Your preferred name?
Smushy
Your age?
17
Your occupation (optional)?
Student
When and how did you find out about lucid dreaming?
I used to(and still do quite a bit) make attempts to tap into my creative side, because despite any significant works, I have always wanted to be somewhat of an artist. So, constantly having creative, interesting dreams really pushed me to build off the stories my mind provided. From then on, I was constantly looking for any symbolism (and thus analyzing) my dreams to make more effective themes for the stories I made. Like with all things, I would be off and on, and lack any motivation, despite my discipline and goal to find something---I mean, anything to make me feel I had some talent I can excel at.
Suffering from unusual "seasonal" insomnia made my thirst for dreams even stronger, so I always looked into not just how I could remember my dream, but also how I could make them longer and more vivid. I searched for ways to have the complete experience a dream could offer. All the while, even though I never noticed, the dreams I did have were telling stories that presented a message for me---a message that expressed my doubt that I would never have a clear understanding of the "truth". My anxiousness was driving my brain to smush, and I figured that the only "truth" that could satisfy me is...well, whatever I want that "truth" to be. So, my research on what dreams can be when seeking that pure artistic aspect of me, and my spiritual quest to figure out what beliefs and morals are at the roots of my being that could make me happiest, has led me to the subject of lucid dreaming.
Sorry for the long answer. 
How familiar do you feel about the basics of sleep and dreams?
I can be a slow learner. Let's just say I'm that member who is constantly yelling out "QUESTION!" in the chats.
Are there any techniques which you want to master yet?
I'm greedy, so I want to master them all. 
What are your ultimate goals when it comes to dreaming?
I think my answer to how I found out about lucid dreaming answers this question too. I want to have the experience of unleashing every ounce of creative juice in my body, and maybe have a bit more potential to find a talent. I mean, maybe I won't excel at this, but it might lead to other things. Also, to learn a little more about myself; obviously it takes more than just dreaming, but I think this will be an cool method to try along the way. I mean, it does interest me, after all!
Any other hobbies that hold your interest?
Nothing that holds my interest, sadly. I did paint for a while. I do have a small interest in writing, but that comes and goes. There isn't a whole lot (barely anything, actually) that really keeps me fascinated and willing to learn more. I really hope lucid dreaming isn't something that just fades away. My interest in it has been building up for years, so I hope realizing this aspiration doesn't defeat the purpose of having the aspiration in the first place.
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