Hello,
So Today I had a really long dream, 30-40 minutes. I remember a lot of it, and it was quite vivid. At the end of the dream, I found money on the floor. (which I think is one of my dream sings). Found a coin, and then another coin, So I said to my self: "finding money again, must be a dream, I should do a RC" (but it wasn't really me who was thinking that. It didn't feel as if I was controlling this thought, it came form somewhere else, not me, it felt like a dream and not reality, I wasn't really conscious when thinking that). so I preformed the fingers through the hand RC twice and it didn't work, so I did the blow through the nose RC, It worked, but I wasn't surprised. Came back to my friends in the dream, told them I was lucid dreaming, they looked at me funny, as if I was crazy(LOL).
So I said :, "OK, I need to do the things I want to do", I tried to change my friend's appearance, didn't work, so I wanted go to my old apartment, which was at the street I was currently at in the dream, but then another thought came "this is a dream, I should teleport" (again, I am not the one thinking that). so I closed my eyes in the dream, everything turned black, then I woke up somewhere else, don't know where, it wasn't very vivd. I wrote the dream in my DJ app, then woke up again, for real this time, in my room, only to find out that the dream I wrote in the DJ wasn't there. OMG.
Whats going? Was that a lucid dream, even though I wasn't really controlling my actions? All the RC checks and actions I took in the dream after I realized I was dreaming, were automatic. And I am really surprised that I wasn't surprised when I realized I was dreaming, because I am trying for almost a month now to LD, and I thought that I would get more excited in the dream. Who was thinking for me, was it the subconsciousness mind?
So what happened, and why couldn't I control the dream.
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