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Strange dream for me. I was somewhere where it was really bright white and looking at myself as bouncing happy white circles. Yes white circles in a bright white background. I could barely make out they were circles other than the outline seemed to be a tight fuzzy border, yet even that was so extremely happy and peaceful and woke up feeling great. I love my dreams but I will certainly take anything as excitingly boring as this lol.

I was passing out fliers and posting notices around that I was collecting money, items for the homeless children. The date of collection on fliers was in the future December 23, 2017. I thought to myself this seems like it is from Christmas Carol and I am seeing my future self. I then was standing at a store front in a little village on December 23, 2017 holding a glass door open and greeting all of the people coming to donate. There was a line of happy people, not one complaining about the long line to donate. I smiled at them and thanked them all giving hugs (again hugs lol). I was tired and went in to see what was collected. There was a room full of toys and there was $7,807.07 in money. I knew I had to wrap all of the gifts and was thinking of what the plan would be for that. I summoned some elves when I realized I could have just taken care of it and instead wished them all to be wrapped, I looked over at the toys again and they were wrapped. There were elves everywhere and I tried to keep them under control. I decided to instead utilize them to help me deliver to the homeless children. I took two elves to the store and we bought diapers and healthy food. I looked down and in my hand was a map of the known homeless camps that had children. We went back to the elves and I decided flying would be best but the elves couldn't all fly. Only three of them could. One of the little elves said teleporting would likely be best. This is not my specialty, I wondered how I would get all of us to teleport with all of the gifts and the elves to the locations. I worried about it when the little elf said he knew how to do it. He held out a gold rod and said we can all touch this golden rod and we will be able to go wherever we point on the map. The rod was tiny but it was an extension rod and he kept making it longer and longer until we all were able to touch it. We were in the woods and I was disgusted at how the poor children were living. Broke my heart. They were so poor and yet so full of love and so excited about their toy they were given. Unfortunately I woke up when the kids were all hugging me. Awesome dream. Woke up happy and filled with love.

I was at the top of a tree when I saw headlights coming toward me from a distance, it was a full moon out and started down the tree slowly when I looked down to watch my footing on the next branch my foot was very tiny, like a childs and when I looked at my arms I somehow knew I was 9 years old. (I loved climbing trees as a child). I got toward the bottom of the tree and saw the headlights were a blue truck that pulled in and stopped at the rivers edge. I leaped off the tree to the ground and a little boy with brown wavy hair got out of the truck and he appeared also to be about 9 years old, he was excitable and pretty hyper and said you found it! I asked him how he knew I was here? He said he saw my glow from the top of the tree and I lit up the place like a lighthouse. I was glowing? He said we are dreaming and he had something important to show me!!! I knew then who he was and became more aware. He said we had to hurry because he took the truck from his dad and he had to get back soon. I looked at him a little disappointed and said that he shouldn't have stole the truck, he could have just flown! I was a little worried and told him just because it is a dream doesn't mean it is ok to be bad, he should have used his powers from within, only for good. I was surprised I said that?
He went to a patch of brush and we pulled out a raft and I helped drag it to the water. We drifted down the river which had several small little waterfalls or dips that weren't too steep and we giggled and laughed as we continued, then we got to a spot where there were a bunch of tree hanging over the water and he said this is it, so he grabbed the tree and I helped pull us in to the edge. We put the raft up on the edge and walked into a cave that was only lit by moonlight and was kinda scary. I couldn't see where I was going. We got to a spot where he stopped and sat down in sand. It was like a beach with sand inside a cave. Beautiful. He laid back on the sand and I did too. We looked up and there was a hole in the top of the cave that allowed the light to come in and we could see stars through it. He said watch keep your eye on it, as the moon started to make it's way across the hole, it lit up the cave. The water was so blue and the sand so white it was so quiet and peaceful. Extremely quiet, you couldn't hear anything! I could hear my heart beat. Then the moon covered the entire hole it was so amazing! It looked like daytime at the beach. He grabbed my hand and I felt nothing but love. We looked at each other and smiled. What an awesome feeling!!! We both fell asleep.

I had several dreams that were very peaceful and happy. I am just enjoying life in most of my dreams and exploring like a detective of my mind.
The dream that really stood out last night was one of me in the center of a sandy circle that had logs setting around the outside chopped like stumps to make seats. There were several people surrounding it and most of them were children. I was in the center doing a karate type dance (I get this karate type stuff often) when I became lucid and my self confidence started to dwindle because I am terrified of crowds I wondered how was I doing this karate lucid when I don't know karate and what was I doing? Is this a class or a competition? Whatever it was I decided I wanted to see where it was going because I am a curious soul lol. I continued to do what I was doing but I was watching myself from the outside again. Everyone was clapping and dancing to the bongo type drum sounds as I was doing this dance. It was nighttime and there was light from fires and I could see the little embers floating around. I was not wearing karate outfit but more a natural type outfit of grass skirt and leaves for my breasts. I was impressed watching myself. This lasted for a while.

I had a long dream but all I remember was being so excited at the edge of a cliff super high up and I wasn't afraid but had to capture the sync on my camera or video it. I needed to be down a little off the edge so I stepped off the cliff and floated down a bit to capture it on my phone. It wouldn't work and I didn't have my reading glasses so couldn't see what I was doing. I was so aggravated next thing I am waking up looking at my camera to see if it was there and there were photos of it but I still couldn't get it to focus enough to see what it was, when I realized I had to still be dreaming because there is no way it could be on my camera from a dream. All of that drama and being so excited that I captured the sync yet I have no idea what the sync even was lol.

1. I only got a couple of hours of sleep but I managed to have one that I awoke literally giggling out loud.
I was walking in to work and coming in through the door carrying a lot of stuff for the Christmas party when I saw a bunch of guys gathered around talking and I walked past them when one of them said something smart ass as usual and I put up my little fists and said watch it or I am gonna kick your ass lol, pretty typical of me to joke like that, but he said ooooooooh scary so I walked over to him and he picks me up off the ground and I think....hmmm let's make this good, so I grab under his arms and do a backwards flip and he goes flying up in the air and I catch him like a baby and all of the guys looked shocked. I laughed sooooo hard I woke up and my husband asked me what was so funny lol. Doesn't sound funny but the looks on their faces was priceless.

1. Flying with over 100 white doves feeling a part of them.
2. My husband is in an empty lot with a bunch of motorcycles piled up and he is pulling one out of the pile. I appear to be watching him from a tree? He looks right at me and has a look of fear that I caught him?
3. At least 10 children zooming around the neighborhood on their bicycles with dogs running alongside them (made me happy because I never see children playing).
4. A girl at work SK everyone was talking about her saying that she was in the hospital and wasn't coming out, I try to get to the bottom of it and start asking questions when I realize I am dreaming because I just saw her Friday and this is the weekend. Everyone is convinced she tried to commit suicide and I find out from my boss she died. Everyone acted like they didn't care and I was shocked! I was very confused and had a strong feeling something happened to her.
5. I was sleeping in my dream and woke up to several tablets on a long table next to my bed and they were all lit up, I started groggily staring at it without my glasses and trying to understand what was happening when only one word on the screen was changing, and it was a message to some woman's name that I don't remember. I tried to pay attention when I finally realized I was dreaming and wished I had gotten the message. Something told me it was OC at work and he had just passed away and had to get this message to this woman. Well hopefully he didn't die because I blew that by not remembering the message :-(.
6. I was sitting around a fire with a tribe of Indians or some kind of tribe when they sent me inside a cave. I go inside to one man in there with fire for light and he was giving me this beautiful armor to protect me. It was very fine chained golden armor that by appearance would not physically protect me but I got the feeling this was some other kind of protection. It was perched over a large rock and the man was putting it over my arms over my head when my dog kicked me and woke me up...grrr I guess I am not protected now?

1. I was running in a race of some kind but it wasn't here because there were mountains. I am not used to running any kind of elevation. I knew I was dreaming but it felt so good to be in the mountains that I wanted to enjoy the run. I didn't notice many people and I felt I was really gliding up the steep hill. I noticed a tree on the right side of the mountain with a large nest. I was drawn to it. I saw a HUGE eagle perched on a branch at the far end of the tree, not on the nest. I noticed it staring at me as it flew away. It was beautiful and I thought I want to become an eagle to see how it feels. I really wanted to. I felt myself vibrating and all of a sudden I was sitting up in the tree looking down on the runners. My vision was so good, I could see so much clearer. I looked down and saw two eggs beneath me. I felt a real sense of love and my instinct was very protective. I could see the other eagle flying around as it darted down and grabbed a squirrel. He was brought it up to the tree and he was banging the squirrel against the tree very hard. This was going to be the meal. I could see out of the eagles eyes but I still did not want to eat the squirrels bloody meat so decided this was not a good idea. With my partner close I decided to take flight. I left my nest knowing he would take good care of it and I flew above the runners enjoying my view much more, the wind was calm and I could feel my wings. It was different than flying as a dove, I felt so massive. I could dive with great speed and then change direction quickly, it was awesome, but I felt the need to return to my nest, and I immediately went back. I had no problem finding it, it felt very instinctive. I landed beside the other eagle, assuming he was the male, all I knew was that was my partner and that was all that mattered. There lie the dead mangled squirrel and I watched him tearing it apart. I woke up as I leaned down for my taste.
2. Riding on bus around tight winding roads up steep steep narrow roads afraid of falling off the edge but knowing if I felt the bus went over the edge it would I tried very hard to keep that out of my mind. I was afraid but closed my eyes and woke up.

I only got 3 1/2 hours of sleep. Woke up to pee and when I was trying to go back to sleep I heard very loud and very clear my husbands voice telling me, "I was in a car accident". I looked at the clock and it was 12:34 which is the same time I dreamt about the other night. He has never had an accident and hopefully he never does.

1. I was being sucked down a beautiful worm hole and I kept seeing 1234, 1234 all psychedelic and beautiful but numbers were always grouped as 1234 woke up looked at the clock as it turned to 12:34. This happens to me a lot with time.
2. I was at a fair or something with my kids when they were teenagers and we were outside sitting watching a show of some type when it was over I went to get my purse which was right there on my chair next to me when I noticed it gone, immediately I said "not again" this happens a lot in my dreams. We started looking around for it when my son walked around a wall where there were boxes and started digging through them when he found several purses. One was mine but it was totally empty and my wallet gone.
3. I was on a trip to the UK and I was with the mystery dc guy who keeps appearing in my dreams. His place was tiny and had blankets for walls, very dark inside like he was a hermit. I felt sad for him. He seemed so happy so this was shocking to me. I just got traveling and I was feeling I needed a shower when I told him he gave me a wipe of some type. I was confused. No bathroom? I needed to pee. He pointed behind the blankets so I walked back there and it was really dark and I could barely see what looked like it was a toilet amongst all of the hanging blankets when I saw a mouse go into a cup and that didn't really scare me but when I saw some big white thing that I thought was a rat go into the toilet area I yelped and he came running back... I told him about the rat and he pulled the blankets back and let a little light in when he pulled back a box out came a white cat. He giggled at me. Put his hand on my shoulder and said I don't live here. He then brought me to a micro house where all there was was a cute bed, and everything he needed in a tiny place, it was very bright and clean, so I didn't care. This place was not depressing looking although tiny I still felt comfortable. I still didn't see a bathroom lol. We cuddled a bit so I guess it didn't matter about the shower anymore lol.
4. I was at my daughters place where she lived when my Grandson was alive and I was helping her clean her place and fold her laundry. I was sad I didn't get to see my Grandson :-(

This dream was sooooo long and much of it was not lucid. I was on this very long adventure or journey to deliver my minds eye and I knew it had a deadline of a year. I didn't know where the end point was only that it had to happen and I would know when I got there. I remember traveling on planes, freighter ship, walking through a desert a very long walk in sand, then I was in a big city that for some reason I think was Dubai. I was with my mom in a van and she was in an electric wheelchair that looked like a childs it was so small. I had the dc sitting next to me who was the same guy I met at a baseball game a few months ago. I think he was part of this long journey and he was helping me to find my way. My step father was in the front passenger seat then wheelchair was in front of me on the right side. DC to my left, we were still on my adventure but I was lucid at this point wondering when I saw my mom in the wheelchair. She is fragile and small and that is the only way she can be part of my journey I guess. We end up at this cluster of tall skyscrapers and I look UP and tell them I want to see the world from at the top of that building, it looked like beautiful architecture, everyone looked confused at me since I am terrified of heights, but I wanted to go up. "UP" seems to be a symbol lately in my dreams. We were walking toward the building when the dc guy tells me no, this is not part of your journey, that is way too easy, you have to work for it. I am thinking of my mom and the struggle that going around will be for her. Sometimes she is walking in my dream and no wheelchair others she is in the wheelchair. We walk and walk again, then we get to a beautiful lake that didn't appear it should be in this location, it was in the middle of the city but looked pretty. We had to go down a steep slope to get to the edge of the lake and that was a challenge with my mom, yet when we are there we couldn't get to the place we wanted to go because there wasn't a bridge. I looked back in the distance and could see the skyscraper I wanted to go up and thought that would have been so much easier.
I just accepted that this was going to be the way..Then from under the water appears a bridge, I wonder if I caused this bridge to appear even though I was trying not to. I struggled with going over this bridge because I feel I must have manipulated this dream to make it easier and would not go over it...I suggested we go around the long way...when the bridge evaporated. I was relieved I made the right choice, then poof we are back in the van everyone was in there seats but the wheelchair was empty. My heart sank! Where was my mom and what happened to her? I looked at everyone and they were all in a trance. I grabbed the hand of the dc guy and he looked at me with loving eyes and poof we were back in a place that looked like Little House on the Prairie with a little girl running toward us in her long dress in the tall grass, my hand in his looking so proud at our daughter who called out mama and papa? I woke up feeling I had really traveled all around the world in one night from now to future back to past. I never got to deliver my minds eye even though I got to experience it.

1. I was at work and saw such grumpy people everywhere so I decided I was going to start something fun and called it "Hugs to Make the World a Happier Place". I walked up to random people and asked if I could give them a hug but the only catch if they said yes was they had to do it at least once to someone else. They all said yes and before you knew it everyone at work was laughing and having fun hugging each other. Hmmmm I am going to try this today lol.

2. I woke up to let dogs out and was trying to get back to sleep when I heard a computerized voice say "UP" very sternly.

3. I then continued to try to get back to sleep when I saw the cloudy white light moving like a large flying bird flapping gently then gliding, it kept replaying over and over like a movie clip, but once again it looked like my eagle I keep seeing in real life.

Note: If anyone reads this try #1 PLEASE. Let me know if how it works :-)
Rules are...Through January 1..You are to walk up to at least one person a day and ask them if you can give them a hug and explain the terms that it is "Hugs to Make the World a Happier Place"...They have to do the same through January 1...I am doing this starting today!!!!

I was in a dream that felt very unstable and decided that I would ask my dream to tell me something important that would help my life. Next thing I know I am in my guest bathroom when I felt this pain in my stomach and standing there naked in front of the mirror I see the clear jelly substance hanging down between my legs so I pull it and it felt like my insides were coming out as I kept pulling I instinctively knew this was my message. I wanted to see what it was, was this an embryo? Not possible lol...so by now it felt I pulled out 5 feet of jelly and then it got painful and out came a clear bag with a black blob the size of my fist, I analyzed the hell out of it, no embryo as it wasn't solid at all I squished it lol, but it was ugly and on the end of the sack was an eagle foot that was attached and was moving as to let me know it removed something horrible from me. I wanted to keep this to analyze it further but I had a strong message telling me to flush it. I knew to flush this meant I had to flush the foot with it which bothered me, however I followed the order and tried to flush it but it was so large it wouldn't go down so I had to get a bucket of water to flush it and immediately I had a feeling something important just happened.

I thought it was an alien claw but after googling feet with claws I saw the eagle foot...that was clearly it. Made sense being I have seen an eagle every weekend for the past three weeks. I have some kind of connection with him. Very inspiring.

1. It was long long ago and far far away lol best I can describe it. People were wearing animal furs over their bodies to keep them warm, they had furs tied to their feet and legs exposed? They were dark skinned and caveman appearance. There were furs piled up and one guy actually spoke and said that is an interesting Donk. He was referring to the fur and he was the only one there who could communicate so I asked him where he was from and he just stared at me and looked confused that I too could speak.
2. I was talking to my husband and getting into a deep conversation about my dreams and the meanings of them lately when he looked at me and said, "The important question here is whats for dinner?" Yep that's him haha.
3. I had to travel for work and there were 6 guys with me who I work with. We got to the hotel and we went in and they took us to our room, ummm yes room... one room with beds lined up down each side of the walls like and old hospital or orphanage. They were all excited and started stripping down to their underwear and I knew I was dreaming. They started laying across the beds and acting like small children jumping around. I looked around and saw a door, I opened it and it was a closet and had a big yellow mop bucket with wheels on it and a nasty utility sink. I called all the guys over and I said look in here...this is where I am sleeping tonight and they were shocked that I would rather stay in a closet than sleep on a bed... I said ohh you know that isn't the case, watch this....I knew when I opened that door I was going to have a big bed inside...it was going to be a nice comfy bed just for me...so I opened the door and sure enough there was my large king size bed and no more stinky sink and mops. The guys looked at me spooked and left me alone haha. I went in and locked the door and went to bed. Ahhh
4. I was at work and I was in my office, (definitely dream totally NOT my office) I was sitting facing opposite of normal and I had a real office with a window to my right, and I loved my window, I was drinking my coffee and I was watching the butterfly in the garden. I loved my peaceful office, nice and quiet...with a door. Dang I really wish that was my view.....How beautiful

I was at my grandsons grave when suddenly the ground trembled a bit and very slowly and peacefully a little tree started sprouting out at top portion of the grave, leaves grew, I literally watched the birth of this tree in front of me until it was at its full size and I was standing under its branches. I knew it was a special dream. Then my grandson says, "Look up! I am not down there. I am all around.....EVERYWHERE...tell mommy"

This was very symbolic in so many ways. My daughter ever has a non profit that involves tree in his name. This is why I am an observer when lucid. I don't want to miss out on these.