Actually, I'm not quite sure that's SP. Pain flashes? Hmmm...it could be that you have gotten something people refer to as vibrations. We mostly think of these special effects as noise, because they might occur but are not necessary when wilding, same applies to SP.
We also have a great class about wilding if you are interested, it's here:
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Edit: Oh, something else I forgot to add, but it is actually quite important.
I was pretty excited until my eyes began to slowly open by themselves, and I get scared of what I will see when they are fully opened, and I close them forcefully, and in the blink of a cosmic eye all the feeling is gone and I "wake up" again.
This does sound like you might have transitioned in the dream. However, you were distracted with the thought of SP and the scary stuff. Don't expect scary stuff! Something might be there or not, it can be just your empty room, or something positive can happen, like you can hear cool music coming from somewhere, etc. If it is a dream, your mood and state of mind are affecting it. It is much better to be in a calm, positive and investigative mood. That's what lucid dreaming is about. Be happy and excited and think about what goals you want to achieve in the dream. Good luck!
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