Thread: Steph´s Workbook

I had two lucid moments again - directly when a dream was about to end - wasn't prepared to DEILD mentally unfortunately - but it's great to know, I just get lucid like that from time to time - out of nothing.

Aand - mantraing on some dreamsigns of mine did start to work maybe - it's from Stupidest Way You Missed Becoming Lucid - but anyway:

It happened again.
Sunbathing with my mother on the balcony of the house, she sold and which is ripped down.
I turn to her and said - you know - for a while I have only dreamt of this house a whole lot. But since we are really here, and all the time (I dream of it a lot) - how can that be?

She said - yeah - she sold the ground, and didn't tell me, that it would still stand - behind the two big apartment houses, I had seen, when I had been coming here to look.
Somehow I was sceptic, because we didn't own that much ground and there was a hill in it - but I thought - ah - that's the earth from where they built the new ones.
And then of course I got into a tirade how maximally unfair this would have been of my mother, to for years have this secret, and I can only dream of it.
While she sunbaths etc.

But it was muuch closer than just dreaming of it! Mantraing on it starts to work maybe?

The second lucid moment was so - I had gotten a new short hair cut, and the second time of re-cutting - all was wrong with it - pony too short, sides too long and whatnot.
Then I started to see myself in 3rd person perspective and the haircut from all sides, and it turned blonde - that tipped me off.
But woke almost directly afterwards - had been a long dream before.

I find it remarkable, because I want to try out 3rd person perspective in a lucid - esp. for darting - but didn't ever try yet.
At least I can do it from non-lucidity!


Aand - something else - I read in 501's workbook, that he twice, I believe, or once, had a lucid when having taken Valerian.
Did that twice - and one time, I was lucid that night - forgot to mention that.
But I don't like it - very hard to get out of bed.
When I have a sleeping problem - rarely - I take Melatonin, which works, and I can get up fresh in the morning - no problem.
This Valerian (300 mg - half a "strong" tablet) - while sounding so harmless - is pretty strongly sedating.
So no further motivation to do pharmacological experiments with it - too strong for my taste - and didn't expect it.
But I guess, it is a sleeping-pill, which at least doesn't interfere negatively with lucidity.