lol i feel like a total bad a$$

[NinjaNautsi]

i found this website on Friday April 15, 2011. since then i have thought very hard about all of this and decided that this could be the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. last night i tried my first time, EVER, and nearly had a lucid dream, i got very deep, down to a point to where sleep paralysis had taken hold, i had been thinking, and my thoughts were starting to wander, eventually i remembered what i was doing/trying to do. this is when i had been the deepest, and i wasnt able to go this deep again, due to the fact that when i had realized it the first time, my heart started beating extremely fast, idk whether i was excited or scared, but i kept trying and couldnt go that deep or deeper. any tips? questions? comments? also idk if this helps but i had been up since 6 yesterday morning and started trying at like 12:30 this morning, could me having been so tired have affected that i was able to get as far as i did the first time? edit: oh yea i forgot to mention 2 somethings. for some reason i didnt have any dreams last night? was it because i was so tired that my body just wanted rest? or just a random happening? also i was listening to a Delta Binural beats that had found somewhere on here, i knew that delta was for the deepest sleep (i think lol) and i was mainly just gonna go to bed, but then i decided to try to have a lucid dream.