Percy's Void of Thoughts

24.07.2010

Wife behavior triggers lucidity (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Well. This is my lowest night since several, several nights. I went to bed very late and woke up very early, I sleep only around 5 hours and I still managed to grab two dreams. One is a small fragment, and the other one, a lucid.

Second:

I had a false awakening in my room. I was with my wife and she was nude. My wife told me she did not need sex anymore. There were two more female characters and I asked to them what was going on with my wife. One of them told me that she may had other sources.

One of the female DC pulled a vibrating toy. It was hidden under my wife's pillow. We realized the reason that my wife needed no sex anymore. I felt bad about it, but got over it quick. I was looking for my dream journal. While I was looking for it, the issues with my wife came to my mind again. I wanted to talk with her about it.

I found my DJ. It was made out of gummy bears instead of regular paper. I could see some letters on it but it was hard. I started to write down my dreams and it shattered in several pieces (each gummy bear was separated) The DC helped me to put them together and I tried to write my dream, but the pen did not want to work.

I ran to the computer as I was afraid that my dreams were going to be forgotten. I saw my wife and it came once more to my mind the issue. I started to wonder why did she used such toy if she always has been happy with me. I reality checked as I was unsure that it could be for real. It was definitely fake. I had no thumb and two fingers were fused into one. I looked at my hand for a second time and it was fine. I jumped. I reached about a couple feet of heigh and I landed in slow motion. I left the room and walked downstairs to the living room. This house was not my waking house. I saw a big old school window and I decided to leave. I always fly in my lucids so is what I did (I rarely walk) I flew straight to the window but I hit the wall and bounced back.

I said to myself that I could easily go through the window. I flew into it again and flew through it. I could hear the glass shattering as I started to go through. I saw the pieces of the glasses falling being me.

I was flying over a big forest. The trees were big and they appeared treacherous. I realized that I was in a small island, surrounded by a lake. I could see a huge city after the lake. As I gained height, I saw that it was sunrise. I saw all the buildings with their lights on and the freeway getting crowed.

I looked up in the sky and I saw a huge and beautiful moon. I decided to fly towards it to meet with WakingNomad and company. As I gained more height, I felt passing through the big trees. While I was gaining height, I woke up. My wife's clock rang. Time to wake up to drive her to work.

Missed Dream Signs:
- The FA.
- They very odd shape of my wife's vibrating toy.
- My DJ was made of gummy bears.

Dream Signs noticed:
- Realizing that my wife would not act that way in waking.

Reality Check performed:
- Hand check.
- Gravity check.

24.07.2010

Small Fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Well. This is my lowest night since several, several nights. I went to bed very late and woke up very early, I sleep only around 5 hours and I still managed to grab two dreams. One is a small fragment, and the other one, a lucid.

First:

- Something about a principle.
- FA in my room.
- I was trying to recall dreams with no success.

Missed dream signs:
- The FA.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

23.07.2010

SGO and Dream Recall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Definitely, not one of my best nights!!! I only recalled three dreams, but mostly fragments.

Second:

I was on my computer, doing some SGO stuff. My IRC client appeared to be working badly. For some unknown reason, I removed myself from a channel managed with the bot Chip. I was not able to rejoin this channel or register on it again. For some reason I forgot the name of the channel. A guy asked me if his work improved.

The scenary changed and I was talking with my wife about how to recall dreams and spot dream sigs. My wife told me, "Black horses with green dots" I asked her why that, I did not recognize it as a dream sign. She told me that I always dreamed with green stuff. She mentioned something about food for her own recall.

Missed dream signs:
- My wife recalling a dream sign. She does never remember her dreams.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY.

23.07.2010

Dinos (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Definately, not one of my best nights!!! I only recalled three dreams, but mostly fragments.

First:

- Dinosaur eggs.
- Raising the eggs.
- I was taught how to.
- I was outdoors.
- It was sunny

Missed dream signs:
- Dinosaur eggs.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Look for men and teach them how to make fire.

22.07.2010

I break in a home and then, forced to work for them. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Eight:

My wife and I were driving somewhere. I think we were doing some errands. One of our errands was stopping by a home and doing something in the neighborhood. My wife wanted so badly to take a shower and she decided to break in a random home (it was in our errant list) to shower.

We entered this apartment. It was a big apartment and no one was inside. I was worried we would be caught while in there. My wife told me she would shower ASAP. While she was getting her shower, I took a small tour around home. It was a fancy home. Modern black and white furniture. They had a small TV that I decided to watch while my wife was getting ready. I saw on the TV the news. They were talking about a couple that was arrested because they broke in a home. I felt worried that would happen to us.

Suddenly, the door opened and five people came in. I got nervous. My wife just finished her shower, but we were still in there. I greeted them and I told them I was fixing their wireless. I told them the wireless of the building crashed and I had to go home by home. An old lady told me that for sure I stole stuff. I did not steal a thing and I felt bothered. I replied, "No. I got nothing!" She told me that for sure I stole some oil from them. We walked to a small table were they had a few odd bottles of olive oil (really odd bottles)

A female DC approached at me. She was the owner of the place and told me we had to do something about my break in. We went to another room. It was huge and there was a bar surrounded by chairs in the middle of the room. There were several bottles of olive oil. This place was also a restaurant. We went to another room. I could hear the previous room filling with customers. She asked me if we had any knowledge about Olive Oil. I told her I, in fact, work in an Olive Oil store. She smiled at me and told me I had to work for her. I was sure I had to work for free.

She told me I had to serve the customers and give tastings. She also told me I had to work on Fridays even if did not want to. She said, "And I will even pay your this! $7 an hour!!!" She was smiling and very excited about it.

Missed dream signs:
- Breaking in a house without even opening the door.
- The odd bottles.
- The reaction of the DC when they saw me inside their home.
- A restaurant inside a regular home.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY.

22.07.2010

Cursed Chess (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Seventh:

I was in a dark place. It was kind of Gothic. I heard a DC saying to another one, "I am going to stop joint ambiguous with mantras for all these people!"

I got to a room. It was a giant chess. The chess was cursed and your soul would be trapped for ever in there if you dared to enter. From this point, the dream turned into a movie that I was not in it. I saw several of the pieces that were random DCs and some random Simpson's characters.
Bart was playing and fooling around this chess. There were two pieces that had no soul, as no one was on them. Bart said that the horse sucked. A DC approached the chess and said he wanted to be a horse. An entity appeared and grabbed the horse that was next to Bart, brought it to the other guy and placed a Tower next to Bart.
The entity told Bart that the Tower was a very powerful piece on the board. Bart started to laugh and play around the Tower. Marge Simpson was cursed by a Queen. She was the Black Queen. She had a trumpet and the chess piece instead of feet. She shouted, "Fly Bart!!!!! Fly away from here!!! Flyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!"
Bart stepped on the Tower and started to laugh and said, "Cursed!" He stepped down, "Not cursed" He repeated this process a few times in a row until he was on the Tower laughing.
His feet started to melt inside the base of the Tower. I could see there was like a brown stuff that was melting his feet. He tried to step out but he was not able. The dream vanished.

Missed dream signs:
- The nonsense of the very beginning (what was said to the DC).
- The cursed chess.
- The Simpson's characters.
- The entity.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Explore this Gothic world.

22.07.2010

In the country (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Sixth:

- I was outdoors.
- It was day.
- Various DCs.
- Kids.
- Olives.
- In the country.
- Sunny.
- I was having a good time.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY.

22.07.2010

Giving a bath to my cat. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Fifth:

My cat was laying in the sink comfortably. I was in a different home than my regular home, however, the bathroom was the same. My cat was a little wet and I decided to try to give her a bath. I opened the faucet gently and my cat did not freak out. I start bathing her and she appeared to be fine. I was able to give her a whole bath without getting freaked out. She kinda liked it.
I was excited in telling my wife that we were finally able to give a bath to the cat without issues.

Missed dream signs:
- My cat liking the bath.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY.

22.07.2010

Having a drink (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Fourth:

- Doing some tests.
- More DC around me.
- Something about dreams.
- There were drinks.
- I was going to have a drink at the Pata Negra's restaurant.
- Some co-workers were there and talked with me. There were also some random customers.
- There was a guy over the phone.
- I was asked questions about a dream.
- Asked if the police was with him.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.
What I would have done if lucid:
- Leave for a ToTY.

22.07.2010

Dream group (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Third:

- I was reunited with some DCs.
- I was talking about dreams.
- Apu (The Simpson's) wanted to apply to a group of something and asked me if perfect English was required.
- We were outdoors.
- It was very sunny.
- I felt good.

Missed dream signs:
- Apu (from The Simpson's).

What I would have done if lucid:
- Explore this odd toon world.

22.07.2010

Hair (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

Second:

- A male DC
- Indoors.
- Something about hair.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

22.07.2010

Driving (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A somehow crazy night, I did not sleep very well. I think I went very tired to bed because I felt tired the times I woke up to write the dreams down. I also used for the first time a flashlight instead of going to my regular table, but it does not help, it vanished half of a dream so I will keep traveling to my kitchen to write the dreams down (no table in the bedroom, only my journal next to me) I recalled eight dreams, but mostly fragments. 5th day without lucids. Tonight it will be a MUST lucid night

First:

- Driving down somewhere.
- I was driving other three people somewhere.
- It was day.
- Something else besides driving.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Unknown.

21.07.2010

Overpriced hotel. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

One of my lowest nights, but I am glad. It's one of those nights were I have to wake up at 05:30 am to drive my wife work. So I am happy that my recall is always with me. Two dreams, fragments.

Second:

- I was outdoors.
- I was looking for a hotel.
- I found two hotels that were supposed to be the least expensive ones. One of them was $800 a night. It was night and I was in downtown looking for these.
- I was worried how I would pay for the hotel, as it was a lot of cash. I could not go to my place for the following two nights.
- I was planning to spend the whole evening at the hotel meditating for later in the night, Astral Project.
- Dogs.
- Cats.
- A female DC complaining about how it hurt when a bird lays on your shoulder and starts to eat on it.
- A green exotic parrot flew towards me.
- The bird stopped on my shoulder. It did not bother me. I felt excited about it.
- Pata Negra store.
- I woke up very happy from this one.
This dream was longer, but the 05:30 clock woke me up, and I always wake up naturally, so the clock hurt badly my recall, I lost everything. But I was able to recover all of these.

Missed dream signs:
- The ridiculous price of the hotel.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY.

21.07.2010

I guess, Olive Oil. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

One of my lowest nights, but I am glad. It's one of those nights were I have to wake up at 05:30 am to drive my wife work. So I am happy that my recall is always with me. Two dreams, fragments.

First:

- Olive Oil store.
- Day.
- Customers.
- Tasting bar.
- Waited different olives.
- I woke up happy.

I find it odd I woke happy from what looks like a work-related dream only, so I might ended some issues at my store.

Missed dream signs:
- The Olive Oil store (although is a waking place were I am most of my days, it's also a Dream Sign due all the dreams I have there)

What I would have done if lucid:
- Blast the dancers if present.
- Leave the store and head for a ToTY.

20.07.2010

My car is trespassed and stolen. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to bed pretty tired from work. I had a small argument with my wife about her job (which is a daily issue for the both of us) However, I recorded four dreams.

Fourth:

I was exiting from somewhere that was located in downtown. I walked towards my car and there was a guy inside. Inside my car, in the companion's sit there was like a card reader or something. This guy removed a card that was placed there and punched his card. I knew that he was using an illegal card and it got recorded in my device. I was worried it was me who was going to face the consequences. I jumped in my car and asked this guy what was going on. I also told him I was going to call the police.

He begged me to not call the police and said that he needed to do something with his card and asked me for forgiveness. I was annoyed because he messed up my device so we got out of my car and we went to a place were they took care of these devices.

There were a couple of DC waiting, but our turn came fast. I started to talk fast and inform the employee what was going on. She was female. This guy started to talk over me and started to cry. The lady felt sorry for him. He said that he needed money, that he was all broke and he could not even use his own card. He asked for a $80 advance. The lady granted his request. I also saw this lady placing inside this guy's car a couple of huge bags (as big as a gold bag) of olives in the back seat of his car.

I was annoyed because no one was taking care of my complaints against this guy. I did not see my car outside so I was worried he would steal it or something. I walked up and down the street and I was not able to find my car. No one of the cars parked there was close to mine.

I entered this place again and asked the same employee to help me out. She agreed. We started to look for my car. She told me she was not supposed to be out in the street. She told me she could be threatened by unhappy customers. I told her I would protect her. We could not find my car and we got to the end of the street. There was a park were a few not so nice people use to meet. She told me she was not going to that park so she turned around.

I did not recall parking in that park, however, I checked. I saw a car that was getting towed, but instead of a tow truck, was a trash truck. The car was almost inside the container. I noticed the stickers. It was my car! I requested them to pull it down. One of the guys asked me if my car was using unleaded gas. I told him, "Of course. It's a 2007! What question is that?"

He pulled down my car when suddenly I notice it was not. I said, "Damn this car... same stickers but is not mine." It was all black and it was a Chrysler, not a Chevrolet. I told him, "This one, this one, this one... all the same!" Get rid of it!!!!

I left very annoyed because my car was stolen. I wanted to call the police but first I decided to go once more to the place were the lady was working.
The line was bigger and I had to wait. It was my turn and I saw the interior. There were several office with a lot of computers and different employees. I was hopping the same lady would assist me. I was planning to allow the next one in line to pass if other employee offered assistance. While I was waiting I noticed TVs and movies inside this place. A guy told me, "Meh, they only speak English now. That is because it is summer for sure."

Missed dream sings:
- A guy inside my car, and the car was not damaged.
- That device.
- The act of forgiveness to the criminal.
- The ridiculously sized bag of olives.
- The trash truck.
- A car with the same stickers.

What I would have done if lucid:
- End the criminal's misery.
- Head for a ToTY.