alright so i am totally determined to do lucid dreaming if it kills me, i would love the fact of bing able to live out the coolest things ever or explore unexplored places...
however its been 4 nights now and i have only remembered one dream for the first night and i dont think i even slept the other three and if i did it wasnt a long sleep.
tonight for example i went to bed at 1:20am and had got up at like 11am that same day
my main goal at the moment is to just recall my dreams, but i dont think that is possible if im not asleep.

i also read somewhere that a mathra can actually keep you awake or constant stressfull thaughts, is this true because this might be the reason for my sleep loss and ill need to not use mathras for awhile just so i can get the sleep my body clearly needs at this point
(p.s.) i dont think its sleep apnea, this has never happened to me before trying lucid dreams, but still im not giving up on lucid dreaming