Hey...
So I realize that a lot of people say things like:

"non lucid dreams are almost like watching a movie, you don't really have control of what you do."
"I am on auto pilot in my non lucids and just do random things."
"I am never finished with the plot when I wake up."
"It is like I am an idiot in the dream."

I have dreams that are like the above ^^^ at least I had some dreams like that before I started LDing. I always loved dreams because it was like escaping to a magical faraway land. When I learned about LDing I flipped. I can control my dreams?!?

Anyways back on subject (stay on target). I am normally very "Aware" in my non lucid dreams. Not really aware that I am dreaming, but aware of what is around me. I used to separate my dreams by "dreams that I am in charge." and "dreams that I am just watching."

Dreams that I am just watching were like the ones people described above.

Dreams that I am in charge I constantly am discovering amazing things. I am normally being chased or something of the like and when I think why I am being chased I come up with a normal reason like "I stole his diamonds!" and I can remember fully doing this. When I am running I will start remembering other dream elements that didn't seem to exist before. It even happens in the first dream of the night when I have no previous dream. Because of this constant creating of "fake" dream memories, my non lucid dreams are normally very long seeming and very meaningful. I will share the one I had last night.

Spoiler for Dream 1:


That was last night. I was very confused to wake up in my bed and not in heaven.

Spoiler for Dream 2:


That dream was a few months ago.

In these dreams as in almost all others I have a past that seems to just program itself into my mind and I also have choice and my full consciousness, I just have my full consciousness with a different past.

Share experiences, or tell me what you think about it.