 Originally Posted by sivason
It may be hypnogogic stuff, but HH or HI are fairly obvious. They can be about anything from sounds to feelings, but they will be a realish seeming thing. It is not just daydreaming or wandering thoughts. It is like a drug induced state, what you experience is likely to be kind of obvious, like a bell ringing or some one calling your name. The visual stuff will have some actual color or visible intensity.
I can see one thing that you will want to change. You should not be reaching numbers as high as the 90's without getting drifty. Each time you get a distraction, just start over at 1. You will soon get to where you drift or get distracted before you reach 20 or so. The act of trying to remember your place, keep your place, or worry about if you miscounted, will keep your mind awake.
Never forget the one key thing in a WILD. You must fall asleep! Now, the real trick is how do you stay aware AND fall asleep? No easy answer, but that is what you are trying to do. Use the counting like this. If you must think about it at all, just start back at one. If you are getting distracted at around 12-25 breaths, then you are in the zone. You should be asleep, and staying rigidly focused is counter productive. Being able to count to 15 while asleep is actually impressive if you think about it! The mental focus it would take to count correctly will surely keep you awake, so let it be a auto-pilot activity, you are counting 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12, pumpkins are pretty, they smell like pie,???, oh, 1,2,3,4,,,, and so on. However, if you are getting distracted before you reach 8 or 9 then you may be getting a little to unconcious, if yo are loosing count before 4 then you will need to pull a little more focus for just a moment. 1,2,3, that guy was a jerk, he looks like a frog, huh, 1,2,3 ferrets, deoderant, huh, 1,2, whats for lunch,,,, wait, what am I doing? ok, don't loose it, you are trying to dream, stay aware, ok, 1,2,3,4,5,,,,,
I had a thought, what if you do WBTB and don't get up, the only physical thing you do is turn your alarm off then lie back down. Wouldn't this be easier because your mind is already in a sleepy state, all you have to do is maintain a certain level of awareness as your mind begins to drift back to sleep quickly. I tried this once and I ended up just falling asleep, but do you think this is worth trying consistently?
Also is it possible to prepare yourself for a DILD in case a WILD attempt fails as a backup? or is DILD really more of rolling the dice kind of deal?
Also when you are in a LD are you aware enough to be able to wake up on command? Should you be aware of your physical presence as well? If I touch someone who is in a LD will he feel this inadvertently in his dream or feel it on his body because he is also physically aware as much as he is mentally?
I have so many questions, I'm trying not to overwhelm
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