Few years ago i was an active participant in this forum, and a dabbling lucid dreamer.
The past years i have not had any dream at all, am i loosing my ability to dream?

I remember suddenly not being able to remember my dreams, forgetting to write them down etc, later i was completely demotivated, tried getting back using WILD's and bineural beats, but nopes, the WILD's did not work and i was getting physical angst from listening to bineural beats late in night. Then i stopped completely, had no dreams straight for atleast a whole year, save from very unclear dreams where my state of consciousness was too weak to actually discover the dream, then bad habits started, i played games late into the night, didnt drink any water at all, spended more time looking at porn than actually doing productive and fun things.

Can i return? I mean, what would it take? I forgot everything, and DILD's are impossible, MILD's are far beyond my patience and WILD's simply fail no matter how hard i try. And a few months ago i became completely skeptic about lucid dreaming, meditation, followed the wave of ignorant and stupid teenagers, "meditation is buddist bullshit wich dosent work at all" "lucid dreaming is stupid new age/wiccan/santaclausian crap" etc. etc. And now i just live a stressfull, dreamless, workhorse life with no content at all. Once upon a time i would dream every night and be lucid half of the times, but theese times are gone.