Sorry to ruin the parade and not to mention disagree with most others, but I actually suggest you drop lucid dreaming in its entirety until you get your psychosis under control. Even if there really is no risk, it's better to be safe than sorry.
RCs may not actually work around this depending on how bad your psychosis is, since RCs can and do fail on occasion, and they're probably more likely to if you're experiencing psychosis. I'd might as well explain why, so bear with me for going off-topic.
The success of an RC most often depends on:
a. your expectations
and b. your attention to the result of the RC
A is more relevant here. People often have their RCs fail because they automatically assume they're awake and don't truly question their reality. As a result, a clock will look normal, or a lightswitch will flick on successfully while dreaming. If you're experiencing delusions and/or hallucinations (I'm making assumptions here, sorry), it can also go the other way around--it's unlikely, but still possible in IWL you'll RC and the result will be that you're dreaming.
It varies depending on the RC (e.g. a nose-plug RC usually doesn't fail as often as the clock RC since there's less room for expectation), but it still happens.
Things like delusions in general are a bit risky to play around with if you're into lucid dreaming. This obviously depends on the severity of your psychosis, but one weird turn in a thought process and you could be stuck to the belief you're actually dreaming without any evidence to it (that is, after all, the definition of a delusion). I guess I'm trying to get to that the one dangerous thing, and probably the most dangerous thing, that could happen lucid dreaming-related is that you believe you're dreaming when you're actually awake. The chances of this happening are rare whether you have psychosis or not, but the worse your psychosis is, the higher the chances are.
If you and your doctor both believe with 100% confidence that at any point of time (including during a psychotic episode) you'll be able to differentiate waking life to dreaming, go ahead and keep going with LDing. But if you're even slightly unsure, I do recommend you put it off for now, until a moment comes where you can answer you'll be 100% sure.
Lucid dreaming is good, but your safety is more important than your hobbies. Be careful, and good luck to dealing with your psychosis.
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