This isn't a whining thread, far from it, but this is a plea for help. I've been trying to LD since my join date on this website and I've practiced dilligently what (I thought) was a good routine. Do reality checks throughout the day (legit ones, not just going through the motion). Keep a dream journal and even meditate before bed.

I haven't had any luck so far and it's killing me. The fact that something so cool is possible and I'm just incapable of doing it for whatever reason is killing me because of how competitive I am (with even just myself). I think I must have built up some sort of mental barrier that makes me believe I can't do it.

So I want to start over on a completely blank state. What do you think would be the most effective and efficient routine to follow towards my first Lucid Dream? I'm interested in personal recommendations from personal experiences. I've been reading LaBerges book and I've read through 99% of the tutorials here. I just want something personal.

Will give "thanks" to all responders.