Thank you CanisLucidus!!
I agree - my 17 mg would not have been a good idea with something to do the next day.
I was sick last week and just simply felt bad and weak anyway - didn't want to add up on that yet.
Maybe middle ground next weekend - or maybe not.

Been saying it next door - if I would go down the supp route - I had to really study it - gather lots of information, and then truly play with different substances and mixtures and concentrations systematically - and that would cost quite some money and time, too.
We can't even get melatonin in the pharmacy over here let alone the other stuff by the way.
Which is soo bizarre - melatonin's tons of positive effects are beyond doubt - so why is it sort of outlawed here - that somebody should try explaining to me..?

Well - anyway - I've been moaning about not meeting my main dream-sign irl - but a bit of activity almost two weeks back, with mantraing and visualisations on our old house - like recommended - gave me two further detections!!
Its sort of receding - I'm not living there any more meanwhile, it is about to get destroyed.
First time while being sick and not motivated in any way - I just slipped out of lucidity after taking a look around and dreamt on with my story.

Then last night was some weird back and forth reasoning:
The house - I dream!
Then - no, it's getting ripped down this day - that's why I want to get something out of the empty building.
Then - noo - it has already been, so I can't stand in front of it!

The normal dream, which I forgot by now - was something nice and I wanted to go on with it actually.
But the TOTMs came out just on time for this - since there were two DCs standing behind me - I thought take the first task in stride - and so I found out, that a woman with really beautiful long black hair - has as middle name Niniana!
Groundbreaking, earthshaking news!!

Shortly thought of the aliens - I have to and I will get abducted by aliens this month!!
But somehow I reckoned, I wouldn't have enough dream quality or control - and without so much as trying - I slipped back in non-lucidity.

So I guess I should concentrate on keeping up the motivation to do something lucidly - waking up seems not so much the problem atm.
My real life darting has a dip in the moment - so that went to the back of my mind lately - but this whole alien thing with space-ship tourism - I have to!!