Bababa ba. I had 3 LD's this morning!! FFuuuu#*^#(%*#)@#!!
It's my mom's birthday so I woke up after around 5 hours of sleep. We had breakfast, and I was up for around 2 hours. I decided to go back to sleep because annoying relatives were annoying x)
I decided to try out SSILD again (after a long time). I remember before that it always made me have these weird sensations like my upper body was dangling mid-air. It was very uncomfortable so I stopped doing it.
So there I was attempting SSILD. After a bit, I fell asleep. I had a few non-lucids, and then I suddenly became lucid. I can't remember how or why though, which is weird (or maybe because I had too many dreams?). Anyway, so the lucid lasted only a short time, and I woke up. I rolled over and attempted a DEILD. Success! As I was laying still, I started seeing the previous dream scene form before my eyes. I imagined being in it and bam, I just kinda went into 1st person mode. So this time it was very vivid, I rubbed my hands and kept repeating "I'm staying lucid, I'm staying lucid." It was a bit easier to remember to do things this time, for some reason. Then, dun dun dunnnn.. I saw my crush. Soooo... to put it short, le sexy time commence! (Btw if you're someone I know irl and reading this right now, please don't judge me lol). So I lost lucidity and drifted off into some really weird dreams that make no sense at all. At one point, the dream returned to the dream scene where I got lucid recently, and this made me lucid again. I thought hard about my month goals, and the only thing I could remember was to punch a gorilla.
So I summoned a gorilla. It just stood there, back bent and knuckles touching the ground, not moving. I was kinda scared, even though I knew it was a dream, because the gorilla looked huge and buff and emotionless. I went near him and punched his face. His face moved back a bit, and he looked angry. HE PUNCHED ME BACK. On my left cheek. And it hurt like hell!! I staggered to the right, but before I could totally fall, he slapped me on the other side of my face, so I ended up falling to the left. I remember hearing him grunt like a true primate, before I drifted into non-lucidity and having some more weird-ass dreams.
When I woke up and wrote down my dreams (which are so much more detailed than what I put above), I thought about how I couldn't remember how I got lucid the first time. So just now I read the SSILD tutorial again, and noticed this:
Hmmmm very interesting. I'm surely gonna try SSILD more!
Also, I have concluded that my optimal WBTB time is indeed more than 90 minutes. Moreover, I have learned that WE SHOULD NEVER PUNCH GORILLAS BECAUSE THE CONSEQUENCES HURT LIKE HELL. So don't do it mmkay?
I know this was a very long post, but if you read it all, it means that...........you know how to read! Congrats!
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