Haven't been on DV almost for two weeks, haven't been thinking about LDing that much like before and my last DJ entry - 9th of April. Still having lucids!
So I don't do anything apart from awareness training. I have almost no time to train it the way I did before, so now I'm doing it like MindGames mentioned earlier - aware all the time while I'm on the bus or on my way to classes or something similar. I also do a lot of RCs, but only because I see strange things all the time and have a lot of dreamlike situations, so I just feel like I have to do a RC.
By the way, about "the strange things" - I think it's not that something unusual started happening, it seems like it's been there all the time, I just never noticed it before and I believe that now that I do it's all due to being more aware.
Dreamlike situations is a big topic too. There are more and more moments when I feel like I'm dreaming, when I'm actually awake. One part of it is because it so hot now where I live, like it's the freaking July! So I just noticed that because of the heat pupils go wide, I feel really dizzy, the colors get very bright and in most of the cases it hurts my eyes. Strangely enough these exact cases make me sort of half conscious as if I'm on the edge of passing out, but at the same time I become super aware. It's like I can use all of my senses to the highest extent possible - I hear, see, feel just everything, as if my brain perceive every single bit of information there is. I don't particularly like this situations, but, I guess there is nothing I can do about it. And I'm already dreading the summer, when almost every single day is going to be like this. Damn, I hate our climate.
So, yeah, I don't think I will ever stop doing RCs - seems like they can be vital to keep my life out of danger X)
A little bit of statistics, just for the sake of it ^^
17/01/2011 found out about LDing
1st month - 4 LDs
2nd month - 4 LDs
At the end of the 2nd month - 12/03/2011 - started awareness training
3rd (now) - 10 LDs (4 of them - coffee induced , 6 - awareness)
Also, some significant things for me that I've noticed since starting awareness training:
- I have more and more semi-lucids. I don't count them as LDs, because I'm not in fact lucid, but I start feeling this "dreamlikeness" - that makes every non-lucid experience really great.
- When I got into LDing my usual dreams got mundane and boring. Now I brought my epic-crazy-bizarre-psychedelic dreams back and I'm super happy about it
- Awareness triggered LDs are more vivid, stable and LONG!! than those that are induced in some other way
- Quality of my waking life perception is just inexplicable. Sorry if it sounds cheesy - but I really do see things in a different way now.
I apologize for this hugeness, just thought it's relevant and felt like writing it
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