Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

**Zhaylin** · 10-03-2011 04:47 PM

To add insult to injury, I now have pink eye on top of everything else *sigh* But thankfully, it's an extremely mild case. I don't think I've ever had pink eye before.
I also have a tiny fever blister- but I've had no fever so go figure. It's already starting to fade though.
I've not been asleep yet, so I'm probably going to crash soon.

Gavin. Let them fight. Get on with your life. They're supposed to be adults. If they haven't learned how to live together yet they never will.
My mom has been swearing she's going to divorce my dad since I was a kid. She even moved up here to WV for a few months this past year. But even then, I said: "I'll believe it when it actually happens." Some people enjoy their misery.
If your folks are going senile, though... That's a whole different story and I don't know what I would do. Could you sit down with your sister and parents and try to come up with a plan?

**khh** · 10-03-2011 04:48 PM

Originally Posted by Puffin

I put a lot of big words in it too, most of which they don't even know. o3o

I wish I could do that. But I often don't know which words are "big", because they all feel equally natural to me. Also, groups like that sucks. I'm usually stuck with groups that try to write something, but just fails so I have to spend an eternity editing it to make is seem somewhat sensible.

**Puffin** · 10-03-2011 04:58 PM

Well, regular words to me are "big" to them. For instance they get tongue-tied when saying, and have trouble pronouncing, "collectivity", "autonomy", and "susceptible".

I also get people who aren't sure how to phrase things a lot in groups. I'm a stickler for properly wording things and making sure that the end product is grammatically correct, so I end up going over the entire thing after.

**NrElAx** · 10-04-2011 12:32 AM

Nothing bad but I totally messed up on a FA this morning. I've never had one so real so I just didnt notice. Usually my fa will just be me in my house somewhere in the morning and I'll kind of end up there but it usually feels like morning. But this morning I actually got out of my bed, talked to my dad and got a snack and told my dad I was going back to sleep. Then after that I woke up and was like, " was that real," and then felt around for the snack I got and it was there. Then finally after waking up several dreams later, I realized that when I woke up those two times it wasn't real. I had to ask my dad just in case because it felt so real. I didnt go to class, so I had a big wbtb basically and that's when I usually get FA.

**Puffin** · 10-04-2011 03:03 AM

Did the presentation today, by myself because one of them was late for class, and the other didn't feel like it so they said they were sick. I'd informed the teacher of the fact that the two students didn't do anything, and he called the three of us together to speak when we were all there... Right in the middle of the class with everyone listening. They both have to do their own projects now, and they're due in two days whereas I had over a week.

**tommo** · 10-04-2011 03:03 AM

Originally Posted by Puffin

I know, right? The entire project had a collaborative essay component, along with a 10-15 minute presentation.

"Let's leave it all to Puffin, and see how she fares..."

At least one of the people in my group sucks at reading off a powerpoint unless they've seen it before hand, or know what they're talking about. That will give me a bit of satisfaction. I put a lot of big words in it too, most of which they don't even know. o3o

HAHA, that's genius! And don't worry, I was that person to (who did everything).

Originally Posted by NrElAx

Nothing bad but I totally messed up on a FA this morning. I've never had one so real so I just didnt notice. Usually my fa will just be me in my house somewhere in the morning and I'll kind of end up there but it usually feels like morning. But this morning I actually got out of my bed, talked to my dad and got a snack and told my dad I was going back to sleep. Then after that I woke up and was like, " was that real," and then felt around for the snack I got and it was there. Then finally after waking up several dreams later, I realized that when I woke up those two times it wasn't real. I had to ask my dad just in case because it felt so real. I didnt go to class, so I had a big wbtb basically and that's when I usually get FA.

And that's annoying

I mean you go to all the trouble to check your reality and everything, making sure the last bit wasn't a dream, but then your mind goes and makes it seem real!

**Zhaylin** · 10-04-2011 01:54 PM

I am completely out of it. I woke up at some point last night- way before midnight, and I've not been back to bed since.
I was playing Gaia or facebook games a while ago and feel asleep at my desk. I woke up startled, thinking it was 9PM and that I had missed my appointment

My daughter's babysitting from 10-4. She has her big psychological test intake at 5:30 and my mom's supposed to come over at some point today.
I still have my cold but it's 80% improved

And I didn't have pink eye after all. Hubby said to look at the inside of my lower eyelid and if it looked like sand paper, then it was most likely pink eye. I looked but only had 2 small gritty patches. It was probably from allergies.

I did some laundry and hung up some clothes in my room to dry... so they're not going to be ready any time soon. Goodwill opens up in 8 minutes. ~~I'm going to go there, find an outfit, come home, change~~, drop my daughter off and be at my p-doc app by 10. *whew*
Then I'll come home, hop into my PJ's, wash my new clothes and MAYBE get a nap.

**EDIT**
WOOT! A light skirt and shirt are mostly dry. I can drag my feet a little longer before leaving now...

**Erii** · 10-04-2011 10:30 PM

**Mancon** · 10-04-2011 10:36 PM

I have the flu and feel horribly sick. On Thursday I have to fly 2 states away to move furniture.

**NrElAx** · 10-04-2011 10:42 PM

I hope you feel better. P.s. If u get bodyaches, take ibuprofin because it gets rid of them for hours.

**Darkmatters** · 10-04-2011 10:43 PM

Originally Posted by Erii

Magnificent - Enthusiastic - Hooray..... ?

Hang in there Mancon - a lot of recovery can happen in 2 days. Especially when you need it to.

**Arra** · 10-04-2011 10:43 PM

I have to stop buying huge bags of skittles in moments of desire for them and eating the whole bag within 12 hours. I feel sick.

**Erii** · 10-04-2011 10:45 PM

Originally Posted by Darkmatters

Magnificent - Enthusiastic - Hooray..... ?

.

I wish xD

**NrElAx** · 10-04-2011 11:21 PM

Well in my world I have officially relapsed on my opiate addiction. I need a serious reality check. God what happened to old good me from four years ago. Im just a big piece of poop like Ron Burgundy from anchorman. "60% of the time it works everytime." "Well I could be wrong, but I believe diversity is an old, old wooden ship used during the civil war era." Sorry I had to throw some quotes in there for some weird reason.

**Zhaylin** · 10-05-2011 02:17 AM

Mancon, Erii, NRelax, Dianeva.

Mancon, Moving sucks period. I can't imagine having to put up with it while sick!!

NRelax, seriously? Addiction sucks. If you want to quit, every day presents a new opportunity. If you don't, then addiction sucks that much more so! Is there someone you can call?

Blah... I'm sleepy and still sickly. My ears are gurgling again and my cough is getting on my last nerve. Every time I cough I have to run to the toilet to pee. How old am I again? 60, 70? When did my bladder become such a pansy?
I've not been to bed yet. I need to sleep at some point because I have a meeting about my daughters tomorrow morning then I have to take my youngest to the Ear, Nose and Throat Dr. That app is at least an hour away. I might reschedule it for next week though. Don't know if I have enough gas to make it there and back.
It's going to be a hectic week. On Thursday I'm riding up with my mom to visit with the boys. I'll try to get grocery money early from hubby. That'll save me an extra trip on Friday. Then Friday, my youngest has her big psychological test. On Saturday, I pick up my oldest daughter. She's going to want to come into town, but her facility is very close to where my folks are staying with friends. We'll probably spend her time visiting family (which I'll dislike almost as much as her). But my folks are only here until Sunday.

And now hubby's going to bitch because I'm going to be busy during the weekend which is the only time we have together. But we've done nothing for months now (except the occasional shopping trip) so I don't see anything being different. He'll still complain though.

**NrElAx** · 10-05-2011 02:38 AM

Yea I just saw an addiction specialist about a month ago and I was clean for a good 2 weeks and then I used again once. After that I used again a week later and thought I wasn't going to use again. Then I started using every other day and then before I knew it, I was using everyday. The good thing is that im only using once a day right now and not like two or three times a day and also I got new meds from the ER the other night to help me get back off. My withdrawal shouldn't be that bad, but the reason I started up again a year ago was because of my back injury. But I just found out recently that my back is hurting because of arthritis and I also just found out that they have injections that can take away arthritis pain for up to a year or more. Its called radiofrequency and it basically turns off and destroys the nerves where the arthritis is. These are the nerves that send the pain signals for arthritis, so with my pain gone, it should helps stay clean. Or at least give me a way better chance to stay clean. I also have bad tendonitis in my left elbow for over a year now too, and I still haven't found any good treatments for that. That has actually gotten worse over the past few days, but I dont know if its related to me using again. Ok, that's enough rambling on lol.

**Wayfaerer** · 10-06-2011 12:36 AM

I miss my doggie

**Raetin** · 10-06-2011 01:07 AM

Someone stole my bike.

**Grexxis** · 10-06-2011 04:49 PM

I live in Minnesota, it was 88 yesterday and suppose to be ~85 today. It's October 6, shoo summer SHOO.

**Darkmatters** · 10-06-2011 08:03 PM

Originally Posted by Wayfaerer

I miss my doggie

Hope this helps and doesn't just make it worse. I really feel for ya.

**Pandabear** · 10-06-2011 08:28 PM

Originally Posted by Wayfaerer

I miss my doggie

Ewh, I'm freezing and I'm dizzy.
Tomorrow we're going to watch the most boring movie in English. I would rather make some grammar! :O

**Zhaylin** · 10-06-2011 09:34 PM

Bah! I ate McD's for breakfast. Stupid, stupid me. Now my gallbladder is wanting to throw a fit. I've taken meds to try to keep it calm. So far, so good.

My parents are about to be here, then I'm going grocery shopping and heading up to the Farm with them.

I've slept almost all day today.

**Solarflare** · 10-06-2011 10:11 PM

ICO is the most fucking annoying game ever. I love it to death and everything BUT FUCK! There are no checkpoints ANYWHERE! And the girl that follows you is a bitch!