Hey Mr0Blonde, re. Your fear of HA flying, have you tried adding a machine to help you rationalise your flying? I mean a flying machine of course! I've done some hang gliding and have a natural fear of falling from height, but a wierd thing happens when I am clipped into a hang glider - the fear of heights almost disappears! If you have the chance, try and get a (real) air experience flight in a glider (sailplane). That's probably the best way to experience what I mean. You may find in your LDs that with something supporting you your fear diminishes.

As an aside, when I was flying, I never dreamed about it, but now that I have stopped, I find I dream about it quite a lot - that is, flying like superman but with my arms outstretched.