I really did fall in love. I've also experienced this "fake love". She didn't feel the same, though. Of course, it was clear to me that any relationship between us would fail epically, so I decided it was best we be friends....but eventually our friendship was ripped apart due to her refusal to tell the truth. I still think of the girl who was subject to my desire every day. She was the best friend I had in a long time. I probably would have forgotten sooner, but I have not anyone to replace her. It's weird, she was so nice, but she was an extremely subtle attention whore. Guess I got lured into her trap. But still, I wish we were still friends.

I envy psychopaths, who are incapable of feelings such as fear or love. They do not carry typical human burdens.