Well I went down for an afternoon wild "snap" and I felt my arms go numb and exp. a full body orgasm it felt great but went away I stayed calm. Calmer than last time but then I just layed there feeling totAly relaxed it was nice but again no SP no HI and no sleep or dreams just a good body buzz I'm kind of frustrated an would like some advice please! I know every try is a step closer but damn I wish I could get a little something ya know! Also I found that once and awhile I would roll my eyes into the back of my head I would get another rush through my body anyone else do this? Please I need some incouragement I'm at a loss. I won't stop my will is to strong I've been working out taking b6 through supplements Tryed stoping yada yada yada lol today I cycled 7 mile then did laps in the pool ate an did my wild. Still couldn't pass out!!!! HELP!!!! Ok I'm done rambling.