Ziggler

I had two lucid dreams last night.

First one occurred in a very long dream I was having. I was leaving my school, walking home I think when I realized I was in a dream, no reality checks required. I thought to myself "Oh man, it's been so long since I've had a lucid dream!" So I took a deep breath, felt my surroundings looked around, tried looking at the sky (It was a really bright sky for some reason). So I just started running off and remembered since I was in a dream I could do anything, I took a few leaps and tried to start flying but it didn't work until I remembered something I read about being able to think of having a pill which would give me the ability to fly and taking it. So I did it and it worked. I flew for no less than 5 seconds until I started to wake up when I remembered again, I could try and spin to stay dreaming longer. I tried an incredibly unsuccessful spin in the air and it bought me about 2 seconds. I woke up in my bathroom with my dog barking for some reason, I could hear my sister in the next room and I was wondering how I had got there when I had woke up again in my bed.

That was my first false awakening.

The next time I dreamt, I was almost immediately aware that I was dreaming, but... The weird thing is, someone was with me. Kind of like a guide. She told me that there was a great evil that I had to sub due, I told her that I didn't want to fight any evil, I just wanted to play around. I only caught a few glimpses of the evil but she didn't want me to go anywhere. I left the underground passages we were in and went up. I separated a wall and opened up a large amount of buildings and shops appeared, and she closed it. I re-opened it and suddenly everything was missing and the walls were bare. So instead I tried to create a door leading somewhere else on one of the walls, and she changed the location to somewhere destroyed by the guy. Some of it is a blur but I remember towards the end... After everything was said and done... She told me that she had to leave and that her job had been done. I told her to stay because I had grown to lover her (More like how a boy loves his mother) and she told me that I would be just fine on me own. When she had left... I cried. I cried and yelled at the top of my lungs. I don't understand why I cried so hard. It has to have been the hardest I've ever cried now that I think of it. I woke up a few moments later feeling incredibly sad.

I haven't been posting again. Haven't been getting much sleep as usual but I slept a bit earlier this afternoon and had an odd dream.

I don't remember much from it but I remember I was being lead somewhere for doing something awful. A woman was leading me through a facility and the entire time I was thinking of how to escape. There was a moment when I knew I could try to escape but for some reason I just couldn't bring my self to try. There were steel walled rooms all around, it felt as if we were moving underneath a complex of some kind. We went down several ladders and the last one had a skull on it. When I reached the bottom I saw a lot of people, they were wearing those full body bathing suit things (They all looked pretty good). The woman leading me then told me that she was going to dispose of me by pushing me in to the shark tank, I immediately grabbed on to one of the sides of the tank and resisted as much as I could. Then something happened I'm not sure what but she stopped trying to push me and went to talk to one of the guys when for some reason every one got down and laid sort of in a praising fashion towards something so I instinctively got down. The woman left me and I was free to move around. It was a very nice place and I saw a lot of it. Beautiful architecture. Seems to be something that is common in my dreams.

I think that should be enough for the dream. It was very strange. I can normally go between being several different people in my dreams, I suppose that's when my dreams transition. I'm fully conscious when I become another person but I never pay any mind to it. I've also not been lucid dreaming. Dunno what's wrong.

I was at a school of some kind and I had a few teachers that I was fighting with. Apparently there had been some kind of dictatorship forced upon us and they were doing some kind of terrible experiments on the people and would turn them in to a kind of zombie. For some reason there was some kind of connection with Toy Story and that I had to keep these two toys safe. Eventually I had to escape from the school so I hid in the back of a truck that was leaving and was nearly home when they had caught up to me. It was a very exciting battle but what I had to do was grab the two toys and run away. I ended up hopping a few fences and ended up in the back of my neighbor's yard, which for some reason, my girlfriend and her family plus friends were in the background surrounded by these large bushes. I laid behind the bushes for a bit and tried to flag my girlfriend to come closer but it seemed that everyone had noticed me and my battle that I had just a few moments before. For some reason her Mom actually supported me in my battle (This is strange because her mother hates me) around then is when I woke up.

I haven't recorded the past two days even though I had dreams. Haven't had much time to sleep resulting in me not being able to go lucid. I haven't gone lucid in the past 3 days because of that. I need more realities checks or something. I definitely have a lot more sense when I'm dreaming but it doesn't feel like I have any control.

I only had 5 hours of sleep and I only dreamt. This was dream was different since I was mostly watching from the third person. I was dreaming that I was streaming a few games, one was a Halo game were you played as a Grunt (I haven't played Halo since Halo 3), one was Starcraft 2, and another I think might have been my life but it was extremely different since I was older, probably about 23 and that I was at a higher position in whatever I did.

I failed to become lucid in this dream, probably because it was very short and I require more time to become Lucid. Think I'll need more triggers to realize I'm in a dream or something.

I dreamt that I was hanging out with one of my friends and I spent the night at his house. I'm not sure if why we were spending time together like that since I haven't seen him since Elementary school and even then we weren't that close of friends. But anyways, we were in his car going to places and we went shopping for something, I found a few things that I wanted and then I realized I wasn't wearing my pants so I had no money (I was pants-less through half this dream so I guess I kind of got used to it.) when he says "No problem man, I'll get you." That made me really happy that my friend would be so nice to me even though we haven't really spent that much time together. We then went to one of his friends' houses and we hung out which is when I became lucid. I realized I was in a dream and I started to remember what I told myself "Okay, keep calm. Look around, feel these walls, look at that woman, look at the other people, take in the surroundings." Then I would take a few deep breaths and began walking around. The house was incredibly beautiful and very well done architecturally. I almost never recognize places or people when I have dreams so all of the people there I had no recollection of. The house was very large and seemed to have quite a few inhabitants, I also took note at how many pools and bathrooms they had because it seemed like there were so many. This dream had lasted much longer then my other two in terms of length because I managed to keep myself calm long enough, really glad that I'm making progress, or at least I think I am.

Going to see if there are ways for me to become Lucid earlier, not WILD but at least close.

I've never had a Dream Journal before. I've always wanted to make one but it's always eluded me. I would keep seeing people mention Lucid Dreaming, I've of course seen the movie Inception and I found the idea of being able to control dreams extremely interesting. I've recently looked up a lot of information about it and I've been trying for a few weeks. I've always had dreams ever since I could remember, when people tell me they don't dream I'm horrified. I loved dreams, I've always loved being able to get away in to my dreams. I've had a bad day, or something didn't go how I wanted, at least I would have an interesting dream that night.

But recently after trying I have had my first few moments of becoming Lucid. My first dream I was on a boat that was owned by my Father, we had many friends there and suddenly I asked myself "Am I dreaming?" I remembered reading to check my hands and as I was looking at them I felt myself wobble and I instantly knew "Yes, I'm dreaming." I immediately set off to find my girlfriend to say hello to her. I turned and looked at a nearby table and saw the back of her and as I turned her to see her face I suddenly realized "Oh my, I don't remember her face." And when I turned her, her face was extremely similar to it but her eyes were two different colors (This is because she sometimes wears colored contacts, normally matching.). I went to kiss her and suddenly I was awake.

I only realize now that it's because I became over excited and couldn't maintain the dream.

The dream I had the next day I don't quite remember, but I do remember realizing I was in a dream and woke up a few moments later.

I am very committed to working out how to Lucid Dream and I hope it goes well. Also, I dream every night so I guess this Dream Journal will fill up fairly soon.