Serene

This dream was sooooo long and much of it was not lucid. I was on this very long adventure or journey to deliver my minds eye and I knew it had a deadline of a year. I didn't know where the end point was only that it had to happen and I would know when I got there. I remember traveling on planes, freighter ship, walking through a desert a very long walk in sand, then I was in a big city that for some reason I think was Dubai. I was with my mom in a van and she was in an electric wheelchair that looked like a childs it was so small. I had the dc sitting next to me who was the same guy I met at a baseball game a few months ago. I think he was part of this long journey and he was helping me to find my way. My step father was in the front passenger seat then wheelchair was in front of me on the right side. DC to my left, we were still on my adventure but I was lucid at this point wondering when I saw my mom in the wheelchair. She is fragile and small and that is the only way she can be part of my journey I guess. We end up at this cluster of tall skyscrapers and I look UP and tell them I want to see the world from at the top of that building, it looked like beautiful architecture, everyone looked confused at me since I am terrified of heights, but I wanted to go up. "UP" seems to be a symbol lately in my dreams. We were walking toward the building when the dc guy tells me no, this is not part of your journey, that is way too easy, you have to work for it. I am thinking of my mom and the struggle that going around will be for her. Sometimes she is walking in my dream and no wheelchair others she is in the wheelchair. We walk and walk again, then we get to a beautiful lake that didn't appear it should be in this location, it was in the middle of the city but looked pretty. We had to go down a steep slope to get to the edge of the lake and that was a challenge with my mom, yet when we are there we couldn't get to the place we wanted to go because there wasn't a bridge. I looked back in the distance and could see the skyscraper I wanted to go up and thought that would have been so much easier.
I just accepted that this was going to be the way..Then from under the water appears a bridge, I wonder if I caused this bridge to appear even though I was trying not to. I struggled with going over this bridge because I feel I must have manipulated this dream to make it easier and would not go over it...I suggested we go around the long way...when the bridge evaporated. I was relieved I made the right choice, then poof we are back in the van everyone was in there seats but the wheelchair was empty. My heart sank! Where was my mom and what happened to her? I looked at everyone and they were all in a trance. I grabbed the hand of the dc guy and he looked at me with loving eyes and poof we were back in a place that looked like Little House on the Prairie with a little girl running toward us in her long dress in the tall grass, my hand in his looking so proud at our daughter who called out mama and papa? I woke up feeling I had really traveled all around the world in one night from now to future back to past. I never got to deliver my minds eye even though I got to experience it.