Sweet, thanks everyone for the tips and advice. I'll just stick to DILD for right now and if I wake up in the middle of the night i'll try to WILD. I've just been hung up on my brother telling me about SP because its the only thing I can relate to and the only thing i've experienced. Loss of breath, can't move, can't speak...all of the symptoms without any of the hallucinations. I would really like to have a spiritual awakening at some point in my life and I hope LDs will do the trick.