I'm no expert, and do not claim to be. My opinion is that you could be experiencing a negative entity or spirit. It could just be your minds natural way of dealing with painful emotions. I have only had the experience one time where I was sleeping with a woman that I slept with in real life while I was asleep. It was spectacular, and too good to be true kinda feeling at the same time. It was the only time I had what you may refer to as a wet dream, and the thing is, I had a normal sex life at the time, and was not going through a drought, or hard times emotionally. But I have had sexual relations with other unknown women in other dreams, but none had the same outcome (no pun intended) as the previously mentioned experience with the woman I knew in real life. But in all seriousness I felt uneasy about it afterwards, and then learned what a supposed succubus was/is, and then I got turned off to the idea of having such dreams. I know some of you will reply and say that a succubus was just something that the church made up to keep people in line, but nonetheless, I would prefer not to have sexual relations with a demon, entity, etc. Even if I am overthinking it, I prefer real women. Now It would be interesting to know if any 2 lovers, partners, etc have had time with each other while both were in a meditated state or lucid dream, and then were able to both remember their experience.
(That's some Hunter S Thompson type stuff)
The reason I feel the way I do is because I had a dream that my female cousin was trying to make a sexual advance towards me. Its kinda funny and very odd at the same time. This dream was about a month ago. I am 32, my cousin is like 27 or so, and though she is attractive, I am not into incest, and she has never acted like that in real life. We don't even live in the same state (several states apart).
I'm not an expert lucid dreamer, but sometimes I get signals that things aren't real, and then I become aware that it is a dream, or at least no that things don't add up.
You see, she lives in a rural area on the south east coast of the United States, and in the dream I was having we were in the major metropolitan city area far from her house, we were in what looked like a nice hotel hi-rise and probably at least 10 floors high. What I like to do when possible in dreams is to pick up phones, try to turn on tv's, use electronics, turn on the a/c, etc. , and these things do not work correctly in dreams as they should in reality. So the weird thing, besides being in a hotel with my cousin who is trying to make sexual advances and seduce me while half dressed , while she was laying in the king size looking hotel bed was that I could see a major highway out the window and there were no cars on the highway except for police cars that were parked sideways across all lanes of both directions of traffic, and on several surrounding streets, but no cars. Weird right? So tv did not work, hotel phone did not work, the a/c did not work when I tried to use it, and the cell phone that I was trying to use to attempt to call her mom or dad (my aunt and uncle on my moms side) did not work, and wasn't even a model of phone that I own. And she kept telling me just relax and enjoy the moment. That is why I believe negative energy, spirits, demons, jinn, entities, etc are possible scenarios that could happened to someone. I kept telling her that she was my cousin and that we were not supposed to be doing this, and she just kept attempting to kiss all over me and damn near rape me. I guess the empty roads with police road blocks everywhere could have been a sign from my spirit helper signalling to me with flashing lights that this was not right and not real. For the record, no I did not try or want to have sexual relations with my cousin. That's just odd to me.
But yea, trying to operate real world technology in a dream is usually a good indicator that something is not right. It took me several dreams in the past to figure this out. I had a dream once that I was in a county jail or something, and had a land line, and 2-3 cell phones and a tv remote with me in the cell. I somehow could not piece it together in the dream that hmmmm, thats a bit off, but I knew it was screwy when I woke up. Ever since then the jail phone dream, I have been able to sometimes trigger myself into a semi-lucid dream by trying to use electronics, and sometimes realize that i'm dreaming. But it is still very difficult for me at times to realize i'm dreaming, even if an elephant with a disney billboard is walking through my room. Ha ha
Anyways, I am just sharing, and no offense to anyone.
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