 Originally Posted by Travis E.
Sorry, I might have been confusing by not quoting properly and replying to things out of order. I didn't mean to say I was rushing through RRCs, but rather, I was actually responding to the first paragraph in your first reply about it being possible to have a NLD about being self aware without actually doing so. I meant to ask if this could be another possible explanation to what happened in my NLDs.
Hmm... that is a bit of misunderstanding, huh? I still might not be fully on board here because I'm sure I've already addressed this, so forgive me if I'm still not following, but the answer to your question, I think, is a simple "yes."
It is more than possible to non-lucidly dream you are lucid, or are doing RC's and RRC's, and it is surely possible that such imagery is the result of day residue and expectation influencing your dreaming mind. More to the point, though: I have never considered RC's (or RRC's) to be tools for inducing lucidity from a non-lucid state, because it is simply too easy to dream that you are doing these exercises, and for your non-lucid self to assume that their results are correct. The best part is with RRC's: I remember more than once doing non-lucid RRC's and fully accepting it when I "remembered" that I was, say, at my father's house five minutes ago, even tough in reality he's been dead for years. RC's and RRC's really only work properly in dreams when you are already at least a bit lucid, and serve to confirm or amplify your state respectively, but they cannot be counted on to trigger lucidity, for the very reasons we've been discussing.
So: Yes, dreaming that you are doing RC's could be related to your problem -- though you might just as well ignore it, because you're having no trouble getting lucid anyway.
I hope that is what you were looking for; if not, feel free to ask yet once more, and maybe we'll finally connect. Now onto a tougher question:
I have to admit that one thing I'm not entirely clear on is how simply being aware of one's interaction with reality necessarily always means realizing that one is dreaming. For instance, you mention memory as being a crucial component in lucidity. If someone has a dream that is completely lacking in memory (which would have let them know that something strange is going on), wouldn't it still be possible for them to be aware on some level of themselves and their interactions with what they think they're experiencing without quite recognizing their state (for a moment, at least)?
I'm pretty sure I never said that "being aware of one's interaction with reality necessarily always means realizing that one is dreaming," because that is not true. My general definition for self-awareness, as it appears in the first post of this thread, does say something similar:
"Self-awareness is nothing more -- or less -- than being aware that you are here, that you have an effect on everything around you, and everything around you has an effect on you."
But this definition includes a critical bit that you seem to have left out: you. To be self-aware you must know that you are here, which is the same as saying "I am," which is also by far the most important component to my brief definition. Add that component to the interaction with reality you note and then, yes, you will necessarily know you are dreaming, because you will be self-aware, which equals lucid. But just being aware of your interaction with reality is not enough.
The RRC (to which I think you might be referring) is a tool for helping you develop your self-awareness, and was never meant to be a technique for becoming lucid during a NLD. Doing a RRC does not create self-awareness, it only exercises and possibly amplifies existent self-awareness. So doing a RRC if you are not self-aware in a dream (aka: dreaming you are doing a RRC) will not guarantee you will become lucid; it might not even cause you to question the "reality" of your dream at all, because your dreaming mind will certainly give you lots of answers that simply make sense, no matter how absurd they may in truth be. RRC's (and RC's, in my opinion) are tools for daytime work, or for use after you become lucid to better establish your lucidity. That to me is more than enough to make them valuable, I think. I'm sorry if I left the impression somewhere that doing RRC's when not lucid will make you lucid; sometimes I get a bit hyperbolic.
Regarding memory: You can certainly be lucid without access to memory. I believe, for that matter, that most lucid dreams (mine included) are had without any access to memory. Accessing memory is what completes lucidity, bringing your self-awareness to its full waking-life potential, and opening the door to more advanced LD'ing. But even without that access, you can be self-aware enough to realize that you are dreaming and to have an excellent time.
Also: yes, I think dreamers lacking memory can certainly "be aware on some level of themselves and their interactions with what they think they're experiencing without quite recognizing their state." Unfortunately, that would also mean that self-awareness is also lacking, because even the lowest level of lucidity includes recognizing your state (aka, "Hey, this is a dream!").
Finally, I think you might be conflating self-awareness with noting your interaction with reality. Again, a RRC does not equal self-awareness, it only aids it. Acknowledging your interaction with your local reality helps strengthen your self-awareness; it does not define it. You can be self-aware without giving a thought to your local reality, real or not, because you have at least said "I am." I hope that makes sense, because I think if you understand that the RRC does not equal (or trigger) self-awareness, you might have a better time understanding what I have to say.
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