Serene

HH- I saw a very vivid black and white fingerprint image that took up my entire vision and I was admiring its interesting lines before I fell asleep.

1- One of the fun things I did as a child was I created a long hallway with lots of doors and it was so much fun for me to check out all of the fun adventures in each one. Sometimes I would open a door and each time it was a new adventure and sometimes I could go in 10 times and it would always be the same. Something changed one day when I was opening every door I saw a dark character that I guess would look like the grim reaper. He had glowing eyes and would float after me until I could escape by creating a new door. I became terrified to open any doors again and every time that dream scene appeared I would have to vanish it by creating a slide at the end of the hallway that was super high up, so I escaped and it was still fun going down the slide. Last night I dreamt of the same exact hallway with doors, I could hear my heart rate really loud and really fast because I knew this was some kind of test for myself. I had to overcome this fear once and for all! I peeked in a door that was about half way down the hall, and it was black inside, I opened it and walked in and stood there going with my dream as I usually do and this time I knew the reason. It was damp and very cold, I couldn't hear a thing. I just stood there looking around for something, anything when I could feel my hairs on my arms and the back of my neck standing up. Suddenly the room was white and the VOICE said are you here for your next lesson? OMG I woke up lol. Darn it!!!! That was not what I was expecting at all!!!!! Whew! I woke up relieved that I faced my fear but sad I missed my lesson. Or did I?

2- I have a fear of planes in my dreams because I had nightmares of recurring dreams of people I love blowing up in planes, or crashing on landing, or me in them with people I love knowing we were going to die because we were spiraling out of control. All vivid nightmares. I had a dream last night I was on a plane very aware that I was dreaming of a plane AGAIN which I have not done for years and knowing the prior dream I am expecting the VOICE to appear again. I was on the plane when the speaker comes on the plane and the pilot says we will be delayed momentarily because they found a problem but it will be fixed and we will be on our way, Oh great! So I decide to deep breathe and try to relax while waiting. I fell asleep in my dream and woke up when we were already in the air. Whew I was so happy but then fear hit me again, then I woke up again, because I was dreaming in my dream that I was already in the air, OMG! Still sitting in the plane waiting to take off, this dream was going nowhere...time to get up for work.