Hello, fogelbise!
I have returned from the dead and non-lucid. I apologize for just leaving like that, and I guess what happened was that I started losing interest. I felt it coming for a few weeks, but I tried to keep my interest in lucid dreaming. I was going to write a "goodbye" post until I returned, but I guess with exams and other things keeping me busy, it got postponed until it would just be awkward. Anyway, you may be wondering why I have returned...
So I quit lucid dreaming in May-June, because I wasn't showing a lot of progress, nor interest. I decided to not dwell on it, and just take a break from lucid dreaming. I felt a lot better after that, because I didn't have to keep worrying about losing my interest in it. My heart has always been with lucid dreaming, and from time to time I considered returning to it, but I decided to wait till the moment was right and I was ready. Well that moment has arrived! By the way, my sleep pattern has been a monster, but I'll fix that when school starts. 
So I went to bed around 1AM last night, and I fell asleep right away. I woke up at around 9:40AM and stayed half-awake until I dozed off at around 10:40-11AM. I fell asleep.
I woke up, realized it was late, and Wednesday. The day I had to go to the city and pick up some things. I looked at the watch, 11AM it said. I got up and I went to a friends house, seeing as I had time for it. I believe I went to the beach first and my friend lived under that beach, in a basement. Somehow, at some point so far, I lost my pants. When I knew I had to go home, I was struggling to find my pants. I looked everywhere, and I started to wonder when I even took them off! I didn't have time to look for them though, so I just went home. My sister was saying something, and then I looked back on everything, how weird some of it was. I did the unthinkable, and nose plugged. In one ecstatic whiff of dream air, I triumphantly ran towards the window, jumped through the solid window glass, and started flying! I later returned to the same house, trying to turn the living room into another room. I could not for the love of God! I got very close, but decided to go somewhere where it was more likely to have a place like this. I tried to fly to New York. I flew up under the clouds, and it was the most amazing experience I have ever had. I saw the sunset, and the horizon and the clouds. I tried to fly up above the clouds, but it saw a pixelated vision, and went under the clouds. I flew maybe 30 seconds in dream time, which I thought was enough to get to New York, but I wound up in a familiar place, not New York. I tried teleporting instead, I went on top of a flat roof top, and placed down a teleporter, and went straight to New York. It wasn't authentic New York though. I tried teleporting again, but I got to the same place, but just with a more cartoony NY effect. I jumped and grabbed a lamp post and grabbed a lady with my legs, asking her if I could do 10 pull-ups, she would teleport me to New York. I did the 10 pull-ups, but then I got lost in the lady's lips! I closed my eyes, and I woke up.
This...was my definite lucid dream. It was the most clear, aware, and lucid dream I have ever experienced. And I've experienced five! I want to continue with these dreams, and I guess I'll start with random RC's, writing dreams, and getting a good sleep pattern. I think, when I have a good sleep pattern, I'll start practicing WILD, or those mantra writing memory exercises I used to do. Those helped me remember dreams, and get lucid. I think it will be a smoother journey to lucidity this time, seeing how it is my third. 
I hope you would like to be my teacher again, it helped a lot before, and I could always use help! 
tl;dr
I got lucid, and I'm back!
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