Percy's Void of Thoughts

30.08.2010

The elevator to the Atomic world (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

When I went to bed I was determined to have a decent night once and for all. I went tired due bad sleep previous night. I had almost instantly some HH and I drifted in and one from the dream realm while I was meditating, so I decided to get comfortable to sleep. I recorded three dreams. One long dream, one lucid (task for September) and one fragment.

Third:

I had a FA and I went ahead to write down my dreams. I took my journal and went to my kitchen table. I opened the microwave to get the light from it. I opened it and the light did not lit. I closed it and reopened it. Light did not work at all. I looked at my hands. They looked blurry but I think OK. I blamed being tired my blurry vision. I looked at the microwave unsatisfied and tried to jump. I jumped a first time, gravity was OK. I knew something wrong was going on. I jumped again and the jump looked a little different, but still not weird. I jumped a third time and I jumped a lot and levitated. I knew I was dreaming and I was wondering why the RC tried to keep me without lucidity... oh well, happens. I was floating now, I opened my door and left my home.

I started to fly to make my dream stable (again, I do not recommend this as a way to stable dreams) Everything was super blurry and super dark. While I was flying, I felt I was going to awake. I increased the speed and started to look around, focusing on things would pop out. The darkness decreased and I started to see stuff. The sky turned blue and it was sunny. The dream was not perfect still and the atmosphere was stale. I kept flying until I finally felt the wind on my face and engaged all five senses.

I remembered the Task of the Month for September. I started to look around for buildings, but I saw none. Only small houses. I told to my self that I was in a dream and a one story home could have a elevator... and if not, I would just summon one.
I landed and I was with a male dream character. We entered a small house which was a tourist attraction. I entered and there was grass inside the place. The receptionist called me and offered assistance. I started to talk some nonsense with her until I looked to the left and a saw a small elevator. I then unfocused from my conversation with the receptionist and I said, "yeah yeah, ok" I walked to the elevator and the doors closed. When I was in front of the elevator I knew the doors would open again.







And they did. The elevator was super tiny. It could only handle two people inside. The walls of the elevator were red and it was a small light. The panel of the elevator had only one button and two keys buttons (theses ones that need a key to be activated) The other DC entered with me as well.
Now, I was inside the elevator and the doors closed. Now the elevator was a lot bigger because the other DC was like four feet away from me. I looked again at the panel and I remembered that when I was a kid, the key buttons fascinated me because they would lead to cool places (I was a kid...) So I knew they could lead me to the Atomic World to complete the advanced.

I pushed the key button several times (without a key) and it worked. The elevator started to shrink and to go down. I started to jump inside the elevator. I knew it was going to mess it up even more. For every time I jumped I shouted "Atomic World!!!" The elevator shoke abruptly every time I jumped until it stopped.

The doors opened with a "tic" sound. I was in the same place were I took it, however, everything was enourmous. One single blade of glass was like a hundred times bigger than me. I could even see small circles forming a pattern and making a whole... they looked like atoms together forming the blade of grass. The other DC told me we were in the Atomic world. I did not find a single thing exciting about it. However, I was happy. I took the elevator and leaded me somewhere (basic passed) and now I was in the atomic world (advanced passed)

I decided to go back to the elevator and travel to another location and completed one of the tasks of the year, however, the elevator closed and did not open. Now I was bigger again, but not normal. I was about 3 inches tall. A little bigger than a grass blade, but I was still growing.
I walked towards the receptionist and requested her the elevator to work again. She told me, "Well, now its closed. Not even the Principle from this place will be able to use it. Its a tourist thing and its not working well now. You have been abusing the elevator and you broke it. And not only you, other people like Serenity from Dreamviews broke this elevator as well... so no more elevator for you guys." Dream vanished and I woke up.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream signs:
- Microwave malfunctioning.

Reality checks done:
- Hand Check (passed)
- Gravity Check (Passed)
- Gravity Check (Passed with suspiciously)
- Gravity Check (Failed. Turned lucid)

30.08.2010

Driving to an abandoned parking lot. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

When I went to bed I was determined to have a decent night once and for all. I went tired due bad sleep previous night. I had almost instantly some HH and I drifted in and one from the dream realm while I was meditating, so I decided to get comfortable to sleep. I recorded three dreams. One long dream, one lucid (task for September) and one fragment.

Second:

I was like in a school with some people. There was a guy who was a female DC's boyfriend. The female DC liked me and she attempted to kiss me several times while the other guy was not looking. The guy realized what was going on and he got mad. This guy tried to kick me out from the place we all were in addition to try to some changed in my Dreamviews account. I told him I was happy with my current nickname.

Someone told me that I would need to pay a $20 fee to change my nickname. I told him I did not want to so I left to go home. I saw a guy who was coming with me waiting inside my car. I remember I had to go back to this place to pick up my dream journal. I ran inside so this guy did not need to wait.

When I returned to my car, there were five folks now. I got mad as I did not want to drive them all. One was a old waking friend and all the other people was made up. I started to drive while I was programing my GPS. There was a entrance to two freeways. I took the wrong one and the guy adviced me to do a U-turn. Somehow it worked good for me because I wanted to return to the place to pick up something else. I stopped in a odd shoulder, it was very big. I programmed my GPS and it said that the location was almost 1000 miles away. I looked in my car for my dream journal. Four of the five DC inside my car stepped down to buy something. I started moving so they ran to my car. I was in a cross street now and I saw a bus. I though this guys could ride the bus instead. As I did not allow them inside my car they ran to the bus.

Now in my car I was with a female DC. We drove to a old parking lot which floor was all wet. There were tons of abandoned cars. I had a second car that got driven there somehow. I had to drive both cars to my home. The DC told me she held a Driver's License and she could help me. I remembered I needed to write down something in my journal. I recalled there was an abandoned construction next to this lot and a table in the middle of nothing. I stepped out of my car and told the female DC to wait for me. I told her I needed to grab the keys for the second car, but she advised me she held them.

The place that was supposed to be abandoned, it was now full of DC. I got lost inside the big place. It was now a crowed mall and I did not knew were could I write down the stuff on the journal.
I was eating a doughnut and I saw a couple of female DCs. They were talking about a event they enjoyed and I told them, "Tony Robbins and Unleash the power within is a great place to start!" They thanked me for the advice and told me, "You know you really do not need that doughnut, do you?" I knew they were right and I threw the donuts away inside a fenced place. I knew that anything that got beyond that fence, was lost for ever.

I went back to try to look for my car. There was a guy next to a cell phone store in a corner that ran towards me and tried to shook my hand. He told me, "You are looking for a job, aren't you?" I started to avoid him and I replied, "I do already have a job and I like it." He kept running towards me and I saw a second DC avoiding him as well.

I saw two small doors and the abandoned parking lot. I felt great I finally found it. The parking lot was snowed and all the old cars and trucks had a lot of branches. Both of my cars were super clean and shiny. I told the female DC she did a great job. I told her I did not make her wait so much, but she replied she had to wait two hours. I asked for forgiveness and blamed my broken watch.

Missed dream signs:
- Old waking friend.
- The two freeways.
- I had two cars.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY

30.08.2010

With some psychic folks (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

When I went to bed I was determined to have a decent night once and for all. I went tired due bad sleep previous night. I had almost instantly some HH and I drifted in and one from the dream realm while I was meditating, so I decided to get comfortable to sleep. I recorded three dreams. One long dream, one lucid (task for September) and one fragment.

First:

- I was with my group of Psychic people.
- I was outdoors and it was sunny.
- It was the five of us and we were attempting something.
- I felt good.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

29.08.2010

In the country with some folks (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I slept only six hours and I slept through 5 hours 15 minutes (rare on me, but I was super tired) I had no recall. I told to myself I would NOT break a streak of over three months with recall every single night. I fell asleep again and sleep for 30 minutes, got a piece of the dream.
I hope my small dry spell ends... all the changes in waking screwed me up a little, but I feel more calm. I am still maintaining a average of 3-4 lucids per week, which is good (not good as I usually do, but got for being under a dry spell)

- Outdoors.
- Sunny.
- Country.
- Trying to accomplish something.
- Four folks and me.
- One guy did not help but encouraged me to accomplish it.
- I am pretty sure I had to accomplish something Phychic related.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Talk with the DC if they had something to tell me. I am sure this was a dream to improve one of my psychic abilities and lucidity would have help a lot.

28.08.2010

Not to the military (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Awful night. Restless sleep. I had a small argument with my wife before going to bed (fixed now) However, at least I got a fragment. I can claim I always wake up with something.

- Assigning stuff.
- Could not assign the military.
- Odd site.
- Indoors.
- Several applicants.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

27.08.2010

Classes are over (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Thursday night... cards night... little sleep! Two fragments.

First:

- Classes were over for summer.
- Three classrooms.
- One of the classes emptied.
- There was one class that I just needed to know how to read to pass it.
- That class had wooden furniture.
- One class taught philosophy.
- Wanted to use fireworks to celebrate something, I think the 4th of July.

Missed Dream Signs:
- The fact I was going to class. I do not go to school.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for the ToTM

27.08.2010

Wet Project (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Thursday night... cards night... little sleep! Two fragments.

First:

- It was cloudy and rainy.
- The floor was wet and I was running, like to class.
- Needed to be the first one.
- I saw several female DC holding a big project. It was getting all wet.
- I helped them and ran to class.
- I had a project on my own too.

Missed Dream Signs:
- The fact I was going to class. I do not go to school.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for the ToTM

26.08.2010

Odd pack of cigarettes (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up several times with some finger pain and some pain on one of my teeth, so I did not have a rested night.
Two dreams (one lucid interrupted)

Second:

I was in home talking with my wife and she read from a pack of cigarettes, "Smoke test for be in the movie. Tobacco sold only to driven." I was going to go somewhere and I needed the tobacco. I told myself to RC once I got to that place because I was going to fall asleep and dream. I could not believe what my wife said so I read the pack of cigarettes myself. I read the same stuff. I found it very odd and I checked my hands. I had six fingers. My fingers were moving like tentacles without my command. I realized I was dreaming and I took flight to make my dream stable. I told my wife I was leaving. Suddenly, the dream vanished. My cell phone woke me up. Lost a lucid thanks to my phone. Oh well...

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream sings:
- Odd pack of cigarettes.

Reality check performed:
- Hand check (failed - turned lucid)

26.08.2010

Underwater restaurant (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up several times with some finger pain and some pain on one of my teeth, so I did not have a rested night.
Two dreams (one lucid interrupted)

First:

I was going to dine in Costa Brava. I was in a big city. In the dream it was mention it was London, but it was way different. It was surrounded by water. There was a big forest also and I think it was snowed.

My wife an I were flying trying to find the restaurant. We got to a small lake and I knew the restaurant was at the bottom of it. I knew I could last a lot underwater so I dove and got to the entrance of the Pata Negra store.

The door was made or iron and I knocked it. Eren, a co-worked opened the door and received me. I closed the door fast before all the water came in. The store was slightly different from real (to avoid confusion, if you did not follow me from the beginning, I worked at the Olive Oil store and at the Pata Negra store. With my new business stuff, I quit the Olive Oil, but even with my business, I still keep the Pata Negra job) The store counter was not there, there was a chair and the computer. I felt it was they way worked better for Eren. She hugged and kissed me. We talked about the store and I remembered I had my wife waiting.

I went upstairs (this is not true on waking) and I saw the Costa Brava restaurant. We wanted to sit in a table by ourselves, but we ended up sitting in table with other unknown DCs. My parents and some more family members were there. Someone sat between my wife and I. I wanted to trade seats to sit with my wife.

Missed dream signs:
- In a strange city.
- I was flying.
- A underwater restaurant.
- The layout of Pata Negra.
- My family.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY

25.08.2010

I work in a Nuclear Power Plant (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A so so night. Recalled three dreams (one fragmented)

Third:

I had a new employment. I was going to work in a nuclear power plant. I was going to work as a security employee to prevent meltdowns. There was a fat guy with black short hair who was going to explain me how to use all the stuff.

As I entered the room, I saw about six printers (some had odd shapes) on the right. Next a show a few closets. On the middle there was a panel with tons of buttons and a chair. I saw four monitors who had a formula and the temperature. I guess it was one of the uranium tanks being track to ensure proper temperature. On the left, there were more buttons and some green lit lights.

I was going to start to study how to use everything. A lady with black long hair in her 20s entered my station. There was another chair in front of me and she sat in front of me. She started to talk and approached at me more and more. She started to kiss me with a lot of passion. I asked her when she did start to have a crush on me. She mentioned she liked me as soon as she saw me. We kissed each other for a while until I saw one of the green lights turning red.

I was a little worried and I asked her to leave. I exited my station. I saw more stations from my door and I called this guy. While he was coming, I saw one of the monitors that said 267 F and increasing. I knew something was not going well. I also saw one of the lights totally red.

When the guy entered my station, I told him that one of the lights was red. He told me it was supposed to be like that, that everything was fine. I was not happy with his reply. He showed me the printers and told me, "These printers are connected astrally. If something goes wrong, they will print in that very moment the exact location of the issue and what was going on. I felt better. There was in front of us a big shelve with several read and made up energy drinks. The guy told me I could drink them all and they would just re-stock it. He showed me a small closet that was full of cookies, chocolate and other sweets. He told me I could eat as much as I wanted. I saw some cookies I have not seen in ages.

He opened a refrigerator with more food, but it was half empty. He told me, "You can fill this one up with your stuff and that lady's stuff" I found funny she mentioned the lady because I was making out with her.

I saw that the lady entered my station looking for me, but she saw the guy and left. I told the guy to hold on for a moment. I exited my station to find the lady, but tons on teenagers were running around. It was hard to reach her. I could not find her until I realized she was next to me. I woke up.

Missed dream signs:
- Working in a nuclear power plant.
- Being left alone without training.
- The printers (both the shape and the fact that were connected astrally)
- All the energy drinks and food my station had.
- Teenagers running around the plant.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Investigate the plant.

25.08.2010

A TV show (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A so so night. Recalled three dreams (one fragmented)

Second:

I was working on my computer. I had a lot of work to schedule. A lot of people applied to several of the jobs I posted. I saw even six applications per shop. I also received tons of e-mails I had to reply.

I appeared in a dark room. I was with a DC who had dark thoughts. The room had some furniture and a big wooden closed. I was learning how to do Voodoo. I was planning to use voodoo against the manager from the olive oil store I used to work. I felt nervous when I grabbed the doll. I was unsure if I was going to succeed and if I was going to screw my chakras doing that.

I appeared in a TV show about cat food. I shared my story and the food I use to feed my cats with. I though there were going to give me some prizes and a lot of stuff. I was looking forward to bring stuff from this show.

I was walking alone. It was night and I was looking for my hotel. I limo from a TV show picked up a guy. The limo was about to stop by this guy, but he was very rude and told the limo driver to do a u-turn before picking him up. I was for a moment with my wife until I entered a room. My mom was talking a shower and I joined her. She hugged me. She missed me.

I also talked with my dad. I saw Bulma around, she looked old and I asked how Vegeta was doing.

Missed dream signs:
- My mom.
- Vegeta & Bulma.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY.

25.08.2010

Could not schedule (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A so so night. Recalled three dreams (one fragmented)

First:

- Scheduling work.
- No applicants.
- Bad workers talked about me on a chat.
- I could not assign job for today as I was assigning them first at other place.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

24.08.2010

My house is in the middle of darkness and nothingness. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Still on my small crisis! At least its going very good on my new business stuff. Two dreams, once lucid:

Second:

I woke up from a dream and just lost it entirely. I realized I was still under my new business changes thoughts. They came to my mind right away. It was early so I told to my self the only way to improve the night, was to have a lucid, so I had to turn lucid, yes or yes, no options.

I had a False Awakening in my room. My wife was telling me it was time to wake up. I felt very tired and I needed a lot more of sleep. I got out of my bed with my eyes half closed. I really felt really tired, so tired that I could put my reality into questioning. So I did. I looked at my hands, however, I just saw my hands blurry, maybe too blurry due tiredness. I decided to jump. I jumped and kept in the air. I was floating in the middle of my room. I felt really satisfied and I though, "This is so nice, I do not have to wake up, I am just dreaming!" My wife, half asleep was going to the bathroom, I flew away to my living room and opened the door (I was levitating by then) I flew out of my house.

My house was in the middle of a very dark forest. I do not recall many trees, the sky was black and there was no wind. The quality of the dream was very low. I flew up high. I could see my dream house surrounded by a few trees. Darkness surrounded my house and there was like a wall about 50 feets away from my house. I flew towards the wall and I flew over it. I only saw nothingness. Eternal darkness... there was nothing outside. I remembered that scenario on a few lucids when I was a kid. I landed and I focused in seeing skycrappers once I flew back up.

I flew again and now, instead of darkness and nothingness I saw I was in an island, surrounded by water. I gained height and I realized it was dawn, almost night. I saw skyscrapers starting to lit up for the night, I also saw the shadow of the sun on the sea. It was beautiful.

I flew towards the city of lights I just saw. I reached it in no time. I started to walk in the street. For a few seconds I lost lucidity. I saw the dream in third person, like behind a screen. It was like a youtube video of myself. I was walking on the streets and the video was titled, "Walking by the Animus" I started to think if Animus was for guys and Anima for gals or it was the opposite. I wanted to see how much detail my dream was having, so I went back to first person. I was in front of one building. The lights inside were on. I saw an office and every single detail. A computer, a cup of coffee, pens, pencils, chairs... I did not see any DC. I was flying by the building, observing it.

Suddenly, I was in my bed and my wife was waking me up. It was time to go. I felt more rested this time but I still found odd the situation. I woke up once more for real.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream signs:
- Being so ridiculously tired.

Reality check performed:
- Hand check (partial failure... left me with doubts)
- Gravity check. (failed. turned lucid)

24.08.2010

Self employment stuff (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Still on my small crisis! At least its going very good on my new business stuff. Two dreams, once lucid:

First:

- 3 jobs to assign.
- Assigned all.
- Wife started a database.
- I wanted to do a BS so I called back
- 5 different teams.
- One was home made.

No idea... it was written in my DJ.

Missed dream sign:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown

23.08.2010

Lots o' fragments (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Really bad night. I can wait to finally become stable again with my business. Just fragments from various dreams:

- Sunny.
- Pizzeria.
- Assigning jobs.
- Cutting the pizza.
- Computers.
- Birthday.
- Several DC.
- Dragon Ball
- Goku and Vegeta.
- Picnic.
- Several scenery changes.
- Feeling good.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.