non-lucid

03.08.2010

My Dream Guardian is on a 2 year and 2 weeks vacation!!! (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I got three dreams tonight. I went to bed pretty late. One lucid tonight.

Third:

I was with my wife at home and we were talking. Suddenly, she started to run and she jumped to the bed. She started to roll, she fell from the bed and kept rolling. She kept rolling until she was by the closet. It appeared she was having an epileptic attack. I was worried for her and I asked her if everything was OK. She grabbed me and started to kiss me with a lot of passion. She pulled my clothes from me. She wanted to have sex so badly, so we started to have sex, the dream faded.

I had a FA in my room. I was alone in bed now. I could hear the TV and I realized that my wife was watching TV. It was very dark outside and I was confused why my wife was not in bed. I did not want to move from bed. I was trying to recall a dream I just had, however, the sound of the TV bothered me. It was an odd situation so I decided to do a reality check. I checked my hands.

My middle finger was thicker than usual, so I realized that something was wrong and I was dreaming. I got off from bed and pinched my nose. I could breath perfectly. I decided to jump to test the gravity. I floated for around three seconds. I went to my living room. I did not hear the TV anymore but I did not care. I opened the door. It was night. The exterior was as the same than waking. I took flight. I flew over my neighborhood towards downtown. The clarity of the dream was excellent. I kept flying until my dream completely stabilized. I landed and I started to walk around. I felt like going to pee, but I remembered I read someone's post about peeing for real in bed while lucid, so I avoided trying it.
I saw a bridge about 15 feet tall. I saw five dream characters looking at me from the bridge. I levitated and flew slowly towards the bridge. They looked surprised. I walked by them but I did not exchange words with them.

I passed by a house that had several plants. I touched the leaves of the plants and I could feel the leaves were humid. The leaves had small drops of water and they were cold. The quality and texture of the leaves were perfect. I looked towards the sky and I could see every single detail and every single star. I started to fly again and I though about summoning my Dream Guardian. I have never met him / her before so I wanted to attempt.

I started to walk again. I was in the middle of a big street. It was almost empty. I saw around two to three dream characters. There were a few parked cars, but no one on the road. I said out loud, "I want to talk with my Dream Guide" A woman dressed like a USPS employee walked by. She stopped and turned. She walked towards me and she said, "You will have to wait another two years and two weeks. Temel is gone." I was wondering what was that. I blamed that I might not had a lot of control during that step. She told me, "Why don't you come with me for a few minutes?" I replied, "I guess it will be fine. I am lucid dreaming right now so I can spend some time." She walked ahead of me, but I followed her. We got into a very small room, however, it was very well lit. She told me that my Dream Guide worked with her, but she was gone on vacation for a couple of years. I told her, "I know. I will ask the dream to bring me to her!" She replied, "That rude. Do not do that!" I explained to her, "Oh, OK. Well, I want to meet Temel. I have been lucid dreaming since I was a kid without knowing the meaning of these words. Now that I know the meaning of them, I want to meet with her!!"

I realized the room had several mirrors. I wanted to look at my reflection. It first looked normal but then, I looked two additional times. I saw a familiar face, but it was not mine. It changed every time I looked at the mirror.

The mail woman handed me a small receipt. The receipt had her phone number and her e-mail. She asked me to keep it. I told her it would be impossible to bring the paper to waking, so I was going to attempt to remember the e-mail and the phone number. Her e-mail ended in @yahoomail.com Before the @ there was a very short name, like Ruth or Beth. I tried to read but I was not able. I realized that the dream was stable so I tried again. The dream faded instantly. I though in spinning but it was too late and I woke up.

Missed Dream Sign:
- My wife's odd behavior.
- The FA.

Noticed Dream Signs:
- My wife was watching TV late at night.

Reality Check Performed:
- Hand Check
- Nose Pinch.
- Gravity Check.

03.08.2010

MILD Classes starting! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I got three dreams tonight. I went to bed pretty late. One lucid tonight.

First:

I was managing the students profiles for my MILD classes. I accepted a few last minute students that wanted to join my class. I also had to reject a couple of students that for some reason did not meet the criteria. The classes were going to take place indoors. The class was more like a small convention center. There was a big dark wooden table in the middle of the room. There were already a few students getting ready for my classes. I woke up feeling good.


Missed dream signs:

- The topic of the class within the dream.

What I would have done if lucid:

- Create a brainstorm session for ideas about how to find my inner sactuary. I was sure someone knew.

02.08.2010

Rocket to the Moon. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not an amazing night. I went to bed thinking in my professional situation and I did not focus a lot on dreams. Three last night. Mostly fragmented:

Third:

A lot happened here, but I cannot remember, only the last piece of the dream.

I was talking with a female DC about something I cannot recall. I was looking for WakingNomad to go together to the moon. I walking with this DC to a place where we found a white rocket that would allow me to go to the moon (I flew tons of times to the moon... I do no need a rocket... why I dreamed that? Go figure... I was not lucid) I did not said to the DC that I was planning to meet WakingNomad. We got inside the rocket. It had several buttons with a lot of lights. I touched a couple of buttons and I heard a very loud alarm. The rocket started to shake.

I finally told the DC that we were going to the Moon to meet with WakingNomad. I told her that we had food and also we had a table with food and 10 full days worth of oxygen. I was unsure about how to return. I woke feeling happy.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Inside a rocket.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Go to the moon and have a Dream Sharing experience with WakingNomad & company (without the rocket though, I fly very easily in my lucids)

01.08.2010

Lucid Dream within a long non lucid dream (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not a bad night but neither an awesome night. I went to bed very late and I needed to wake up early (in fact earlier as I want to send this asap)

I was in a big apartment. I was there with my wife and some friends. In fact, we lived there with another couple and we even sleep with them. The other couple was not as unite as I am with my wife. He wanted to have sex with her and at the same time he was afraid. She was upset about it. She also wanted to have sex but she wanted to wait. Both of them knew I had a lot of eloquence and he was afraid I would convince his girlfriend to have sex with me. She did not want to have sex with me, she wanted to be loyal, but at the same time, she was afraid that my eloquence would convince her to have sex. She also knew I was powerful in my dreams. She though it was all about my pillow, or something odd. I told her if she needed to badly to have sex, we could have sex in a shared lucid dream. I used my eloquence to convince her and she fell for it. We were convinced we would meet in a lucid dream. We went to sleep

I had a false awakening and for some reason I knew I was dreaming. My lucidity was not awesome, I realized I was dreaming in my bed, but in my dream bed, not in my real wakin bed (yes, a dream within a dream) I was in a big hall.







It was a huge fancy hotel. There were enormous chandeliers, beautiful ones. There were several red and golden carpets. There were no DC at all. I could hear the chatter of loose male voices, but nothing else. In a small table I saw different tubes of paint (for portraits, not regular wall paint) I remembered I had to pick certain colors. I saw some odd colors but I grabbed a blue one, a yellow one and a red one. I had all three, I decided to place them in a basket by themselves. I grabbed a light brown wooden basket. The basket had a small napkin. I placed the tubes inside. Red, yellow, blue. I closed up the basket and prepared as a gift. I look at the basket and said, "This is a gift that contains all three colors" I realized that I did both "one of each color" and/or "something with all three colors" As it was not clear what to do I did both. A little after this, I saw other baskets with several more colors, like rainbow ones, that contained all the primaries and secondaries ones.

I big door opened. I though in meeting my female friend. I realized I was going to have my first dream share. I was excited. The door opened and I though, "It is just a stupid white horse. Damn it" I realized I had to ride it. Now it had a small shinny horn in the middle of its third eye. It was a unicorn all right. I rod it, I think for a few seconds and jumped out of it. I said, "I did ride the stupid unicorn, both tasks done. Where is my female lover!" The unicorn was gone and I saw a couple of male DC. We started to talk about being in a lucid dream. My lucididy level decreased here, but I was still lucid. I told them I was dreaming, waiting for a hot female friend that needed sex in waking, but could not have it. I told them I was loyal to my wife and I would no have sex for real with her. They told me it was a good idea. They asked me that they wanted to do the same. I told them we were already in a dream, but they could try to go to sleep in the lucid and awake in other place. They left to do it. I then realized that at least for me, if I went to sleep in a lucid I would awake, I did that before. I started to walk around to see if I finally meet with this lady. My dream vanishes.

I have a False Awakening in the bed I "went to sleep" initially. I was alone now in my bed, but I could hear the other female DC. She told me that she broke up with his boyfriend because he left with my wife. I was not hurt about it, so I had some degree of very low lucidity. I wanted then to find this lady. I left my place and knew she lived in an Arabic country. I was going to fly (in a plane) to her country, however, I appeared right there.
I was in the middle of an Arabic bazaar







I was a little afraid. I did not know the language and I was not sure if I could communicate. I did not know either if I wanted to make a new life there or what. I saw a small wooden house, it was a restaurant so I decided to enter it. I could not understand a word of the environmental chatter. I saw some small tables without cloth. They had a small candle. I saw some DC eating odd food. The restaurant was not very full, in fact, it was almost empty. I did not find this lady here so I exited the restaurant.
I saw a big hill, it was very green, full of grass. I saw a small home at the very end. As I approached the house, the female DC exited the home with a white dress. The wind moved her dress and her hair. I felt very good. We met and kissed. We entered her place. Her place was very big (in was bigger than her house from the outside) It had several stores and a lot of fancy rooms. We had to watch out for her family, they could not spot us. We started to make out, but a male voice approached so we stopped. It was her dad. I can't remember what he did told her. We went to another room and we started to make out and we had sex (I remember a lot of detail here, but I won't share due minors in the board. Add one more paragraf and allow your imagination to run... probably you will be close)
Her mom suddenly appeared. She jumped off me and I kept laying on my back. Her mom asked her something, smiled at me and greeted me. She asked me what I was doing lying on my back (I had clothes now) I told her I was meditating. I kept looking at the roof and I woke up.

Missed dream signs:
- Four people in my bed.
- Talking about dreams in the dream.

Noticed dream sings:
- The FA.

Reality check performed:
- None.

Second part missed dream signs:
- The FA.
- Abrupt scenery change.
- Not being spotted by the DC's mom.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Probably wake myself up due long lucid.

01.08.2010

Talking with some trial operators. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not a bad night but neither an awesome night. I went to bed very late and I needed to wake up early (in fact earlier as I want to send this asap due a ToTM done)

First dream:

I was at home at the computer. I was talking with two made up trial game operators under my tuition. These folks had very odd and long nick names. A guy entered the room. I was talking with them about my success in my self-employment and my new awesome opportunity. The trial operators appeared very happy for me. I wanted to explain everything to them in detail but I woke up.

Missed dream signs:
- The trial operators had no @ and odd nicknames.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTM.

31.07.2010

Difficulties at the gas station. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

One of my lowest nights. I had some finger pain this night and that prevented a long rested night. Two dreams.

Second:

I was in a gas station. It was day and I wanted to fill up my car. The gas station was huge but it only had two pumps. I would see the pumps but when I tried to drive by them, I would miss them. I remembering seeing the pumps from several feet and trying to drive to them without success.

I finally was able to pump my gas and a DC appeared. He tried to sell me something I cannot recall. I could see like some images of the past of my dad (the jerk one)

I jumped in my car, turned the engine on and started to move. I realized I was still pumping gas. When I noticed, the pump just finished. I closed up the pump and left to somewhere.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Not being able to get to the pump.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTM.

29.07.2010

From the theme park, to the mafia building and home. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Tonight I recalled five dreams. A very long non lucid dream recorded. Some of the dreams had a lot of evidence to become lucid and a lot about the topic, but this is the fourth day without lucids! So tonight it will be a must lucid!

Fifth:

I was going to a theme park with my wife. I think it was the Port Aventura theme park.







We enterted and we paid a female employee working behind a booth. I had to evaluate the service of the park, its cleanness and how fun it was. I was getting paid for this. I rode a few attractions and walking around for a bit. My wife advised me that we had to evaluate the second entrance booth employee. We had to get out and pay again for another ticket. I did not feel like having to exit the park, waiting the entire line and entering again.
We exited through a back door. No one was around. We saw there was a huge line to enter the park so we joined the line. However, the line started to move fast. We got next to the entrance. I told my wife, "See, is not that bad!" My wife complained that we still needed to wait and I told her, "Well, it's very touristic place!"

I was next to the booth and I was going to pay. The female employee said, "Two entrances?" I was about to say yes when my wife said, "Four!" I said, "No, two entrances." My wife repeated she wanted to pay four entrances. I stared at her trying to remind her we were evaluating the place and we could not pay more than two entrances. My wife told me she did not want to be cheap. I wondered what was going on until I saw two female DCs. They were made up but old friends of my wife. I told her it was not looking cheap, but we were not allowed to purchase more than two entrances or the project would be rejected.
My wife started to talk with her two female friends leaving me on the back. As I was not interested on their chit chat, I was thinking on my own business. I found a platinum coin and place it into my pocket.

I saw a building and entered it. Inside it was like a house with multiple stories. There stairs were very tight, but the only way to reach the higher stories. I remember walking around the entire building. It had a big indoors parking as well. I met with a friend and he also found a platinum coin, but it was shaped more like a pyramid and it had small squares attached to it.







Inside this building there was like a mafia. There were some armed guys that wanted to rob all these coins. I was worried if they would find out I owned one and they would kill me to get it. They spotted my friend with it and they followed him. I went into a room were I saw two DC. I shared with them the issue I had with the coin and she advised me to disguise. She suggested me to become a gal so they would loose track of me. I though it was a good idea.

I just asked them if I could not live there in the building. I loved the apartment I was while talking with them. It was huge with a lot of furniture, big windows and much more. I said I wanted a front door to keep the people from the stairs out of my apartment. They told me it was fine to place the door in there.
I disguised myself like a woman and talking with a guy about renting the place. He told me the building had a pool bar, a beauty salon and a spa. He offered me to go to fix my hair, put some make up on and do my nails. I realized I was not dressed like a woman yet. I looked at my chest and realized I wore no shirt, so they would know I was a guy.

I started to look for some female clothes, but I only found skirts. The skirts were semi transparent, I found some colors such as yellow and blue. I realized I needed something not transparent, I was only on my shorts so it was easy to spot I was not indeed a girl. I walked some stairs without luck. I could not find a thing. I realized that I could go to my apartment and put some of my wife's clothes on. As I was leaving, I saw Arlette, a co-worker from the Pata Negra store. She said, "So. When are you finally going to fix my computer? Let me know!" I though she spotted me, however, I realized she was over the phone. I looked at my phone but I had no voice mail, so I found out she was looking for another computer guy. I felt bad and unsuccessful. As I was walking to my home thinking about what I just witnessed, I saw some Chinese guys acting around some tables. A lot of people was watching their show.

These Chinese people had like wooden figures with different shapes. These figures had several iron tubes attached to them. The actors were hitting this figures with iron sticks. They were trying to balance the figures in the air. I could hear the iron sticks clashing with the wooden figures. No figure fell to the ground. People appeared to be enjoying the show.

I wanted to pick up my brother at a indoors pool where he was getting skilled.







I wanted to give my brother a few bucks and I also wanted to tip the body guard. As I approached the pool I saw the body guard jumping back into the pool. I called him and he replied, "No. no!" However, he got out from the pool. I tipped him and he was very happy about it. I gave the cash to my brother and left the pool.

In the corner of the pool, there was standing a very hot female body guard. She wore a sexy black swimsuit. She pointed out to another woman, probably just a customer, and mentioned that the customer was hotter than her. I did not agreed. I was about to leave the pool and the hot body guard told me she sent me something to my e-mail and I needed to check it out.

I arrived to my place. It was way different from waking. I saw the computer and saw the e-mail. I saw something like the Devil, but he was in goat form, he was not red and he was like lying down, most of it was like a skeleton. I could read a comment that said, "His body is really harmonic" I was uncomfortable about the image, however, I also spotted the topic of the pic. It said, "The body of the Dark Saint of Ice and Fire." I closed it up and erased the e-mail. I totally did not like it.

I saw a website that triggered holograms from my computer screen. I saw the seven symbols of the chakras and it read, "The Chakra system." The symbols were spinning at a slow pace and the overall image was moving as well. Next to this image, I saw the words "Astral Projection" and "Spiritual Travel." I saw also the moon and it read something that I cannot recall. After this, I woke up.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Port Aventura (thousand miles from home)
- Finding a platinum coin.
- The stairs were tiny.
- The show from the Chinese guys.
- The holograms.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Probably follow the dream drama from a lucid perspective.

29.07.2010

Going to Mexico (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Tonight I recalled five dreams. A very long non lucid dream recorded. Some of the dreams had a lot of evidence to become lucid and a lot about the topic, but this is the fourth day without lucids! So tonight it will be a must lucid!

Fourth:

I was going to cross the border to go to Mexico. I was walking and not driving. I was inside the border building waiting in line. The employees were very friendly.

It was my turn and I entered to the room of the right. The room was not very lit. A female employee greeted me and checked my ID (and not my passport) She realized that I was in vacation. For some reason she was happy to see both my wife and I going to Mexico.

She pulled a map and showed me a road that would go by the border, but on the Mexico side. She told me if I followed the road all the way east I would reach her hometown village. She told me it was a very nice typical Mexican place.

Missed dream signs:
- Not needed my ID.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for the ToTM.

29.07.2010

Odd but not boring dream job. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Tonight I recalled five dreams. A very long non lucid dream recorded. Some of the dreams had a lot of evidence to become lucid and a lot about the topic, but this is the fourth day without lucids! So tonight it will be a must lucid!

Third:

I had to go to the Temecula Olive Oil store (not the one where I work) The scenery changed and I was in front of the store. The store was very different from waking. I saw a female employee with black long hair. We started to talk and I approached her. Somehow I knew that I was OK doing it. I started to kiss her and we made out. We were behind a register and the store was empty, we were about to open. As we were making out she told me that if other employee spotted us everybody will notice. Another employee, a female, about 50s years old with gray hair came in and greeted us. She did not spot us. I said hi. The DC that I was making out with hidden inside a strawberry ice-cream. As the other employee left, I knocked inside the ice-cream to invite her to come out.

We were now behind an odd tasting bar. The counter was like seven feet tall so I could not see the customer's face nor he or she could see us. I was wondering how to provide good service without even being able to see the customer. We had a few weird Olive Oils for sale and also, an ice-cream dispenser made with Olive Oil.

A customer approached the counter and requested a bottle of Gethsemene Olive Oil (such bottle do exist in waking) I asked her if she needed to taste it first, but she said she just wanted to buy two bottles. I turned to grab a bottle, but I found none. I asked one employee were I could get the bottles for the customers. He told me I could find them behind the window. I saw a window display with bottles, but there were no bottle to give to the customers. I ran to another room of the store. It was as big as a reception of a high end hotel. I went to another room that had red carpeting and it was not very lit. I hopped to find here the bottles for the customer. I was worried because she was waiting too much. I called my wife and told her how weird the Temecula store was. She told me she saw the bottles in a different place.
I ran to the first room were I was initially. I had to walk through a very busy kitchen. I saw some employees coming out with a big white tablecloth. I was surprised and I could not understand what was going on.







I found out that they were getting ready for a big wedding. The entrance was restricted to all people, however, I saw my boss from the Pata Negra store around and he granted my entrance. I went back behind the bar. It was so tall that I could do stuff without being spotted. I saw a computer screen and a keyboard. I was browsing the DV site while working behind the bar. I was happy that finally I could have some kind of entertainment at the Olive Oil store like I do at the Pata Negra store.

Missed dream Signs:
- The odd store.
- Making out with someone that was not my wife.
- A female DC hiding inside an ice-cream.
- The height of the counter.
- The odd Olive Oils.
- A kitchen in between of the store.
- There was a male co-worker. In waking, I am the only male.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTM.

28.07.2010

Ball master, rich dad and, yu-gi-oh? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

If you follow my journal you will know it was Tuesday to Wednesday, which means 05:30 am wake up to drive my wife, so not an awesome night. I was very close to complete the ToTM for August, a couple more hours and I would turn lucid. Two fragments and one decent dream:

Third:

It was night and I was in the middle of downtown. I had to walk home and I was pretty far. In addition of walking far, I had a ball (I think made of iron) It was not bigger than a golf ball. I was practicing to be able to move it with my feet without dropping the ball.
I remember I walked by several people and I think I jumped several times, however, I did not dropped the ball. I was making a record in ability. I amazed some people doing this, but some people was bothered. I also passed through a baseball field (the game was going on while I was in the middle of the field, however, no one appeared to care)

I arrived at my place. It was a huge house with a lot of windows. It was lit and very well illuminated. In the middle of the living room, there was a marble fountain made by my dad (made up dad) I had a sister and I could not talk to her about my real waking dad (the jerk one) She would get very sad if I told her, as she could assure I was a son from her dad as well (who was married to my real mom)
There was a party going on. I could see some made up family and made up friends. I felt very happy.

My made up dad was rich (like my idiot jerk dad) however, this one did share his monies with people and specially with me. I was going to meet with him. He had heavy build, a beard and half bald. He wore a business professional suit and he was very friendly. I somehow knew he was going to give me $10.000 to pay off my car and other stuff.

I was hungry and I wanted to eat something. Someone told me to go to the kitchen and grab some pasta. The kitchen was not as big as the rest of the home. It had a few refrigerators, but they looked more like restaurant refrigerators. There were several tappers on it and I though the pasta was there. I could not find the pasta so I decided to cook some.

The scenery vanishes and changes.

I was playing a Yu-gi-oh game but with holographic images like the anime (I do not even know how to play Yu-gi-oh... go figure. I only saw the very first season -Pegasus- so it was the style from the First season) I did not have special feelings, but I remember I had a strategy going on.
My opponent had like a purple giant worm, smiling with a lot of (human) teeth. That thing looked fun and I knew it was going to attack me. I said out loud, "Yes, yes I know. Attack me know." I knew the name of the attack so I said, "(Name of the monster) Gastor Eliminator!!!) I woke up ( I search for those words and nothing shows up)

Missed dream signs:
- My ability with the golf ball.
- The house.
- Made up dad and family.
- That odd Yu-gi-oh game.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Find out more about myself with this made up family.
- If turned lucid during the Yu-gi-oh game, leave the Arena and head for the ToTM.

27.07.2010

My wife + Coworker + Old ex = New girlfriend (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not one of my best nights! Four dreams but nothing fancy.

Fourth:

I was indoors. It was a huge place. I had a girlfriend that looked like a female co-worker I had at the olive oil store, but her name was like a real girlfriend I had in the past. At the same time I knew I was married but for some reason I enjoyed this DC company.
We were in public place but there were beds and other furniture. We kissed each other several times. I kissed her around her neck and she avoided it. I asked her if she did not like it, she told me she liked it too much. I was happy because she was Psychic. I was excited that it was going to be the two of us with Psychic abilities at the Olive Oil store and I was not going to be on my own anymore.

She told me she was going to grab stuff and place them on their eyes, then she would kiss me. She went to another room and brought like a Tupperware with onions. She was holding them with her eyes. Then she kissed me a few times. This scene repeated with different colored cans. (Just needed to be lucid for the basic task of August) Suddenly, she took longer to come. I heard like war-cries and I saw like a trebuchet with several people on it armed with swords and shields. In addition, I think it had a canon as well. I was wondering if she had that whole thing attached to one of her eyes. I could not wait to see her again and make out.

A few people came in from a front door. They were referees of some sort. They had a big panel and they announced, "Well, here is the Magic The Gathering tournament listings." I just saw a small basketball field at the end of this big room and I said, "I do not play basketball anymore!"

My DCfriend came back, kissed me and said. Finally, I have the password for the #DVA room for the finals. The password is "Soncha!" As I heard this word, I woke up abruptly, I do not know why.

Missed dream Signs:
- The DC girlfriend of mine.
- The stuff she could hold with her eyes.
- The place were I was itself.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Ask my DC Girlfriend who she really was and find out about what was happening. I am sure I would have discovered something interesting in my subconscious.

27.07.2010

I have a robot that looks like me. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not one of my best nights! Four dreams but nothing fancy.

Third:

I was living in some sort of College. I shared the room with two female DC. I also could see my body laying down in the bed. It was a robot I had. It was connected to my Droid Cell Phone for an unknown reason.

The ladies that shared the room with me, claimed that the robot was better than me. They said that the robot did not speak and did everything under their command. My robot was able to meditate and dream like I do. Some older friends came to my room. Most of these friends also had one of these robots (but looked like them)

A guy made a dish of pasta for me and he told me I would enjoy it for sure. I decided to shut down the robot that looked like me.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Being at college and sharing the room with two ladies.
- The Robot.
- Old Friends.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Investigate my robot and find out what I could learn from it.

27.07.2010

Psychic training (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not one of my best nights! Four dreams but nothing fancy.

First:

I was indoors like in a school. I was helping a guy to improve his psychic abilities.
I was able to see his ideas transferring from his mind to a glass.
He was improving his abilities.
We also discussed about dream recall.
I think I was the teacher and my wife was a student as well.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Being able to see his ideas.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Complete the ToTM August.

26.07.2010

Weird Couple (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled a total of four dreams. Two whole dreams and two lucids.

Third:

I was in a hotel. There was a couple starting to have sex. Both of them were nude and kissing each other. I was not able to see the scene in detail. It was like censored. However, I was able to see his penis. I wondered why the penis was not censored. They changed their position and I could not see a thing from her. The started to have sex and he was done like in two seconds. She appeared disgusted. However, he said, "We can trade so we both can enjoy!" The guy pulled the penis out of his body like if it was fake.

I knew I was able to pull mine as well, I said, "If that guy can, I can as well." I tried and I was not able. I said, "Why? I am dreaming so I am supposed to do it!" I realized I could do more interesting stuff.

I requested the dream to see my Dream Guardian. A bald male with glasses, about 40s popped out and told me, "I am not your Dream Guardian, Fred will come in a few minutes, however, he likes to play mind games." He told me I needed to wait.

I was looking for black boots to wear and I see that the dream was fading. I tried to spin but I was not able. I said to myself to DEILD when I woke.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Unknown.

Dream Signs noticed:
- Unknown.

Reality Check Performed:
- None. Already lucid.

26.07.2010

Dad is sick (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled a total of four dreams. Two whole dreams and two lucids.

First:

My dad is sick. (nice dad) was sick, he had an odd illness that could kill him, however, he was recovering. He was laying down in the middle of a park.

I said I had two gifts for him. A female DC said that if my gift was a bed, it would be way better. My dad was not rested. For an odd reason we could not move him from there. He said that he was cold at night and he saw ghosts and other entities.

I had a friend who happened to be a doctor. She gave me two Valium pills and informed me that I could give them both to my dad so he would sleep deeply. So I did. I also gave him something else. I was sure he was going to have very vivid dreams that night.

The scenery changed and I was in my laptop. I was browsing the Internet and I found a community board of Astral Projection. As I was entering (I think it was now like a building) I saw someone leaving and complaining about it. I was happy because I knew I was going to improve my Astral Projection ability.

Missed Dream Signs:
- My dad (he is several thousands of miles from me.
- All the stuff about my dad.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTY.