Would like to start my post by saying that I am fully accepting of a DV orgy. Just putting it out there (he, he.) |
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Would like to start my post by saying that I am fully accepting of a DV orgy. Just putting it out there (he, he.) |
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Definitely declining that offer! |
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I've been so ill ever since Saturday. I did go to a doctor and he gave me some meds but it still hasn't got better. |
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DILD: 9 | MILD: - | DEILD: - | WILD: 2OBE: 3 | AP: -
I can see you sleep through your bedroom window. You're killing yourself with lucid dreaming.
sounds to me like you're already depressed, and then you drink (alcohol is a barbiturate, meaning it depresses your central nervous system) by yourself. which usually means you're not doing it for fun, you're self medicating. when you wake up the next day you're probably a little hungover, extra sensitive to things because you were so numb the night before, and all those emotions you suppressed come back and bite you in the ass. |
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Better things to do than get drunk? You're talking nonsense, good man; invite those friends over. |
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Last edited by sefalik; 02-21-2014 at 07:43 PM.
Did someone say something about an orgy? My sixth sense is tingling.... |
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DMT is the only "drug" I'm still interested in trying. Actually, I wouldn't mind trying acid as well. But at 24-years-old, I'm already out of the loop. I grow my own cannabis and never go to parties anymore. So I'm "off the grid" in terms of illegal drugs, I suppose. |
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to add to your sentiment sefalik...and this may be a little extreme but...I kind of liken alcohol to LSD in the sense that if you are not in a stable mood or in the right environment BEFORE you consume it, the chances of it causing more harm than good are much greater. its just a much more chronic problem with alcohol. but if you drink a few beers occasionally to catch that warm fuzzy feeling, or even if you get royally fucked up with your friends once in a while, as long as its not becoming something you depend on then you're doing just fine. |
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DMT can actually be obtained fairly easily without having to through any sort of grid business if you know what you're doing. LSD is a little bit different of a story, but you never know, sometimes things just find you.... I have like 70 hits of certified LSD straight from a chemist at the moment. I haven't had a drug dealer in years, this just suddenly happened. Don't lose hope! |
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I'm in. |
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will.
"party drugs" are really the only thing I can do anymore. I have 0 self control with opiates and benzos and other things of the sort. but give me some LSD or some MDMA and I'm perfectly capable of having an amazing time without destroying my life in the process haha. and chemists are the shit aren't they Alyzarin? I think im going to really work on my chemistry game when I go back to college |
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It does make you have a good time though too. (If you're prepared enough for it that is....) Maybe the problem isn't calling it a drug but defining the word drug improperly.... DMT is a drug, no matter how you look at it. It just makes other drugs look pathetic by comparison lol. For the record, DMT has actually given me more hedonistic highs than any other substance I've ever put into my body by several orders of magnitude. |
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Eh I had a strong genetic predisposition to opiates, it progresses slowly, then things get pretty serious when you break in the IV route. been off it 2 years now though and thank god for every day! impulsivity is my problem, which is why I can handle LSD and MDMA. not really things you can do impulsively unless you want to fry your brain |
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I'm the exact opposite actually.... Insensitivity to opiates runs in my family (on my dad's side). Well congratulations! For being clean I mean.... I don't envy anyway who has to go through that. Impulsivity is a major problem for me as well, but sticking to psychedelics doesn't really change that lol. (Who needs a functional brain, anyway? ) Not being able to dose every day translates into taking huge doses instead. Though I'm past my MDMA use now, which I am thankful for as well because, unlike LSD, MDMA is NOT safe in large doses and can actually be neurotoxic.... I'm sure I've already done enough damage there with reckless 800-900 mg doses. |
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appreciate the words of encouragement about the problem drugs, not proud of it, but im def proud to have made it through |
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Last edited by Zacsby; 02-21-2014 at 11:11 PM.
So, GB lost. But whoo! Go Canada for winning! |
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Uhuh I don't like the feeling when you're having a nice time with friends and drinks and then you find yourself in your house again. Anyway I had a nice time today, so I guess that there's no rant. |
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I like destruction and reality, and one invariably leads to the other.
'Dreams are real while they last. Can we say more of life?'
'We die to remember what we live to forget'
Yep, I'll see you here? I can procure some BDSM stuff especially for you. |
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Well I'm really happy for you. I actually met someone recently who was an opiate user for basically his whole life and a heavy addict for ten years who managed to go through withdrawals and then took iboga and never even had cravings or anything after that, it completely changed his life around.... Have you thought about doing something like that? There's an iboga trip in my future that I'm very much looking forward to, I've heard some wonderful things about it.... |
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sounds to me like anything goes where you live depending on what you mean by drunk "men" lol. does that mean 18....or 21....maybe even older??? at a charity event no less! then again, if you're walking around in a corset I doubt people are thinking you are less than 18. probably should go with something that doesn't have as much sex appeal next outting. maybe yoga pants? yeah...that'll work...haha |
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