Thread: 365 days w/o Jerking Off: A self control challenge

Originally Posted by RareCola

Already?! Haha. Block all your porn access or something.

I actually don't watch a lot of porn

When I do watch porn, it's only for like 5-10 minutes. That's all it takes.

Takes me about 45 minutes because I'm sick like that. Right now.... 2 minutes, tops.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Yeah coz I'm seeing her in an extremely sexual way... it's difficult to not show that in my body language after not masturbating 47 times. >.< Damn difficult to control myself.

Okay, I understand. Well suck it up, you got her number.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Haha. And yeah, interesting.... though I can never really tell if change has occurred with so much variation in dreams as it is. Strangely, my dreams haven't become really sexual.

Yeah, that's one thing that bugs me about lucid aids... it's hard to tell if there's a difference when dreams can already be completely insane. That is odd though. I'd expected your mind would be driving you mad by now, hehe.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Yeah coz I'm seeing her in an extremely sexual way... it's difficult to not show that in my body language after not masturbating 47 times. >.< Damn difficult to control myself.

Not necessarily a bad thing though. Better than not being attracted to a real life girl because you had recently beaten off to a virtual one.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Okay, I understand. Well suck it up, you got her number.



Yeah, that's one thing that bugs me about lucid aids... it's hard to tell if there's a difference when dreams can already be completely insane. That is odd though. I'd expected your mind would be driving you mad by now, hehe.

Oh believe me, my mind is driving me utterly insane. I'm going to explode soon.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Oh believe me, my mind is driving me utterly insane. I'm going to explode soon.

I had to. Suddenly imagining Wolfwood starring in that "Jizzed in my pants" music video.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Oh believe me, my mind is driving me utterly insane. I'm going to explode soon.

I understand, that's why I lost the challenge, and I didn't even go half as long as you. X3

Originally Posted by RareCola

Not necessarily a bad thing though. Better than not being attracted to a real life girl because you had recently beaten off to a virtual one.

Very true - after all, that is partly the goal of reducing or abstaining. And I can definitely see the appeal in not looking at porn or purely virtual stuff because from a relativistic view point, it can make real, normal people look.... colourless.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

I understand, that's why I lost the challenge, and I didn't even go half as long as you. X3

Oi, no touching. ^_^

The only thing saving me is getting out of bed fast and, sort of paradoxically, being in highly populated areas.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Oi, no touching. ^_^

The only thing saving me is getting out of bed fast and, sort of paradoxically, being in highly populated areas.

Sorry! >w<

Well, I would hope that being in highly populated areas would save you. You better watch out, if you abstain for long enough it may not be enough to hold you back, and the uncontrollable urge will strike right when you least expect it!

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Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Sorry! >w<

Well, I would hope that being in highly populated areas would save you. You better watch out, if you abstain for long enough it may not be enough to hold you back, and the uncontrollable urge will strike right when you least expect it!

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Haha.... I fear this day is almost upon me. And I thought this was supposed to get easier - I swear it did before. >.<

right, - see what you've gone and done now. I warned you. ^_^

I wonder if it's the hot weather that's contributing to this difficulty.... not the women wearing less, but the heat itself. Hmmm. Either way, I reckon my will power will be sufficient. I like pushing it.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Haha.... I fear this day is almost upon me. And I thought this was supposed to get easier - I swear it did before. >.<

It'll never get easier! Never! NEVER!! Baaahahahahaha!

Nah, it probably does at some point.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

right, - see what you've gone and done now. I warned you. ^_^

Hmm. I think I was just violated. X)

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

I wonder if it's the hot weather that's contributing to this difficulty.... not the women wearing less, but the heat itself. Hmmm. Either way, I reckon my will power will be sufficient. I like pushing it.

Could be. And I'm sure you'll make it pretty far, you've gone this long already.

Originally Posted by littlezoe

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I'm a serial kitten killer.... i need help

You'll be alright, the first step is wanting to stop.

Day 17/18 - After the gym, I feel even more....lustful.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Day 17/18 - After the gym, I feel even more....lustful.

Do you have a goal or are you just going to see how long you can go before your balls spontaneously combust?

Originally Posted by RareCola

Do you have a goal or are you just going to see how long you can go before your balls spontaneously combust?

Pretty much the latter. I'm going to push until I can't... though I assume when the sexual thoughts subside/decrease, it'll be a bit easier.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Pretty much the latter. I'm going to push until I can't... though I assume when the sexual thoughts subside/decrease, it'll be a bit easier.

I always wonder.

Will you lose control and fap in public one day?

Originally Posted by Carrot

I always wonder.

Will you lose control and fap in public one day?

Well, if it's gonna happen.... then I'm not far off that day of intensity. O_O

That would be awesome!

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Pretty much the latter. I'm going to push until I can't... though I assume when the sexual thoughts subside/decrease, it'll be a bit easier.

I sense many wet dreams in your future.

Originally Posted by RareCola

I sense many wet dreams in your future.

That might help him before he goes crazy.

It's bizarre that I've had no sexual dreams out of the ordinary since abstaining. Seems my conscious mind is dirty, and my subconscious is clean... well, it prefers madness.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

It's bizarre that I've had no sexual dreams out of the ordinary since abstaining. Seems my conscious mind is dirty, and my subconscious is clean... well, it prefers madness.

On a side note, how's my animated doggy footstool dream?

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

It's bizarre that I've had no sexual dreams out of the ordinary since abstaining. Seems my conscious mind is dirty, and my subconscious is clean... well, it prefers madness.

I think that's pretty normal. Your mind works with repetition and dreams commonly involve the most prominent part of the previous day. No porn, no sexual dreams.