Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

He answered in questions, that's what made it annoying...He just asked typical things related to new thoughts of mine, problems, etc., the stereotypical responses.

Damn it, I'm freaking confused now...sigh.

Probably going to have to withdraw from the course before it even starts.... lol.... *sigh*

The only payment plan they offer is 30% up front and the rest over 6 weeks.... 6 WEEKS, are you fucking kidding me? How does that help in any way?
Fuck the government.... just pay for education you tight ass scumbags!

Dunno what I'm gonna do now, I guess I will work for 6 months, save all my money and go on a working holiday somewhere, and then look at getting an apprenticeship or something.

Waaaaay too lonely, ahhhhhhh! There must be another way...

All of a sudden feeling hopeless and that I will get anywhere in life and my aspirations are futile <_<

What's your reason? Mine would be motivational suffocation from lack of human contact -_-

I'd say I fall in to that category too.

Originally Posted by Wayfaerer

What's your reason? Mine would be motivational suffocation from lack of human contact -_-

I dunno. It comes and goes in between short, sparse peaks of feeling excited about life.

Yeah, I know what you're saying, I just wish one of those peaks would last for a while lol

I'm starting to worry that the cousin of the girl I like is trying to be a suck up to me. I mean like she's always happy to talk to me, and of course she wants to be just friends, but she's just being too nice to me. I'm starting to worry that she's liking me, and even though I'm kind of confused on whether or not I like the girl (not the cousin) because I can just ignore them completely, but I don't want to do that.

I just don't want the cousin ending up liking me, and the girl I like finds out, even though we're not really in a relationship. I don't understand women, why is she being so nice to me...it just doesn't make sense, I barely even talk to her that much anyway, and when we do talk it's over silly things.

She even said that when I'm done with college, that I should come over to where she lives. I'm in Texas, she's in California...like what the hell woman, you're obviously not trying to be "friends" with me anymore....


Why can't I just make a relationship in my dreams instead of getting a relative of a girl I like into liking and causing a bunch of potential conflict??

She has a great personality and all that, but she's just not my type, and even if I did like her, her cousin would be concerned, especially since I don't know her cousin that well anyway (despite her random confession of her family).

I don't know what to do, she just likes everything I do whenever I go online to talk to her on Facebook or whatever. Not saying that's a bad thing, but it seems I'm a magnet for causing affairs or something!!!!!!!!

I know I've whined about being friend-zoned, but this one just doesn't make sense at all. She is so fragile, she just sets herself up for a heartbreak that it's almost tempting to see her cry and just go nuts. I won't go into detail on this girl's status quo in life, and she's like 4 years older than me.

Fuck.
I hate this. For the past week or so, I was feeling better in general (besides normal rapid changing mood swings) but besides those, was feeling better than I usually do; but I just feel like I got hit with 1,000lbs of bricks. This will probably last now for sometime. Welcome back.

Originally Posted by Erii

Fuck.
I hate this. For the past week or so, I was feeling better in general (besides normal rapid changing mood swings) but besides those, was feeling better than I usually do; but I just feel like I got hit with 1,000lbs of bricks. This will probably last now for sometime. Welcome back.

what happen, erible?

Why do I have such a hard time maintaining eye contact? D:

Originally Posted by GavinGill

Why do I have such a hard time maintaining eye contact? D:

Coz you're too self-conscious.

Oh yeah... :[

haha so i went out tonight with some coworkers and I had too many makers marks and shiners I got pretty drunk and told everyone I liked this girl at my work (who wasnt there she is really smart) and now shes is gonna know I hate myself Im a pretty pathetic person I always like girls who think im a fucking asshole pretty pathetic I want to be asxesual so I dont give a fuck anymore I just dont care anymore

I didn't think I'd be on DV for a while but apparently I am.

People seem to be discussing their relationship-type stuff now. I would, but, it's difficult when some of the people involved know about this forum and may check it, so I can't exactly use it to vent if I don't want them to hear, lol. Also it's just too fucked up.

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

I just don't want the cousin ending up liking me, and the girl I like finds out, even though we're not really in a relationship. I don't understand women, why is she being so nice to me...it just doesn't make sense, I barely even talk to her that much anyway, and when we do talk it's over silly things.
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I know I've whined about being friend-zoned, but this one just doesn't make sense at all. She is so fragile, she just sets herself up for a heartbreak that it's almost tempting to see her cry and just go nuts. I won't go into detail on this girl's status quo in life, and she's like 4 years older than me.

I've been in both your place and hers. It fucking sucks. If you don't like her, you aren't obligated to date her or anything. You might not want to make her feel bad, but it is her problem, not yours. If the time ever comes that she makes it more obvious that she likes you in that way, let her down gently to lessen the heartbreak.

Originally Posted by stormcrow

haha so i went out tonight with some coworkers and I had too many makers marks and shiners I got pretty drunk and told everyone I liked this girl at my work (who wasnt there she is really smart) and now shes is gonna know I hate myself Im a pretty pathetic person I always like girls who think im a fucking asshole pretty pathetic I want to be asxesual so I dont give a fuck anymore I just dont care anymore

I'm quoting this so you don't try to delete your post later, lol. Did you tell the coworkers that you hate yourself and are pathetic? How would she know all that? And why are you so sure the coworkers will tell her what you said? And I bet no one thinks you're an asshole. You're probably completely making that up, being irrational about it due to self-hatred. Or that's what it seems to me, I do the same thing.


My Windows isn't working so I'm stuck on ubutnu. Really pissed off because it was working fine until I installed updates. I guess I need to get used to linux though, I should probably be switching entirely over to it anyway.

I got drunk two nights ago and did at least 3 stupid things. Three that I remember, likely more that I forget. I did forget a lot. A good friend deleted me from Steam. I also decided, while drunk, that it would be a good time to send a thankyou email to the guy in my class who I'm slightly attracted to and whose email I have (mentioned that situation on the happy/cheerful thread recently). I basically just told him I think he's nice and everyone else is mean and people are so cruel. God, why am I such a fucking retard when I'm drunk? Can I not control myself enough to at least not interact with people I don't know very well? If anyone's going to witness how insane I get while drunk, it should just be friends who I know aren't going to cease talking to me due to something I say. And it saddens me to realise I don't have anyone in my life right now who fits under that category. Anyway, for a day I didn't get a response from him, but then did. My heart was pounding as I opened the email, but it was good, perfect again. I'm still embarrassed about it but it's a lot better now.

Work is very, very stressful. I've been eating healthily for the last three days or so, but it's difficult not to eat doughnuts when I'm basically staring at them for eight hours.

I took a walk in the early morning sunrise and there was light snow on the ground. The moon was bright and exactly half full, and there were no other people about. And I kept seeing those diminuitive birds that seem to always come out in the winter. So fast and cute. And I was listening to positive music for once, reminding myself nothing matters, attaining a state in which I feel it to be true and am overcome with this extraordinary peaceful feeling. I don't think there are any other thoughts capable of making me happy lately.

Originally Posted by Erii

All of a sudden feeling hopeless and that I will get anywhere in life and my aspirations are futile <_<

"We must free ourselves of the hope that the sea will ever rest. We must learn to sail in high winds."

herm wonder why

We're coming up on 4000 likes guys!
That's something to be happy about lol

everyone.

I have to do laundry... blah... I also need to go back to Walmart because I forgot to buy the birds food.
I don't have a visible bruise from my fall yesterday, but it's still incredibly sore. Yet my left foot has a constant red discoloration across the area right below my toes (top of foot) and is more sore than my shoulder yet I did absolutely nothing to my foot My foot is also almost always puffy there. I'll never explain the workings of my body lol

4000. I just produced the 4000th like.

I'm mad at the mod of a BG forum, for my real name and e-mail can be seen by everyone there. Apart from it, I can see who has checked my profile and when. Got a little paranoid here. Also they started asking me why I don't want to post with my real name, I receive emails from people I don't care about, and my FB suffers too. Horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrror!

And the guy doesn't see where the problem is.

@Sinoblak, I remember when I produced the 1337th like on this thread. And ouch, that sucks, at least you can ignore the people's requests. I find that I just use Facebook to see what people are up to rather than updating what I'm doing (since I don't really do much anyway except post witty statuses and relationship advices (and people somehow like them lol; they're so predictable )

Time to go get my textbooks, this is going to be a drag....hope I at least get to stand behind a pretty girl in line so I can smell her scent....

:x

Originally Posted by fOrceez

what happen, erible?

idunnolol

Originally Posted by saltyseedog

"We must free ourselves of the hope that the sea will ever rest. We must learn to sail in high winds."

herm wonder why

yes ;-; point?

EWWWWW. It's a BEAUTIFUL day outside. I just started my clothes and let the dog out. I happened to glance towards the end of the house and something in the yard caught my eye: The skull of a 4 point buck (or would that be 8- 4 points on his rack on both sides). The dogs must have dragged it home from their nights of running loose. I hope no one is missing it

I should've got a jump on the day sooner. I'll be doing non-stop laundry all day methinks. When hubby gets home I'll try to have him re-tighten the clothes line. It's getting more than a little droopy.

Okay...ummmm...don't judge me

So, about 3 A.M. last night I woke up and thought I saw a HUGE snake zoom past me on my bed. I jumped up so fast right out of my bed and ran straight into a wall. Then after a minute or two I realized there wasn't any snake. Now my shoulder hurts like crazy because I hit it really hard on the wall.

Now, this actually happens to me A LOT. Usually I just see spiders and jump out of my bed without running into a wall.