of nowhere, within a big forest. She was tired so I grabbed her like a "Just Married" couple going to the hotel. I waked faster to get to the place. Suddenly, she was waking next to me and I was surprised. We got to a place, now, I was with my wife instead. We were going to a group of meditation and psychics. There was a guy with us and he was talking about what was going to take place. He told me we would start to see how my yoga was. It was not necessary to be qualified, but it was like some extra credit for something. We approached a room and he opened the door. There were three female DC and two male DC stretching. I observed they had blue yoga mats. My wife said that she know nothing about Yoga and she was not doing it. She left and I entered with the DC. I was streaching when I noticed that I was on my underwear. I started to be worried about that, everybody else wore yuga suits. However, I noticed that the professor did not wear underwear. I saw his penis. I found that weird and I decided to RC. My hands were blurry and I felt my dream fading. I though, "No way. That never happens to me" I exited that class and saw a small window. I knew if I started to fly my dream would become stable. I started to fly and I saw that my wife (who has been waiting outside the whole time) grabbed my foot and I was just floating. My dream was not stable, so I needed to fly away. I flew with my wife holding my foot. She was scared and I dropped her off outside a garden outside this building. I was in the air, with my dream fully stable. I could see the Skyscrapers several feet away. It was dawn and it was beautiful. The sky was clear and I could feel the wind blowing my face. I felt very calm. I was happy because I finally had a decent dream to enjoy and slow down my waking craziness. I was going to fly away, however, my wife did not vanish and I found that odd. I landed next to her and I asked if she knew where we were. She did not act dumb like a regular dream character. I told her we were in a dream. She replied that it was awesome, that finally she became lucid. I told her she did and I was very happy. I told her, "You are not used to this kind of gravity. If you feel you are going to wake up, tell yourself to remember this dream." I remembered that my students on the MILD classes did not have much of a success with the lucid task I ordered, so I wanted to do it as example for next week. I decided to take flight and fly around the forest. I flew around the trees. I did not see that many trees, it was a pretty deserted forest. I flew over the threes and then, around the trees. I decided to land as the task was done. My wife was alone queuing. She still did not vanish like a regular DC, she stood in the same place where she was. I flew back to my wife. She was looking around surprised. I rose my hand and aimed to a tree. Next to the tree a small white light appeared. My wife asked me, "Can I destroy that tree with my fist?" I replied, "If you believe, you can... see this" I rose my hand and used telekinesis on one tree. The land started to vibrate and I pulled the whole tree out of the ground. I was doing this with my mind. I could see how some dirt came off the tree. I saw the roots of the tree, perfect roots like real ones. I banished the tree into oblivion in the middle of the air. My wife stopped next to a tree. She rose her fist and hit it. Half of the tree broke and fell to the ground. I saw how several leaves and branches flew in all directions. My wife was very happy. I started to feel I was going to wake, I tried to spin but I woke up. I had a FA in my room. My wife was saying, "Do not hit me, do not hit me" I woke her up and told her it was not me. She replied, "Yes, you were lucid!" I told her it was my DC, that I awoke after she broke the tree. I woke up for real. My wife never recalls dreams and she was not able to recall this one. Her DC acted and thinked with a lot of sense, never seen a DC acting and thinking that well. My wife was able to talk about stuff from waking, which means more evidence that she might had a lucid dream share with me. Missed Dream Signs: - None. Notice dream Signs: - The yoga professor did not wear underwear. Reality Check Performed: - Hand check.
06.08.2010Zombies in the parking lot (MILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID My wife's "lovely" bosses sent her one of their usual "Lovely" emails at night, which pissed her off before going to bed. That annoyed me as well and I did not focus on anything. I woke up at 5am with a short fragment, at 6:20 am with another fragment that I was able to recover into an almost full dream. I said to my self I so not wanted to come only with crappy dreams, having a lucid dream was a MUST to make the night at least a little decent. I fell asleep determined and had a lucid. Total of three dreams: Third: I was online browsing the DV boards. There was a section for fan art. People would request to have a personalized Pokemon face. I could see the images of different pictures of Pokemon, with their tongue outside like Next I could see their real photo. I found out it was a good idea and I would like one of those as well. I realized it would be nice to have a blend of a Gengar and a Ball Lightning (this second one is not a Pokemon but a Magic The Gathering card) I realized I could do it by myself. I wanted something like this: I realized I had to do some arraingements so I closed up my computer, grabbed my car and drove. I got to a indoors parking lot. It was packed with cars, but I found a parking spot, so I did park my car there. I exited my car and I saw two female DC walking by. I was walking towards the store and I felt really lazy. I said to myself, "I hope I was dreaming... It would be cool and I would not need to do the arrangement" Then I turned lucid. I did not do any reality check, but I found out I was indeed in a lucid dream. I walked by a wall, there were no cars parked here. I tryed to open a void. I did not intend to travel to a particular place and I neither put a lot of effort on my task. The portal did not open and I did not insisted. I realized I was lucid with little control over the dream. It did not bother me, I was not looking for any particular goal on this dream. I walked by two huge elevators. On one of them there were two DC and the other one was empty. The light of this elevators did not work, so they were totally dark. I considered in getting inside one of them. I new it would be very cool. However, I remember that I suggested a similar task of the month for September, so I passed to spoil the fun if it gets selected. I kept walking around the parking lot. A few small kids (about two feet tall) appeared. They had really sharp claws. They started to attack me. I saw myself bleeding but it did not hurt. I realized they were zombies by the look of their face. They looked like this. If you are very sensitive, do not open the spoiler, it has a little gore: Spoiler for Zombie Kid: I tried to blast the kids. They were a few of them, but I was not able. I lost the imaginery of the dream entirely. I realized I was about to wake up. I wanted to kill the zombies first so I started to spin very fast and recovered the dream. I attempted another blast with success and destroyed all these zombie kids. I found a small gun. I grabbed it and put it into my pocket. I saw five DCs. Three male and two female. The male ones had some blood on their shirt, so I figured they were zombies. I tried to save the female ones, they looked OK. I shot right in the chest on the male DCs. The gun did not work, however, the guys that I tried to kill did not realize it. I grabbed one of the females DC and started to run. The dream faded. I had a false awakening in my room. I started to talk with my wife about the dream I just had. I suddenly saw my wife in this parking lot. I was a viewer now. I explained to my wife what happened. Suddenly, I heard the noise of a shotgun loading. My wife laughed and told me, "You nuts! What you were doing!" I laughed and realized that I had no shotgun but a regular small gun. I woke up for real. Missed dream signs: - None Noticed dream signs: - Hopping I was in a dream. Reality check performed: - Turned lucid without them.
03.08.2010My Dream Guardian is on a 2 year and 2 weeks vacation!!! (MILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I got three dreams tonight. I went to bed pretty late. One lucid tonight. Third: I was with my wife at home and we were talking. Suddenly, she started to run and she jumped to the bed. She started to roll, she fell from the bed and kept rolling. She kept rolling until she was by the closet. It appeared she was having an epileptic attack. I was worried for her and I asked her if everything was OK. She grabbed me and started to kiss me with a lot of passion. She pulled my clothes from me. She wanted to have sex so badly, so we started to have sex, the dream faded. I had a FA in my room. I was alone in bed now. I could hear the TV and I realized that my wife was watching TV. It was very dark outside and I was confused why my wife was not in bed. I did not want to move from bed. I was trying to recall a dream I just had, however, the sound of the TV bothered me. It was an odd situation so I decided to do a reality check. I checked my hands. My middle finger was thicker than usual, so I realized that something was wrong and I was dreaming. I got off from bed and pinched my nose. I could breath perfectly. I decided to jump to test the gravity. I floated for around three seconds. I went to my living room. I did not hear the TV anymore but I did not care. I opened the door. It was night. The exterior was as the same than waking. I took flight. I flew over my neighborhood towards downtown. The clarity of the dream was excellent. I kept flying until my dream completely stabilized. I landed and I started to walk around. I felt like going to pee, but I remembered I read someone's post about peeing for real in bed while lucid, so I avoided trying it. I saw a bridge about 15 feet tall. I saw five dream characters looking at me from the bridge. I levitated and flew slowly towards the bridge. They looked surprised. I walked by them but I did not exchange words with them. I passed by a house that had several plants. I touched the leaves of the plants and I could feel the leaves were humid. The leaves had small drops of water and they were cold. The quality and texture of the leaves were perfect. I looked towards the sky and I could see every single detail and every single star. I started to fly again and I though about summoning my Dream Guardian. I have never met him / her before so I wanted to attempt. I started to walk again. I was in the middle of a big street. It was almost empty. I saw around two to three dream characters. There were a few parked cars, but no one on the road. I said out loud, "I want to talk with my Dream Guide" A woman dressed like a USPS employee walked by. She stopped and turned. She walked towards me and she said, "You will have to wait another two years and two weeks. Temel is gone." I was wondering what was that. I blamed that I might not had a lot of control during that step. She told me, "Why don't you come with me for a few minutes?" I replied, "I guess it will be fine. I am lucid dreaming right now so I can spend some time." She walked ahead of me, but I followed her. We got into a very small room, however, it was very well lit. She told me that my Dream Guide worked with her, but she was gone on vacation for a couple of years. I told her, "I know. I will ask the dream to bring me to her!" She replied, "That rude. Do not do that!" I explained to her, "Oh, OK. Well, I want to meet Temel. I have been lucid dreaming since I was a kid without knowing the meaning of these words. Now that I know the meaning of them, I want to meet with her!!" I realized the room had several mirrors. I wanted to look at my reflection. It first looked normal but then, I looked two additional times. I saw a familiar face, but it was not mine. It changed every time I looked at the mirror. The mail woman handed me a small receipt. The receipt had her phone number and her e-mail. She asked me to keep it. I told her it would be impossible to bring the paper to waking, so I was going to attempt to remember the e-mail and the phone number. Her e-mail ended in @yahoomail.com Before the @ there was a very short name, like Ruth or Beth. I tried to read but I was not able. I realized that the dream was stable so I tried again. The dream faded instantly. I though in spinning but it was too late and I woke up. Missed Dream Sign: - My wife's odd behavior. - The FA. Noticed Dream Signs: - My wife was watching TV late at night. Reality Check Performed: - Hand Check - Nose Pinch. - Gravity Check.
26.07.2010My cat cancels my moon travel. (DEILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID A decent night. I recalled a total of four dreams. Two whole dreams and two lucids. Fourth: I woke up from my previous dream and concentrated on the DEILD. I did not move nor opened my eyes. I felt vibrations and they started to intensify. I though in Astral Projection, but I felt I did not meditated properly nor cleaned my chakras, so I just focused to stay at the lucid stage. I had a False Awakening in my room. I knew I had to be dreaming. I woke from bed and jumped. I jumped about three feet and floated for a few seconds. I also pinched my nose and I could breath properly. I told my wife I was lucid and I left. I though in trying to call my Dream Guardian again, but I did not feel like doing it. I did not feel that my dream was very stable to be able to have a conversation with someone without waking. I opened the main door of my home and left flying. I could see the sky was blue. It was a beautiful day. I could fly without hassle as usual. I saw the Moon and a big planet next to it. I gained speed and headed for the moon. I was going to meet with WakingNomad & company. I flew through a small theme park. It was now night and I was able to see thousands of colors. As I was flying, the theme park was pulling me like if it was a magnet. I released my jacket and it flew to the theme park. I increased my speed and finally freed from the gravitational power of that theme park. I gained more height and speed and I was approaching the moon when I abruptly woke up. One of my cats went nuts and woke both my wife and I. Darn! 1st possible dream sharing wasted due my cat!!! I planned to try to slip back into it, but it was almost time to wake up and I already chained two dreams. Missed Dream Signs: - None. Noticed Dream Signs: - False Awakening. Reality Check Performed: - Gravity Check. - Nose pinch.
24.07.2010Wife behavior triggers lucidity (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Well. This is my lowest night since several, several nights. I went to bed very late and woke up very early, I sleep only around 5 hours and I still managed to grab two dreams. One is a small fragment, and the other one, a lucid. Second: I had a false awakening in my room. I was with my wife and she was nude. My wife told me she did not need sex anymore. There were two more female characters and I asked to them what was going on with my wife. One of them told me that she may had other sources. One of the female DC pulled a vibrating toy. It was hidden under my wife's pillow. We realized the reason that my wife needed no sex anymore. I felt bad about it, but got over it quick. I was looking for my dream journal. While I was looking for it, the issues with my wife came to my mind again. I wanted to talk with her about it. I found my DJ. It was made out of gummy bears instead of regular paper. I could see some letters on it but it was hard. I started to write down my dreams and it shattered in several pieces (each gummy bear was separated) The DC helped me to put them together and I tried to write my dream, but the pen did not want to work. I ran to the computer as I was afraid that my dreams were going to be forgotten. I saw my wife and it came once more to my mind the issue. I started to wonder why did she used such toy if she always has been happy with me. I reality checked as I was unsure that it could be for real. It was definitely fake. I had no thumb and two fingers were fused into one. I looked at my hand for a second time and it was fine. I jumped. I reached about a couple feet of heigh and I landed in slow motion. I left the room and walked downstairs to the living room. This house was not my waking house. I saw a big old school window and I decided to leave. I always fly in my lucids so is what I did (I rarely walk) I flew straight to the window but I hit the wall and bounced back. I said to myself that I could easily go through the window. I flew into it again and flew through it. I could hear the glass shattering as I started to go through. I saw the pieces of the glasses falling being me. I was flying over a big forest. The trees were big and they appeared treacherous. I realized that I was in a small island, surrounded by a lake. I could see a huge city after the lake. As I gained height, I saw that it was sunrise. I saw all the buildings with their lights on and the freeway getting crowed. I looked up in the sky and I saw a huge and beautiful moon. I decided to fly towards it to meet with WakingNomad and company. As I gained more height, I felt passing through the big trees. While I was gaining height, I woke up. My wife's clock rang. Time to wake up to drive her to work. Missed Dream Signs: - The FA. - They very odd shape of my wife's vibrating toy. - My DJ was made of gummy bears. Dream Signs noticed: - Realizing that my wife would not act that way in waking. Reality Check performed: - Hand check. - Gravity check.
24.07.2010Small Fragment (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Well. This is my lowest night since several, several nights. I went to bed very late and woke up very early, I sleep only around 5 hours and I still managed to grab two dreams. One is a small fragment, and the other one, a lucid. First: - Something about a principle. - FA in my room. - I was trying to recall dreams with no success. Missed dream signs: - The FA. What I would have done if lucid: - Unknown.
Updated 07-25-2010 at 06:20 AM by 31830
15.07.2010Talking with a deceased family member (DEILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Not one of my best nights. My recall was not very efficient like usual. However, I still managed to get four dreams (two fragmented). The last dream was lucid, and one of the important personal memorable goal ones. I had a fifth dream, DEILDed from it for the lucid and I forgot the dream, only remembered the second in the chain (A few nights ago I chained three dreams and recalled all three, so I guess I lost it due a low recall night) Fourth of the night: I remembered a long dream and I was recalling it to write it down. I opened my eyes but closed them immediately because I felt like I was in trance. I started to feel vibrations around my body. I knew what was coming so I did not bother in writing the other dream. I started to focus on a Colosseum hoping I would appear in the Roman Age to participate in a gladiator fight. The vibrations increased intensity and I start to hear a strong buzzing. It was not usual for a WILD and it looked more like the beginning of an Astral Projection. I focused on my Astral Body instead and I was ready to separate and transfer consciousness to my Astral Body. I was in my room. I was not floating in my bed and I did not feel like I was Astral Projecting. I was able to recall that being APing feels different. However, I was not 100% sure. Everything was a neat copy from waking. I knew I could have not fail due the vibrations and buzzing. I went to my bathroom and my wife was there. I was silent and I stopped in front of her. She looked at me and smiled at me. I kept standing there and she sent me a kiss. I realized she was able to see me, so I was not in my Astral Body. I was wondering how come I failed that. I went to my room to lay down to attempt to recall more details from my recent dreams. I saw that my cat was all black and had become a kitten. "Aha! This is not my cat! I am dreaming!" I looked at my hands and they looked OK. I then pinched my nose and I was able to breath. The vividness of the dream increased and I left the bedroom. I was in my living room next to the door to leave my place. I saw half x-mas tree in the floor and some other debris. I was in my shorts but I did not care. I said, "I am lucid, so see you later. I have stuff to do." My wife did not answer or I left too fast. When I exited my place, I was in a different neighborhood. It was more like the neighborhood were my wife takes care of a kid to help out a family. It was very sunny and there were no cars in the street. I started to fly pretty high. I was wondering if it was not too soon to fly as I just started my lucid. But I realized that flying is something I am very used to do in my lucids and I could fly without any major effort that would provoke a premature awakening. While I was flying I remembered I could complete one of the Tasks of the Year. However, I saw a few DC around and I decided to do something different. I landed and I said, "I want to talk with my wife's mom. I do not want a DC but her real mom!" Suddenly, a lady popped out from nowhere and said, "Who called me?" I approached her and she asked me, "Who are you. You sound familiar." I told her I am her daughter husband. I described her to my wife and my wife told me that the description matched perfectly. My wife's mom approached me and hugged me. She started to kiss my chicks and she got very emotional. I was moving my eyes around because it was a short distanced and not moving me eyes would terminate the dream. My wife mom said, "I want you to say to Ana that I am very happy and fine. I feel great and she does not have to worry about me. I love her and I am very happy that she feels great with her life." I told her that my wife missed her and she replied, "Let her know I am feeling great. She has not to worry about me." She gave me more kisses and hugs. I pulled out my pendant and I told her, "See. I am wearing it!" She recognized it as hers and she smiled. She had a similar one as well. She gave me a stronger hug and I only could see her. I started to see the dream fade, but I did not feel like spinning with my wife's mom hugging me. As the dream was fading more, my wife's mom vanished into me. I woke up. Dream Signs missed: - None Dream Signs Noticed: - I owned a different cat. Reality Check Performed: - Nose pinch.
Updated 07-16-2010 at 01:23 AM by 31830
14.07.2010Gauntlets of the Magi (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though. Fifth of the night: I was driving in my car and my wife was next to me. We picked up a lady and we had to go somewhere else. My wife moved from the backseat to the front seat. I was sitting (and driving) in the backseat, and this lady sat next to me. I was wondering why did my wife moved. I saw a stop light turning yellow, but I had time enough to pass without a violation. This lady was rude to me and forced me to jam the brakes. She was complaining about what I did want to do. The scenery changed and I was alone in a room with little furniture. I saw a window. It was sunny outside. A small green parrot entered the room. I was frightened because I though it was a bee or something. The parrot exited the room and I closed the blinds. I walked into another room and I started to talk with this lady again. I could not hear her well. I was looking at a big walking closet full of boxes and clothes. As I was unable to get what the lady said, I thought I could read her mind. I went to other room and I laid down in bed. I tried to fall asleep thinking in what the lady said. I had a false awakening in the same room and I walked into another room. I saw a treasure chest half opened and another one coming from a moving platform. This lady asked me a question. I could see the words suspended in the air. The responses were familiar but I was not sure. I chose a response and I failed. I could see how this lady's face changed into a sad-angry expression and I was kicked out from the room. I entered the room once more, and I saw the same thing with the chests. A different question popped. "Which one of these is Octo?" Then I could see various gauntlets. Two of them were leather, one of them was from an armor and one of them, was brown with magic shapes. I chose the last one. The lady smiled and I put the gauntlets on. I felt magic going through my veins and I saw a magic map we had. I could see several black icons popping around the map. Some icons were like food, others were like a lady crying and some, were enemies. I knew with the new power, new responsibilities arose. I had to save all those ladies. At the right bottom corner of the castle, I saw several black nights popping out. They were brand new enemies: The lady told me, "Beware of those. They are very dangerous." I felt they would not be a threat to me. I had my new glove and I could blast them with any spell. Missed dream signs: - The wheel of my vehicle was in the back seat. - The FA. - Getting kicked out from the room and coming back in with the same thing about the chests. What I would have done if lucid: - This dream was a very interesting dream. As lucid I would have make the dream last longer. Save those ladies and burn the Black Nights. It would be a fun lucid were I am not completing ToTY/M or finding out about myself. Probably an epic one.