Yo! So I'm new here but I've known about this place for a while. I seek to succeed at WILD, it's regarded as the hardest right? Well that's exactly why I've decided it's the method I'll master. So I've had about 2 lucid dreams in total, it was before I ever tried to intentionally do it and even before I knew what it was called. Interesting enough they've never been vivid, I'm certain it's not just bad recall... because my dreams have never been very vivid until I got a Dream Journal which didn't exist until after those 2 incidents. So I dunno, I guess I just got a knack for it or something.
Also there is this problem I just got tonight before signing up here...
So basically, I've never experienced SP consciously. I think I was experiencing it for the first time as I tried my hardest to keep my attention on counting, basically I slowly lost control of my body. When I first started counting I was doing it aloud and focusing on the counting, then my body started feeling tingly and stiff until I couldn't even move my lips. So I started counting in my head continuing focusing on the numbers.
Now here's the weird part, I started feeling like my body was moving VERY slowly. I thought maybe it was all in my head, until my back started to arch... at this point I had high doubts, but I completely ignored the doubts... until my head felt like it was completely up and looking forward towards the closet. At this point I felt it was necessary to risk giving up to verify whether it was in my head or not. Low and behold when I opened my eyes... my head was actually doing exactly what it felt like. So my body HAD moved against my will quite drastically >.>
I did every reality check I could to make sure, and here I am since then. FYI I'll admit I was WILDing without doing WBTB, however I still achieved what I believe was SP. I didn't expect to succeed per say, just doing it pre-WBTB as an extra measure and practice. But this is a odd issue, any thoughts or advice?
Edit: Sorry for this post being so long, but it's almost unavoidable when this is both my introduction and me bringing up an issue I'm having. Good night, see y'all tomorrow.
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