Thread: ~ Vex Kitten's Journal 05/06 ~

i lost my entry for todaaaaaay! Where did it go????

*tries again*

Aug 31st


1- The Well

At Grams, preparing food. Had a pot for cornsoup, one full of mixed root vegetables and one empty pot for pasta or something.
Went to the water pails, they were bone dry. Got the water drawing bucked and both water pails and took them outside. Lowered the water drawing bucket down into the well but it never seemed to come into contact with water. Not even when I'd lowered it to the end of the rope did it touch water.



2- Sweeping

Cleaning my livingroom, the vacume broke. Just used a broom to sweep up what looked like drifts of sand all over the carpet. Got it all swept into a pile but a gust of wind blew it all over again.
Closed the windows and started sweeping again. Noticed 2 people up in the dining room. One was Darex ( a fictional Jedi char ). Asked him to use is Jedi abilities to clean my living room. He said he couldn't. It was my mess to clean. So I started sweeping again. Noticed the broom had only 10 or so bristles.
Went to the kitched to find another end to screw onto the broom but all the other ends were '?male?' ends, just like the broom handle.



3- Wheel of Misfortune

On a gameshow like Wheel of Fortune. Rules, the one with the lowest score at the end of the game would be killed by the other two contestants. The one with the second lowest score would become property of the winner. The winner along with the previous mentioned prizes, would get a mill $ a year for the rest of their lives.
Early on I knew I was going to lose. I couldn't seem to think of any words. What sucked even worse was that most of my words weren't even words but usually letters mixed with alien type symbols. On my last word my neighbor told me that it had to do with something written on cigarette packs. That didn't help. I don't smoke. Don't know what's on cigarette packs. Knowing I was about to lose in more ways than one, I fled.



4- Backyard Creature

Heard noise in my backyard. Thought it was dogs attacking my female dog. Looked out and a pack of about 3 or 4 black dogs curled on my lawn saw me. They got up and dashed off. To my right was a different creature. Couldn't make out what it was till it turned my way.
It had the head of a male lion. It's fur was blondish/white. It's torso was hyena like with stripes down it's back. Legs were overly long and at the end of each of it's middle toes were obscenely large claws. The tail was also overly long and had a tuft of that blondy/white hair on the end.
Tried to take a pic of it but my camera wouldn't focus. Switched to video but by the time that was done the creature had taken off. All I got on video was a dark blurry shape running in the distance.

Cool dreams.

Originally Posted by Vex

Went to the kitched to find another end to screw onto the broom but all the other ends were '?male?' ends, just like the broom handle.
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disturbing

Time to play catch up again....

*No Dreams Recalled Sept 1st*
*Headaches haunting still*
*writers block... what fun*


Sept 2nd

1- Homes

On the computer up in my dining room, chatting to someone. Told them goodnight and walked down into the sunk in living room. As I did it switched to the living room at my grandmother's house. My place remained a split between the two houses. Both felt like home.
Laid on the couch, which is where my grandmother ususally slept. She in turn had taken the middle bedroom. I felt bad about laying in her spot but was too tired to get up and move to a bedroom. I remember lazily thinking, 'oh well, it's only a dream anyway', but somehow I didn't realize the significance of what I'd said? Think I fell asleep.



2- Bright Light Outside Window

*might be continuation of above dream, not sure*
Woke up on the leather couch in the living room. Rather, felt as if something had jarred me awake, like a heavy and oppresive presence.
The curtain was half hanging off one of the windows and through it a stream of brilliant white light poured in. I sat up but then froze. Couldn't move at all.
The beam of light moved across the room until it shone on me. I felt really uneasy bathed in it but not afraid. That's all I can recall.



3- Rock Climbing

A little girl and I walked across a rocky plain. There was nothing for miles around. Didn't speak, just kept walking knowing I'd find what I was looking for.
Happened to turn back and look. H huge cliff had appeared there. Really steep and high. At the top long strands of lush green grass hung over it. There were also two other kids frolicing along the edge of the cliff.
The little girl ran for the cliff and started climbing fast. She used the vines like ropes and hustled up. I made her come back down so we could find a safer way.
Together we climbed and she got way ahead of me again. The vines kept breaking and snapping under my weight. I couldn't make it to the top. Too heavy.



4- Stalking Tornadoes

Was in a vehicle with storm chasers. One drove, one had a video camera and I had my camera. Stalked towrds where we thought a tornado would touch down. It did but a few seconds later a bunch of others touched down around us. They were really thin, looked like ropes dangling and dancing down from the clouds.
Suddenly thought...'Okay, where's the killer?" knew there had to be a bigger one. There was always a bigger one. Caught sight of it in the distance. We drove towards it to get better shots but I realized it was also coming for us.
It chased us for a while. We came to a railway crossing and had to wait for a really slow train to go through. "Fuck this!" I yelled at the guys and jumped out of the vehicle as the tornado closened. I jumped onto the train, carefully manovered through the cars and leapt out the other side. Was in a city. I began looking for houses with basements. There appeared to be none.
An odd feeling overcame me, I knew the tornado couldn't hurt me because it wasn't real, none of them were, the city wasn't real, niether was I. It was an eerie calm that when I think back on it, was scarier than tha prospect of being sucked up by a tornado. Contunued walking around the city looking at the obvious fakeness of it all as the tornado always stayed on the city limits trying to intimidate me.



5- Queen Street House

I'd returned to the very first house I remember living at. I stared at the number on the front of the house for a long time... it was 69. 69 Queen Street.
D and I went in. Felt compelled to go down into the basement and into the furnace room. It was a long room blocked off from the rest of the basement. It had always been pitch black back in there and had always scared the crap out of me as a kid.
Went to the basement door and was surprised to see that it was bright and white down the stairs. Got to the bottom step and rounded the corner. A bunch of kids were playing. They saw me and stopped. I told them I had to get into the furnace room. They started crying and pleading for me to stay out. I got angry and told them to stop it, which scared them even more. Spent the rest of the dream trying to convince them that I had to but they clamped onto my legs and cried so I couldn't move any further.

Sept 3rd


1- War of the Worlds?

In a small city, it seemed to be an odd mix of a bunch of small towns that I've lived in.
A bunch of machines sort of like the alien vehicles in War of the Worlds, came tromping through the town. Everyone scattered. I was too fascinated to run. Whipped out my camera and started taking all kinds of pictures.
Odd thing about the 'alien ships' was they had red and blue flags hanging all down the legs. Couldn't make out what the symbols on them were, kept trying to zoom in on the flags but the vehicles moved so quickly that I couldn't keep them in focus.



2- 6N Soap Opera

Everyone around here was living life but there were tv cameras watching our every move. People were acting all over dramatic over the smallest things and I thought it was funny. It reminded me of a cheesy soap opera.
The cameras all turned to me and suddenly I couldn't remember what I was supposed to say. I tried to shrink away from them but they followed me. Felt incredibly stupid for not remembering my lines or whatever i was supposed to do or say.

Finally nice to see some updates! good stuff

Thanks for stoppin in ranma. Nice to know you're still stalking about.

Sept 4th

1- Joker Escape

In a huge wearhouse with harley quinn and a few others. They were plotting to bust the Joker out of someplace. I remember arguing constantly with them and pointing out why none of their ideas would fly.
They ended up pissed off at me and kicked me out. I decided to get him out myself.
I don't even remember how I did it but next I knew the Joker and I were fleeing along a coast line. We were surrounded by cops on land and in the air and some came riding in on the water. Thought we were done for but the Joker grew suddenly and started stomping the crap out of everyone and swatted the helicopters out of the air, laughing the entire time. It was awesome.
I knew I should have escaped but couldn't because I was to enrapt by the scene before me.



2- Ankle Stabbing

Don't remember why, but I was constantly stabbing someone in the ankles with a needle, like a syringe. *shrugs* that's all i recall



3- Truckload of Kids

I was cooking dinner in my own kitchen. Think it was lasagna or shepherd's pie or something. Anyway I had to keep turning on the oven. Every time I walked by I noticed it wasn't on and I'd get mad because I wanted to hurry and get dinner over with.
D came home. He broght with him a truck load of kids. They all stampeded through the house, yelling, screaming, throwing stuff, etc. Just plain obnoxious. He didn't do anything to stop them so I was left chasing the kids around and trying to fix dinner... and the stupid stove kept shutting off.
Eventually fed the kids, who started a food fight. I just shook my head and walked out the door. Walked for a long time thinking.

Originally Posted by Vex

Sept 4th

1- Joker Escape

In a huge wearhouse with harley quinn and a few others. They were plotting to bust the Joker out of someplace. I remember arguing constantly with them and pointing out why none of their ideas would fly.
They ended up pissed off at me and kicked me out. I decided to get him out myself.
I don't even remember how I did it but next I knew the Joker and I were fleeing along a coast line. We were surrounded by cops on land and in the air and some came riding in on the water. Thought we were done for but the Joker grew suddenly and started stomping the crap out of everyone and swatted the helicopters out of the air, laughing the entire time. It was awesome.
I knew I should have escaped but couldn't because I was to enrapt by the scene before me.
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Heheh. Good stuff.

Sept 5th



1- The Proper Way to Murder

Was walking down the street with this kid, he was maybe about 10 or 11. I remember explaining to him the proper way to murder someone. How he could do it without getting caught.
It was twilight, remember seeing Jupiter up in the sky. It was brilliant and I suddenly forgot what I was talking about with the kid.
At some point the kid must have did something because next I remember I was surrounded by cops and being questioned. The kid was weeping and telling them I told him to do it. I was the one who'd killed 'whoever' and who had killed two other kids before. I had no idea what the little bastard was talking about and simply shrugged it off. Said I didn't know him. They eventually released me.



2- Make up

Was in a bathroom getting ready for some sort of even. My hair was long and I was having problems trying to make it stay in place. Eventually just hacked it off. When I was done it was even with my jawline and really choppy looking.
Started putting foundation on. When I finished I saw that I had glitter all over my face. Tried to rub it off but that only intensified the sparkle of the glitter. Just thought oh well and continued putting make up on. Looked in the mirror again and there were big globs of glitter all over, like someone had dabbed them all over my face. Tried washing them off but they wouldn't wash away. Spent the dream trying to wash them off my face.



3- Damned Signs

Was insanely pissed off. Walked down a street while carrying a baseball bat. Every time I came to a sign i couldn't read it. The words were all jumbled together and made no sense. Sometimes they weren't even words, just odd shapes and squiggles.
Everytime I saw one of those signs I'd get even angrier and take the baseball bat and smash it to a bent piece of scrap metal. I was so pissed off and frustrated I'd feel tears sting in my eyes every little while. Just kept wandering through the dream beating the hell out of nonsense signs.
((they were asking for it...dammit&#33)

Sept 6th


1- Snow Slide

Think we were in Hamilton, on top of the 'mountain'. A few others and I were standing in line for a while, I didn't even know why. Eventually got to the head of the line to see this really long slide through the snow, like a luge track. It twisted and turned all the way down the mountian side.
Got on and tried to enjoy the ride down but the woman ahead of me had a rather big ass and it would get lodged in the turns. Eventually ended up kicking her though one of the turns and the force i'd used to kick her sent her zipping down the slide. She went so fast that at the next turn she slid right over the edge of the slide and plumetted down the mountain.
When we got to the end of the slide I took off right away. Didn't want to get caught and charged with manslaughter or something.



2- The Wolf

Was in my house, obsessively locked all windows and doors. Closed all curtains.
My brother suddenly walked in the front door. I swore i"d locked it already and wondered how the hell he got in. Before I could say anything a huge mangy dog trotted in.
"What the hell is this?" I asked as the dog sniffed around the livingroom.
He tried to tell me it was a wolf. Didn't look like a wolf. Anyway it came over and knocked me to the floor, started licking my face and sort of gnawing on my head. I tried to push it away but I think it thought I was playing.
Eventually got up and the 'wolf' stood up too. I saw it had two collars on it, red and blue. As I fumbled to remove them the wolf kept licking my face. Once the collars were removed it dropped to all fours again and shifted into something that really looked like a wolf. It was a gorgeous grey wolf with grey eyes. I tried to pet it but it went back outside. It stayed in my backyard like it had laid claim to it.



3- The Road to Speak

Was driving with D in his truck. We were on a bumpy gravel road that wound through what looked like a massive flat barren farmer's field. The road led to a large beige building standing in the middle of no where. Across the top of the building was the word SPEAK in large red letters.
We stopped and sat on a bench outside the building. Didn't know what we were doing there but D told me to just sit and watch. So I did.
Later people crept onto the land, taking handfulls of dirt and they'd sneak away again. I took pictures of the thieving people until an old man told me to stop. I only told him..."Back off gramps" and then started taking pictures of him just to piss him off. He left and I simply kept shooting photos of the dirt thieves.
A little blond girl appeared. Asked me to take a pic of her with the canadian flag. I tried to but I couldn't find the right angle. A huge abandoned and run down building appeared behind her. The windows were smashed out and black.
I positioned her in front of the building and told her that one day she can show the pic to her kids as a reminder of ... (can't remembe what now). We then walked and had a long conversation that now that I think back on it made absolutely no sense. But in the dream it seemed we were both making valid yet calmly conversed ?revolutionary? statements towards one another.



4- Fish Woman

Was in an office building looking over a stair rail. The levels seemed to drop off into a black eternity and I was really curious as to what was at the very bottom.
Saw a woman coming up the stairs. A group of eager men followed her. A guy came up beside me and said... "To get her attention you have to bait her."
I didn't know what the hell he was talking about, but he whipped out a fishing pole that had a small fish on the end. He lowered it down into the space that the stairwell surrounded. A few moments later the woman saw the fish. The guy reeled it back up. The woman followed and went right to him.
I remember laughing, thinking that was insane.
She snapped on him and shoved him over the railing down into the abyss. She looked at me as if to come after me next. I told her I didn't see a damned thing. She smiled, her teeth were yellowed and black with rot spots. She started towards me but I took off out the glass doors.
Ended up flagging down my brother and his girlfriend for a ride.


<<<< 450th DREAM >>>
5- The Flag Parade

Rushed to a parade. Had my cam out and someone behind lugging my camera bag. They tried to convince me I&#39;d get hurt if I tried to take pix of the parade. (the crowd was full of racist folks... what fun). I couldn&#39;t resist and didn&#39;t really care if I did get hurt.
Took pics from the sidewalk. The event was horribly disorganized. I decided to jump right into the parade. Started snapping photos of the people as they swore, called me down, made obscene and threatening gestures at me. I loved it. I kept telling them...&#39;Yeah, that&#39;s it.. work it baby...make me feel the hate&#39;... just to be extra annoying.
Got to the end and there was a large hunk of wood blocking off a side street. A Canadian flag on one end and an American on the other. A crowd of people were on the parade route side yelling and swearing at an indian guy in a dumpy blue truck on the blocked side. I ran over and yelled.."Smile for the camera you racist pigs&#33;" and started taking pictures like crazy. The angry mob dispersed. I took a few pix of the guy in the truck. He posed up a storm.
Moved down the street. At some point it turned into a long building, sort of looked like a mall. Passed one room there was an old woman explaining something to a young girl. I pointed the camera at them and the old woman shook her head and said.. &#39;Move along&#39;. I did.
Came to an old guy with really long white hair. Asked if I could take his pic. He nodded so I took a few shots of him.
Moved along and was looking at the display screen on the back of my cam, flipping through all the images so far, when I heard a male voice say, "Hey"
I looked to the right and there was an old guy with kind of wavy white hair. He said, "You better watch or you&#39;ll miss something. You&#39;re always behind that camera." I nodded and asked if I could take his picuture. He said no and just vanished.
Wandered outside to a field full of pews. They were full of clean cut suit wearing guys. They were all weeping. Couldn&#39;t resist. Started taking pix of them too. MOved on to a small grouping of indians. There was an old guy in a plush red leather recliner. He got up and I ran over and planted my ass in the chair. People told me to get out, said I had no right being in that seat but I wouldn&#39;t be moved. Felt good to rest.
I remember seeing my cousin L coming toward me from the crowd and I woke up suddenly.

*** Saw R in this dream, right in the beginning as I was pushing through the crowd. I saw him and thought..that guy looks so familliar... but didn&#39;t realize who he was till after I woke up and was thinking about this dream.

Originally Posted by Oneironaut

Heheh. Good stuff.
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Hey O&#33; I didn&#39;t know you&#39;d sneaked in here in between my postings.
Yeah, that dream was was good... too bad I didn&#39;t go lucid. Could have been so much better.

Sept 7th

1- Return to the Movie Store

Walked around a small mall. Went into a video store and it looked exactly like the one I used to work at. The clerk was being harassed by some ass about late fees. I slipped behind the counter and told the guy off and told him to get out and come back and plead his case before the store manager if it&#39;s that important. Quit harassing the poor clerk. The guy left, pissed off.
Saw the store was totally disorganized. Asked the guy why the store was in such rough shape, started dictating to him, clean this, stock that, sweep there, dust those movies off, wash the cases, alpahbetize the games...etc etc. Haha. I think I gave the poor guy a harder time than that customer.



2- Searching

Was walking alone though a field. The path was really narrow, almost overgrown with weeds. Kept looking around myself searching for something or someone. Didn&#39;t know what I was looking for but had this overwhelming feeling that I was going to miss &#39;whatever&#39; if I didn&#39;t find it soon.



3- Zek

In a warehouse or garage A group of people I were talking about something important. (can&#39;t remember what now)
An alarm went off. Everyone scattered. I didn&#39;t know which way to go. A guy who looked like Dave Chapelle grabbed me and dragged me with him. Caught up to a small group and we piled into a white car.
&#39;Dave&#39; shoved me into the back seat. There was already a guy sitting in the back looking out the window. Dave slid in behind me and pulled me back, tried to make me climb over an sit on the other side of him but the other guy grabbed my other arm and said, "She&#39;ll be fine here."
Dave let me sit where I was though he didn&#39;t look too happy about it. Two more people crammed into the back and the car took off.
Dave blabbered on about something to the two people on the other side of him. I got that creepy feeling someone was watching me. Turned and looked at the guy on the other side of me. He was watching me and smiling. I told him to stop staring but he only smiled even more.
He told me I was too tense. Needed to relax. He massaged my thigh. I was going to tell him to stop but it felt too good.
I suddenly recognised him. Called him Zek. He grinned, nodded and kept working his hand up my thigh. I couldn&#39;t stop him. Felt powerless to. And I"ll end it there.

Sept 8th

*massive migrane attack yesterday, went to bed at 5pm woke up at 7:30 am today, many short odd dreams, can&#39;t remember them all*


1- Sis&#39;s Mug Shot

My sister came to me with an odd request. She wanted me to take her pic to use as he mug shot. Set up the lighting and all, positioned her on the stool and got her ready. Went to grab my camera and it was gone. Started ransacking the place looking for it. Couldn&#39;t find it. This feeling that was very much like heart break came over me.
Sis got mad, started bitching that I lost my camera on purpose, that I didn&#39;t want to take her pic because I was jealous of her beauty and other stupid shit like that. Typical stuff she&#39;d say being the vain bitch she is. Tried to explain that I really did lose my camera but she didn&#39;t believe me.



2- Canoe-ers

On shore watching something like a canoe race exept there were two rows of men in the long narrow boat. They were dressed like cyclists, streamlined helmets and all. Instead of paddles they used huge guitar pick like things.
For whatever reason, I jumped into the water and swam after them sure I could swim as fast as they could paddle. They left me far behind. Suddenly got the feeling that there were sharks in the water. Swam like crazy to a car that was floating in the water. I was massive, wide and long, just floating there. Climbed onto the hood and finished watching the race.



3- Giant Blackwidow

&#39;Woke up&#39; in bed. Looked over at my closet, the light was on. It hurt my eyes and made my head feel like it was going to explode. Got up to shut out the light but saw a huge spider web in the doorway. Backed away and watched as a huge black widow skittered onto the web and started fixing it.
Called D. He came and saw the giant spider and said..."That&#39;s not possible...they don&#39;t get that big."
The spider then came off the web. It had a huge bubble in which an insect buzzed around. D kept saying that&#39;s not possible. I knew it wasn&#39;t possible but I didn&#39;t care. I only wanted the closet light out so my head would stop hurting and I could go back to sleep.
D tried to find the spider to kill it. He turned the main light on and it hurt my head and eyes so badly that I growled...which in turn woke me up.



4- Toiletless Bathroom

In a large bathroom. Checked all the stalls, there were only large buckets where the toilets should be. Had to use the bathroom. Didn&#39;t want to use the buckets. Ended up hanging my bare ass out a narrow window and pissing like that.



5- Raging Water

Me, my mother and some little kid walked beside a shallow stream. Got to the end of it, which disappeared under a wall. Walked back to the other end and was going to cross the stream but my mother stopped me. She pointed off to the right, said the water was raging. Off in the distance was an ocean. The waves were steadily getting bigger. In the midst of them was a small sail boat being tossed around. I whipped out my camera, sat on the ground and started snapping photos of the boat.
My mother then screamed. She was pointing down the stream, which had become a small river full of nasty looking rapids. A guy was lying in the stream showing off or something. He lost his grip and got swept away. I ran along the river snapping pix the entire time. Came to a part of the river that was frozen and he grabbed onto a large outcropping of ice. One of his friends walked out over the ice and rescued him. I was pissed off because I&#39;d wanted to get a drowning shot of the guy.
Walked back up to the head of the river. Mother was still there. SHe said we had to wait for the water to drain before crossing. I told her no. I stepped out onto the water and it froze under my foot. It turned to clear green ice. I walked across the water and turned to smile smugly at my mother to prove that she&#39;d been wrong, again. She stepped onto my icy footprint to cross too but the ice gave way and she fell into the water and got swept away. I snapped pix of her as she disappeared into the rapids then continued on my way.



6- Short Lucid and Lucid FA

&#39;Woke up&#39; on my stomach in bed. My right arm was completely numb.
As I tried to move it I realized I was dreaming. The only time I feel my arms numbed is in dreams. Tried to sit up but felt like I was locked in sleep paralysis. After a monumental struggle I sat up, rolled off the bed and wondered what to do. Wanted to get outside so I ghosted through the wall under my bedroom window. It was hard to push through until I angrily informed the wall that I was dreaming and it had to let me through.
Got outside and there were cars parked all over the lawn. Didn&#39;t care. Wanted to fly. Leapt up and soared lazily around the area. As I rounded my house a blaringly bright yellow old fashioned truck caught my eye. I floated over to it and landed on it&#39;s roof.
Knowing I was dreaming, I wondered, &#39;what the hell would a yellow truck represent in a dream?&#39; Stood there for a while pondering this but then got bored. It&#39;s like I have ADD in lucid dreams...so easily distracted. Noticed that there were other yellow trucks so I leapt from truck rooftop to truck rooftop. Each truck was farther away than the last. Hopped onto the final truck and noticed that it was only half there.
Stood there wondering again...&#39;What&#39;s that mean?&#39;
I woke up suddenly, sat staight up in bed. Felt a sleep paralysis-ish tingling through my whole body. I sort of laughed as I realized I was still dreaming. I knew I was in the midst of a false awakening.
I then woke up shortly after that, told my self repeatedly to remember that dream.

*lost dreams for day before due to disorganization*

Sept 10th


1- Snake Documentary

Making a vid of snakes. Found two bright green snakes. Each had the other&#39;s tail in it&#39;s mouth trying to devour one another.
Moved in too close, scared them. They let go of one another and slithered away side by side. Tossed the video camera to someone else and we chased after the snakes.
Found them near a shallow pond. They were curled next to a larger yellowish/green snake. We stepped into water to get footage of them but the big snake lunged and constricted around the camera man.
Somehow I got the camera and simply stood there filming my associate being slowly devoured.



2- New House

In a huge house, in the kitchen actually. It was a massive kitchen stacked full of shiney new appliances. I remember trying to get the dish washer to work but there were no buttons or nobs. Had to reach up over the top and stick my hand down a narrow opening to press the buttons to start it.
When it whirred to life my hand got caught. The door opened and water gushed everywhere, all over the other appliances and shorted them out.
A woman walked in and yelled at me in a foreign language. I tried to get her to help me but she wouldn&#39;t shut up. So I yanked as hard as I could and tipped over the dishwaher. My hand finally came free. Looked at it and an odd feeling came over me, like I was supposed to remember something. But the bitching woman made me forget so I left.



3- Shapeshifter

Recall petting a beautiful dark brown horse. It&#39;s mane and tail were wavy black. I couldn&#39;t keep my hands off of it, it was the most adorable creature I&#39;d ever seen. And even if I did try to move away a bit the horse would nuzzle against me again.
At some point it changed into a large black cat, kind of like a panther. It leapt on me, knocked me over and pinned me down. I wasn&#39;t afraid, knew I didn&#39;t have to be. The big cat just sniffed at my hair, neck and chest.
It then became a tiny black kitten. I sat up and cuddled it my arms. Looked at it&#39;s eyes. They were a stunning blue with a darker blue around the center. Got up and carried it up a long set of stairs. Don&#39;t know where the stairs lead to. Don&#39;t remember ever reaching the top.



4- Teeth Again

Recall my teeth being really sore. They have been for the past couple of days.
Felt something lodged between my bottom front teeth. Don&#39;t know what I used but I angrily tried to pry the object out. In the process I ended up pulling my right front tooth clean out.
I remember the feel of it sliding out and this sickening ripping feeling as the nerves or whatever tore. It didn&#39;t hurt but felt pretty nasty.
I pushed the tooth back into place hoping it might take root again.

cool dreams. remind me never to go no a safari with you. &#39;cause something tells me you&#39;d just film me get mauled by a jaguar and let me die.

HEY&#33; Ranma, I would not leave you to be mauled by a jungle cat while I filmed... unless I were absolutely certain there was nothing I could do to save you.


This is my 500th post. Party time&#33;
The most I&#39;ve posted on any forum... EVER&#33;


Sept 11th


1- Seducing a Bastard

Don&#39;t know how we ended up in our situation, but I was attempting to bed a guy that I consider a bastard. It was all me at first and then he tried to touch me. I wouldn&#39;t let him. I stripped off his clothes until he was only clad in his underwear and then this mortifying sense of guilt overcame me. I backed off and told the guy to get dressed and wait for someone who loves him.
He pleaded at first for me to continue and then became pissed off when I wouldn&#39;t. I kept telling him he needed to wait for the one who loves him.



2- The Riot Field

A huge field was totally surrounded by picketters. There was a guy sitting in the middle of the field in a big chair. He looked sort of familiar and I felt compelled to go to him. He had long hair that hung over one side of his face and eyes that seeemed to stare straight into me.
Ended up sitting on his lap and eventually having sex with him right there in the middle of everything. After a few moments I realized we were being watched by the surrounding picketing people. I felt savagely ashamed and humiliated, climbed off the guy and left. Pushed my way past the picketters and walked home.



3- Race Around Gram&#39;s.

People gathered outside my grandmother&#39;s house, raced around it. I went out and joined in certain I&#39;d beat them all. But everyone ran twice as fast as me. I pushed harder, ran my fastest. Still was twice as slow as everyone else.
After a few laps a sharp pain exploded in my chest. I fell into the grass on the north side of Gram&#39;s house. Lay there clutching my chest, trying to breathe. Knew I was dying. No one cared.
Remember looking over and saw a large clump of strange looking mushrooms. Crazily wished I had my camera so I could take a pic of them. And then wondered it those were the type of mushrooms that would sprout up from where my carcass would rot.
***woke up suddenly and gasping for air.



Babysitting on the Beach

Was lying, curled on my side on a beach. Simply watched the ocean? or large lake water lapping up onto the shore. It was really soothing.
A man and woman approached. The woman asked me if I&#39;d watch her kid. I wouldn&#39;t at first because I really don&#39;t like babysitting. But she persisted and I eventually gave in. She introduced her son to me (can&#39;t recall his name) and then they left. They strolled up the beach hand in hand. They didn&#39;t even look back once.
The kid was non stop inquisitive. Tried to teach him to build a sand castle but he couldn&#39;t seem to get the hang of it. His kept collapsing. Even when I let him have mine, as soon as he neared it, the castle collapsed.
We continued to play in the sand. I became worried. Wondered where his parents had gotten to. Wondered if they were coming back.




5- Morphing Motorbikes

Watched a demo of a motorcycle that could morph. It would turn into a liquid silver and then shift into a new bike. All the rider had to do was imagine what he or she wanted. I was so amazed that I simply watched the bike for a great length of time.
A black guy came up to me and was trying to sell me one of the bikes. Told him no but I&#39;d like to hire him as a marketing agent to help get my business off the ground. He liked the idea and said he would as soon as his stint with the bike co. was through.



6- Near Lucid (from nap at about 8pm)

Laid in bed determined to get to the Lucid Crossroads. It took a few tries but I eventually followed my HI into a dream. It slowly started to take the shape of somehing I didn&#39;t want and I gently reminded myself that i needed to get to the cross roads. The HI then reshifted into a view of the Lucid Crossroads, the one from high above. I could see the circular shape of it, the doors surrounding it. The scene began to focus but someone walked into my room and that woke me up.
***I was so so so pissed off. Need to get a lock for my door.

Sept 12th


1- Kitten Infested

My house was full of kittens. They were everywhere, running, playing, clawing up the furniture and curtains. Rushed around trying to find and toss them all outside. Got the house cleaned out and heard one last bit of scratching. Beside my couch was a small really fluffy grey striped kitten. I picked him up and decided to keep him. I remember telling someone beside me that I&#39;d dreamed of a kitten like him before. A kitten and a teddybear dream. The other person suggested that maybe it was fate that the kitten and I ended up together.



2- Bundy Baseball

((watching too much Married with Children lately))
At a baseball game and Al Bundy was the coach for one of the teams. The losing team. They were getting their assed whupped bigtime. Watched the entire game. It was funny watching them lose.
Anyway, Al started yelling at his team mates, trying to rile them. They wouldn&#39;t be riled. Someone on the other team whipped a baseball at his head and he fell to the ground. His head it the dirt and cracked open. A dark purplish ooze spilled out and evaporated.
I knew something wasn&#39;t right and started to wonder if I was dreaming... but I woke up before I actually realized I was dreaming.



3- Antique Shop

Was raining out. Found a shop doorway to stand in. Noticed it was an Antique shop that sold old bibles and old porno movies side by side. I thought that was really effing odd, but no one else did.
Eventually moved to another shop. Went in and noticed a lot of cat memorobila. And corn husk dolls that had been dyed bright primary colors. There were hats hanging up on a wall that reminded me of the kind my grandmother used to wear. Was going to buy one but my wallet was gone.
Left the store, looked at the items outside it. Noticed a guy who reminded me of Blade. He was following me. I quickly left the area. Spent the rest of the dream walking and looking for a place to hide from Blade.



4- Zehrs

It was night, D, J and I came out from Zehrs with a couple of cartloads of food. I let them do all the work.
Suddenly this guy dropped two large &#39;dogbed&#39; pillows onto my back as if I were a pack mule. I turned and said, "What the hell..."
The guy said he needed help. He and his wife couldn&#39;t manage all their parcels. So I helped. Carried the beds while the guy carried armloads of boxes and his wife pushed their twins, one in each stroller.
Helped them load thier car then hopped into D&#39;s truck to leave. A red Trans Am pulled out in front of us, nearly ran into us. The driver was a blond woman. She sped away.
A red truck then pulled in front of us before we could pull out. Their interior light was on and I could see them clearly. It was a long haired blond man and a blond woman. They parked where the Trans Am had been.
We pulled out and I stared out the back window at the other truck, suddenly obsessed with it&#39;s occupants.



5- Predator

Was watching a creature that looked Like the Predator slaughtering all kinds of military like guys. This Predator had long clear claw like things that protruded out from his hand (wolverine-ish) with which he would stab and gut man after man.
He was actually after a girl who looked like Winona Ryder. He got her, choked her up a wall and lit her on fire. She simply patted it out and kicked him. Predator fell at my feet. He got up and looked at me. I knew he was going to kill me since he couldn&#39;t kill the other girl.
Winona tossed me a red lighter but Predator caught it. (what she wanted me to do with a lighter, I have no idea) But Predater hovered over me. I suddenly blurted out, "You can&#39;t kill me. I&#39;ve never done a death scene before. I DON&#39;T KNOW HOW TO DIE, YOU UGLY FUCK&#33;"
That seemed to do the trick. He turned and started killing men again.



<<< 475th >>>
6- Mendelssohn Octet

Was lying in bed wondering if I should get up. Music from the radio caught my attention. It was sort of fast and almost hyperactive sounding. I liked it so I laid there and listened to it until it was over. Once it was the male DJ&#39;s voice said, with stark clarity, Mendelssohn&#39;s Octet in E flat - opus 20. I repeated that over and over in my mind determined remember it. Felt it was important that I remember it, though I have no idea why. Rolled out of bed and started rummaging for some clothes to wear, the whole time I kept repeating that whole mendelssohn thing, almost chanting it.
Heard a door slam suddenly and I woke up.
***for my reference http://www.amazon.com/Mendelssohn-Octet-Op...6/dp/B000000AJP ((scroll down to clips))
Octet for Strings In E Flat major Opus 20: III Scherzo Allegro Legierissimo

*no D.R. yesterday morning, rudely awakened & lost dreams*


Sept 14th


*took vit B6 aprox 1.5 hrs before bedtime*
*couldn&#39;t sleep, DR affected, only remember fragments*


1- Poker w/ Highschool Friends

Bunch of my old highschool friends were playing poker. Rememeber I wanted to play too but had no cash. One guy slapped a block of cheese into the pot and it was accepted. I told them I had cheese too and asked if I could play. They asked which kind, told them mozerella. They said no, mozeralla is worthless.



2- 4 Streams

Was in bathroom, standing up urinating in a toilet. Looked down and saw that there were 4 separate streams of urine streaming from my body each shooting in a different direction. Never even struck me as odd.
No... didn&#39;t look down to see wtf was going on down in that area. Now that I think of it I&#39;m glad I didn&#39;t look down.



3- Barn Movie/Bike Crash

Remember waiting for a movie to start, the screen was in a massive barn. The place was packed. A row of about 5 or 6 guys stood before the screen, mooned us all and then took off on BMX bikes. One of the guys came by me and crashed on his bike. I remember him lying on the floor yelling "My dick&#39;s broken&#33;" over and over again. If found it quite hilarious.
((actually seen a guy in that postition before, racked up on his motor bike at the corner next to my grandmother&#39;s house, he was rolling around on the ground holding himself yelling the same thing))



4- Overstuffed Fridge
Looked in my fridge it was overflowing with food. It fell out and I kept trying to stuff everything back in to close the door.

said no, mozeralla is worthless. [/b]

HA&#33; awesome

Originally Posted by Gez

HA&#33; awesome
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MOZARELLA IS DELICIOUS i know that in canada u wont eat anything if its not a freshly picked apple or a krispy kreme (just kidding icedawg...) but mozarella sticks are the bees knees.

Yeah. Mozzarella is the shit. I may be drunk as all Hell, but I gotta agree with that.

Who&#39;d have thought a cheese dream would provoke so many responses.
And fyi... I love mozz. It is the shit.

Sept 15th 06


1- Vehicle switch/Dead Ends

D had traded his truck for a black trans am. A bunch of us were crammed into it. I hated it so much, the feeling of being pressed against others.
We drove away on a highway and after a while the road just ended. We veered to the right, through the grass and onto the highway that ran parallell to the one we were on. After a bit that highway ended too and we had to drive through the grass to another roadway. This happened severa times before we found a highway that seemed to go on for quite some time.



2- Casino

My sis and I were at a casino. I played quarter slots. Sat my token bucket atop my machine. Et slowly moved away as if it were on a conveyor belt. A couple of guys had noticed my tokens sneaking away so I asked my sis to grab them before the guys did. She told me to Fuck off and leave her alone. I got up, rushed over and snatched my tokens before the guys could. Lost my machine as soon as I got up from it.
Went to a different part of the casino and played with my winnings. A guy hit the jackpot near to me. He was so happy he was jumping and screaming, "I can&#39;t believe it...I can&#39;t believe it... somebody slap me so I know I&#39;m not dreaming&#33;"
I ran over to him and gave him one hell of a bitch slap, nearly knocked him over. He laughed, grabbed a handfull of his winnings and tossed them into my bucket. I went and continued playing quarter slots.




3- Trapped Upstairs

Was on the second level of a house that was in the process of being constructed. Dont know how I got up there. I looked for a way down and there were no stairs. The house didn&#39;t have walls on two sides. I kept moving from one wall-less section to the other, called down to the people below. They ignored me or laughed at me.




4- Totem Town/Perpetual Gorillas

Was driving a small van (I think it was like a hippy van) through a small town. All of the houses were huge and beautiful with massive pillars. When I really looked at the pillars adorning the fronts of the magnificent houses I noticed they weren&#39;t just pillars but intricately carved totem poles.
I slowed and admired the carvings, they were so amazing. Stopped in front of a store that had several rows of totem pillars in front of it. The poles were repeated carvings of owls or birds of prey, and they would spin in the breeze.
Drove on and saw 3 massive gorilla statues. One would leap into the air and come down in the middle of the outer two. The outer two would fly up in the air, arc across and land in each other&#39;s places. when they landed the middle gorilla would fly up into the air again. Like a giant stone perpetual motion machine. I wanted to take a pic but was caught up in the traffic f low, no where to pull over.

Sept 16th 06


1- The Iffy Tornado

Walked down a road. Saw a big tornado form in the distance. I ran for the nearest house. The whole time I ran I glanced over my shoulder to see where the twister was. It kept sputtering out. As if it was really weak and struggling to stay formed.
Got to a huge old house. Ran into the basement where a family was cramming into a very small narrow rectangular hole in the floor. They invited me in so I squeezed in too. Somone on the outside put a thick board over the opening and nailed us in. I suddenly felt as if I were in a casket. Each time the hammer slammed down on the board the space we were in got darker.
Eventually we were in pitch black and I was on the verge of panicing.
Someone eventually ripped the board open, said the tornado was gone. I climbed out of the hole first and looked around. The landscape had been stripped clean of vegitation in some spots. The house we were in was gone. But I had the nagging feeling the tornado would be back, it was looking for me.




2- Missing Sister

Was looking for my sister. She was missing for a while. I had an idea of where to find her. Approached a huge building and knew she was somewhere inside. But there was no visible door into the structure. I moved over to the next building and there was greeted by a friendly black lady. She sat me down and asked me a whole load of questions. I then gave her a physical description of my sister.
She wrote it down and told me she&#39;d get back to me as soon as she found the type of woman I was looking for. It dawned on me that I&#39;d just unknowingly joined a dating service.
Feeling like an idiot, I only nodded and left. As I exited the building I noticed my brother being dragged towards the nieghboring building, the same one I knew my sister was in. His face kept changing to J&#39;s and back again. Was going to investigate but suddenly wondered if they were rounding &#39;us&#39; up? Took off and left him to his fate. (he&#39;s a bastard anyway)



3- Breathing Underwater

Rushed to a destination. Knew I was late. Got there, it was the edge of a wide canal. People were swimming across it, a race I think. I changed into a bathing suit right out in the open and practically pleaded to be allowed to swim too though I was late. I was given permission and dove right in.
By the time I was half way across everyone esle was done. I kept swimming. I wanted to finish it even if I would be last.
A monster wave appeared out of no where and swallowed me up. As hard as I struggled I couldn&#39;t surface. I thought, "I can&#39;t die like this. Not again." I suddenly wondered if I was dreaming. Opened my mouth and inhaled. To my surprise I could breathe.
I knew for certain I was dreaming but still couldn&#39;t seem to surface. A strong current would whip up around me and pull me back down. So I quit trying to surface. Instead I swam deeper. The water became really murky and green. Could barely see anything. I simply willed the water to clear. It did and it was perfectly clear though tinted a light shade of green.
Along the bottom there were a bunch of treasure chests. I tried to pry a few open but they were locked tight. Had huge padlocks and I wondered if they were pickable. Swam around looking for something that I might be able to use as a pick.
Actually came across a key. Tried it on the chests and it didn&#39;t unlock any. Decided I&#39;d try each one no matter how long it took.
Odd fish and biolumenesent creatures occasionally swam past, distracting me. It would take a while to remember what I&#39;d been doing and get back to it.
As I swam over to the last of the treasure chests something slammed into me and pushed me against the wall of the canal. It pressed hard against me and held me there. I think it was a mermaid, or merman, something of the sort. I couldn&#39;t tell if it was male or female. It pried the key from my hand and screeched something (can&#39;t remember what) but the sound startled me and I woke up.

Sept 17th 06


1- Barfight

Was in a bar, an odd mutation of Rumbles. Can&#39;t recall if I was drinking or not. Didn&#39;t feel a buz of anykind. My sister was wasted and argued with everyone. As soon as someone would tell her off she&#39;d run to me and say we had to kick so and so&#39;s ass. I kept telling her no. I wasn&#39;t there to kick asses.
She eventually got mad at me and tried to push me into a fight. I laughed at her and told her to sit her drunken ass down. She did eventually but kept annoying and annoying me. i was on the verge of kicking the living crap out of her when a guy in sunglasses appeared and dragged her away. She got banned from the place but stayed just outside threatening to kick my ass. &#39;Sunglasses&#39; told me he&#39;d escort me home if need be. I remember thanking him and turning to watch my sister outside the bar throwing a drunken hissy fit. I remember feeling so relieved that I didn&#39;t turn out like her.



2- Head of the Class

Roamed halls of what seemed to be a mix of all the high schools I&#39;d ever attended. Couldn&#39;t find my class. I&#39;d be in a NFHS hallway and know that the class I was looking for was just around the corner, but when I rounded the corner it would switch to PJCVS, LSHS or HSS. It kept shifting just when I was sure the class was just around the next corner.
Finally found my class. The desks were arranged so that the formed a triangle to the back of the class. All the desks were full except for the very first desk at the very tip of the triangle. I sat in it and felt horribly uncomfortable. Didn&#39;t like all those people behind me. Got up and left. Went looking for the library but couldnt&#39; find that this time.



3- Waterford Dogshop

Walked to Waterford. At the end of the bridge was a store. Realized I was pushing a buggy. In it was a small chocolate brown dog in a baby bonnet. I manovered the buggy into the store and looked around. It was all dog supplies. As I was browsing the dog hopped out of the buggy and took off.
Chased it through the store. At some point it changed into a Jack Russel Terrier and sort of looked like my dog Muttface. Finally got a hold of her and had to open a collar and leash to put on her. I then loaded 15 dollars worth of pet merchandise into the buggy and took it up to the cashier. Swiped my bank card through the debit machine and started punching in my pin #. Suddenly realized I was broke. I told the teller that my card wasn&#39;t working and needed to go to the bank to get a new one. Would be right back. Took off, muttface in tow with her new stolen collar and leash.
Met the others outside and we all took off in seperate directions.



4- Butterflies and Birds

Remember inspecting a huge shed with a glass window. Behind the window were dozens of huge cocoons. Some were &#39;hatching&#39;. The butterflies would drop to a ledge and crawl to cut up fruit to eat.
Three orange butterflies slid through the slit at the bottom of the window and fluttered away. I chased after them, camera ready nab a pic of one. Two flew high into the sky. One fluttered to the ground near to a small brown bird. The bird caught the insect and ate it.
Heard other birds, looked like cedar waxwings, making a racket. Knew there had to be a nest near by. Checked a pine tree and there was a nest with an oversized, featherless bird in it. It was really ugly, looked more reptilian than bird. Atop that &#39;bird&#39;s&#39; back sat a smaller yellow feathered bird. I tried to take pix of the odd birds but my camera wouldn&#39;t focus on them both. Only one or the other. Went inside, frustrated.



5- Abducting Pseudo Ape

Was walking with a little kid through a hilly park. I remember it was near sunset, the light was gorgeous almost perfect for landscape shots. As I was admiring the scenery this thing that looked like a freaky cross between an ape and a leemur. It scooped up the kid, bounded away and dove into a hole in a hillside.
Went to a nearby house. Told an old man what happened. He got us all dressed up in ww1 army uniforms and we went to find the kid.
Along the way I got distracted by the sunset over a large pond. It was an amazing scene. Whipped out my cam and started taking all kinds of pix. Forgot about the kid.

Originally Posted by Vex

I knew for certain I was dreaming but still couldn&#39;t seem to surface. A strong current would whip up around me and pull me back down. So I quit trying to surface. Instead I swam deeper. The water became really murky and green. Could barely see anything. I simply willed the water to clear. It did and it was perfectly clear though tinted a light shade of green.
Along the bottom there were a bunch of treasure chests. I tried to pry a few open but they were locked tight. Had huge padlocks and I wondered if they were pickable. Swam around looking for something that I might be able to use as a pick.
Actually came across a key. Tried it on the chests and it didn&#39;t unlock any. Decided I&#39;d try each one no matter how long it took.
Odd fish and biolumenesent creatures occasionally swam past, distracting me. It would take a while to remember what I&#39;d been doing and get back to it.
As I swam over to the last of the treasure chests something slammed into me and pushed me against the wall of the canal. It pressed hard against me and held me there. I think it was a mermaid, or merman, something of the sort. I couldn&#39;t tell if it was male or female. It pried the key from my hand and screeched something (can&#39;t remember what) but the sound startled me and I woke up.
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if you were lucid, why didnt you like just blast the chest open with fingerfire (thats my word for when you point your finger at something and make it explode/catch fire), or simply touch it and unliock it? if yur lucid it should be able to get through a lock like a bb gun through the french army. keys are for the unenlightened. sounds like an interesting dream, but i hate water dreams. (maybe you dont) if i was lucid in a situation like that, id prolly leave the water and go somewhere else. whenever im underwater, the waters always dirty and stuff, so i hate it.