memorable

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


Ok, now it seems that i've gotten back into the swing of things with this dream of mine. Although, if i get called on a new job opportunity soon, that may reduce my chances of dreaming like i use too. Soo, what i am going to do is, try and do weekend dreaming.

I'll just save my dreams onto my computer file, and post them whenever i can. Been doing more reality checks with my totem too, so it has appeared quite a few times in my dream i had. Looks like im back on board...for now that is.

Lol, ok enough talking..here are my dreams!


Dream #1 Making moves.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im in my 2nd home packing up some items in my suitcase. I notice that i see my hawk coin totem on the kitchen counter and put it in my pocket. (What a missed reality check there) I go to the den and start putting some clothes in the suitcase, and trying to hurry up. I go back into my room and my celphone rings and its Natalia. She tells me..

(Natalia talking)

"Don't forget to stop at your 1st home, we need those files."
I tell her ok, and start looking around to see if im forgetting anything. I hear a cab blowing outside of my house, and head out the door with my suitcase.


Dream #2 How to take care of business.

Im in a hotel projected as Natalie Raitano for some reason. Its night time, and im holding a guy off of the edge of a balcony telling him to give me all of the information, or else i will drop him. The guy is screaming and yelling as im holding him by his ankles. I notice Blaze is with me too. She says something about we can always moniter his calls or something like that.

"Oh yea, that is true huh?"
We pull the man up and i grab him by his collar and tell him to make the call now. He starts calling someone, and thats all i remember there.



Dream #3 Getting closer.

Im still projected as Natalie Raitano, and im creeping thru a long hallway.

There are corners that i stop at, and peep around while holding a silencer. I see a few men waiting by different doors and i shoot at each one of them. I now make my way thru one of the doors, and find a huge table with a list of names on it. I become lucid right here though only briefly, a man enters the door and asks me if i can help him search for someone. I told him who was it, and he mentioned his daughter. I leave the room and ended up walking with this old man, and started losing lucidity here. The man starts talking about how he wishes he could go fishing, or some shit like that..and i ended up waking up because of that.


Dream #4 Top Secret.

Im in a room with this dude in a dim lit room, and he starts telling me stuff about the goverment is out to get him. I try and tell him to relax and not be so paranoid, but he says that it is true and wants to show me something. We head downstairs to this basement and there are a bunch of people in capsules, and people hooked up to machines and shit.
I become lucid seeing all of this, and reach in my pocket staring at everthing and rubbing my hawk coin totem. I asked the guy what was his name and he told me he wishes to remain anonymous due to potential possiblities of him being watched or something like that. I then ask him..

"So how did we find eachother?"

"Na bro, you found me!"
I start becoming even more lucid to the point i began talking with him about stuff like wars, and poverty, and religion. He starts telling me that its all a set up from the jump or something like that, and that he only wishes that more people would wake up. I asked him how can i find him again and he says..

"Shit, you the dream navigator. I don't know how to navigate dreams like that man."
"How did you know that about me?"
"Cause they told me about you."
"Who?"

The door upstairs is kicked in and he starts talking to me in code, and giving me certain numbers if i ever need to look for him again or something like that. I try and repeat the numbers, but he insists that we will meet again. He tells me to keep teaching people thru their dreams so we can build our nation back to the way it use to be and to be safe. He sits in a chair, and straps himself in with a device hooked up to him, and dissapears.
I hear men upstairs talking and footsteps coming towards the upstairs basement door.
I start running thru the basement looking for a way out, but find no exit. I decide to fall backwards.



False awakening


I wake up in my 2nd home on the basement couch, and trying to remember the last dream i had. It hits me..I don't live here anymore, ans i better wake up before i forget the rest of the dream. I wake up for real, and record the dream.



Final dream. Building a team.

Im in my 2nd home in the basement talking to a bunch of different people about dreams. (Don't become semi lucid or lucid) I start handed out totems to everybody and giving each of them a homework assignment on reality checks with their totems. Thats all i remember and wake up.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes
　
Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.
　
Well i have not been dreaming my usual epicness like i use too. Soo i certainly can say that it is my own damn fault. I have not been doing any reality checks, work is starting to take a toll, and summer here in Michigan, is just making it more and more difficult for me to really focus on dreaming. I am not going to complain though, because anyone who knows me personally, knows i am not a complainer. So on that note, i have to start back reality checking more with my totem, and by doing more subconscious training thruout the day and nighttime hours too. I hope that you enjoy them anyway, even though they are not my usual epic dreams.
　
Dream #1 Naked and writing in my dream records.

Im in my current home, upstairs in my room writing something down in my dream records. I noticed that i am ass naked, but don't seem to reallly question anything about it at that paticular moment.
　


Dream #2 Kidnapped, by goons

Im in the back seat of a car riding with some arabs. A car pulls up and starts shooting at the windshield of this car im in. The driver, and the guy in the passenger seat get shot. The back door opens, and i am now fighting off these men. I get beat up pretty bad, and end up being dragged off into another car.
　


Dream #3 Tell us what you know!

Im handcuffed in a chair, in this room surrounded by a bunch of arab men wearing long robes and scarfs, and holding guns. And this Arab guy a walks up to me and grabs my face and looks directly in my eyes and says..

"Do you know who i am? Because i could kill you right now with the snap of my finger."

"Fuck you! And you will be sorry you ever.."

(He smacks me and is gripping my hair holding a knife to my throat)

Im breathing heavy at this point fearing what could happen to me. He starts asking me questions about missing people, and what do i know about a missing girl or something like that. Another guy nearby tries talking to him, and calming him down and telling him that maybe i really don't know anything, and he could possibly have the wrong person. So im now battered and brusied up, bleeding and just resting my chin near my chest. That dream ends, and i wake up to record it.
　


Dream #4 Talking about dreams with a woman in my bedroom.

Im laying in bed with this hot supermodel looking chick who reminds me of Gisele Bundchen.

We were not having sex or anything, we were just in bed cuddled up talking about dreams and stuff. She gets out of bed and walks over to the window and stares out the window glancing at the night skies. She mentions something to me about wanting to fly up to the moon one night when she becomes lucid. I mentioned to her that in dreams anything is possible, and she can surely do anthing once she truly believes in it. I don't really remember much here except me and her were downstairs trying to look for some tea that i had, that gives you lucid dreams.


Final Dream. The dancer who calls herself Rosa.

Im in a temple, surrounded by beautiful Gypsies, and belly dancers. This woman who had a look similiar to the woman in the picture, walked up to me and begin telling me that she would like to dance with me. I stand there just admiring her seductive look, and glancing at her piercing glowing shimmering cat like green eyes. She shakes her hips with the sounds of tambourines and tabla drums beating in the background. She is dancing barefoot, and is moving very erotic to me. I get closer to her as she grinds out of control on me! I literally was feeling closer to a climax, but kept cool and just enjoyed the dance from her.

Afterwards, she mentions if i ever want to come see her again, her name is Rosa.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.



Dream #1 The Golden Oracle.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im walking down a dirt rocky trail like the one in the picture. I see two huge statues, and begin walking closer towards them stopping right at the middle. The one on the left says to me...

"Is your heart as pure as gold?"

"Well i am certainly not perfect, but i would say so yes."

"You can pass on one condition."

"Yea what is it?"

"You must glow the colour gold before passing thru here."



"Uh...glow gold uh?"

I start trying to focus my mind on glowing the colour gold and end up just feeling my vibrational energy.

"I can't do it on command though!"

(One on the right talking)

"Then you cannot pass thru here. Only the one who's heart is pure and full of gold."

I start thinking hard about how i am able to pass thru the middle i try to walk closer, but they warn me that i will most certainly perish if i do so.
I try and focus my energy again on glowing gold, still nothing. I finally ask them where is this place located, and how can i return here?

(They both say)

"We are where you are. In the alternate world that you have created for us."

Wait a minute...it hits me, and i realize that this is a dream. I start glowing gold and tell them i am the master of this world!



I tell them..

"Whoever wishes to fight me, must be at the highest level of their being. And their aura must be full of gold. Let no man or woman pass thru here, unless those requirments are met."

(Both of them talking)




"As you wish Master."

I walk thru and feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.



4:30 - 4:45 am. Did plenty of subconscious training, and went back to sleep.



Dream #2 Me and Littlezoe arranging our next meeting.

Im walking thru a huge forest just like the one in the picture. You can hear birds chirping and singing, and even certain animals in the forest too. I hear someone whistling in the distance, i look around but see no one. All of a sudden i spot a girl who looked to be in her late teens or early twenties. She was sitting atop a tall tree, on a branch. She seem familiar, but i still can't quite make her out. Her eyes were colourful and brown from the sun, She had long jet black hair, and fair complexioned. She wore a Blue short sleeve t shirt, and some black pants with some white sneakers.

I begin asking her why she is whistling, she says to me..

"Im trying to call the hawk to me."

"Hmm, the hawk uh? Certainly the hawk must be your guide if you are seeking for him or her."

We begin talking more about animals, and spiritual stuff. We start jumping around thru the trees, leaping higher and higher in the air. I become lucid, and notice that...its Littlezoe!

I tell her does she know how to shapeshift yet, and we both jump down from the trees, and start running. I feel myself shapeshifting into a wolf, i noticed that Zoe shapeshifted into a wolf too. We start running thru the huge forest leaping thru bushes and just chasing eachother thru the huge forest. We end up back at this house, and are seated in a room.

We start talking about our next meeting and how we plan on finding Lucy together.
The dream fades and i wake up.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dreamcharacters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.



Dream #1 School investigation, and spotting Link.


Im walking with two beautiful ladies. One is a black chic with long curly black hair and looks like Janet Jackson. The other is a white chic who reminds me of Julia Roberts. We are walking down a hall talking about investigating the school, because someone here is not doing there job correctly or something like that. I walk past a guy who looked just like Link, He was talking to this asian chic, and this black chic. Link had a blackpack on, and he was wearing some black pants, with some black and white sneakers, and a white shirt with buttons. His hair was cut, and he seemed to be telling them jokes about something.

He had a very calm personality, and seem to be quite popular with a few people he left the class with. The women i was with were telling me that we have to find the teacher who is not doing his job right. I follow the women and the dream suddenly shifts.



False Awakening.


Im asleep in my 2nd house, and wake up from my chair and fix me something to eat. I decided i had a taste for some fried fish with a mango salad so i started to fix that. I suddenly feel like i am not supposed to be eating because it feels late?
I question this a bit, and start looking for a clock. I hear my celphone alarm and wake up from the dream.




5:30 - 5:50 am. Did plenty of subconscious training, and plenty of reality checks with my totem.




Dream #2 Tea In New Zealand, and discussing dreams with a lady.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im walking with a lovely looking Aussie, who is showing me around her neighborhood. She looks to be in her early 30's, had curly reddish hair, she wore bergundy blouse, and black pants with tan open toe sandals. She invites me in to her home, and we sit down and talk about dreams. She heads to the kitchen table, and asks me...

"Is it possible for us to meet again soon? I would love for you to meet my nephew, he is really interested in dreams."

"Certainly."

She comes back to the living room with two tea cups on a tray. She turns on the radio, and that song from the spoiler bar is playing.

"I can rememeber playing this song when i was a little girl, and falling asleep to it."

"Well i must admit, it is a very relaxing song.

I sip my tea and we start talking about dreams, and being able to share dreams with other people. I mention to her has she ever used a totem before, and she says...

"You see this necklace? I have my husbands initials imprinted on it. He died years ago."

"Im sorry for your lost."

She tells me that she uses that necklace as a totem. I reach in my pocket and grab my hawk coin totem. I show it to her, and explain to her how i became lucid in many of my dreams.

"We seem to share a common interest in dreams."

(She chuckles)

"Goodness i know. Im glad you are here, you are such a nice guy."

" Thank you. You are a very lovely woman yourself."

We exchange smiles and we start arranging a meeting again with one another. and the dream fades and i wake up.



Final dream Frag. Looking thru my dream records.

Im in my current home looking thru my dream records, and writing notes down in my file.
Thats all i can remember.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


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Dream #1 M.I.A. coming back with power power!






Im sitting down outside on a chair somewhere in London talking with M.I.A. We are drinking from a bottle of Hennessy, and she is explaining to me about coming back strong in the music industry. I tell her to keep doing her, and not let the negativity bring her down. She says to me..

"Watch and see man, im coming back stronger than ever! Wait until my album drops."

(She drinks from the bottle)

I told her that people goin say all types of things to ruin your image, as long as you are true to yourself, and your fans thats all that matters.

"Thanks Q. Thats why i love you man. Your soo fucking real!"

"Thats all i can be."



Dream #2 A Night Full Of Passion.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im in a nightclub with three black dudes and two lesbian chics. That song is playing from the spoiler bar. One of the Lesbian chics looked black mixed with something else, the other one was white with her hair like a mohawk with black and red streaks. Both were fairly attractive, and we seemed to all be cool with one another. We head over to a table and the one black chic asked me if i wanted to help her out with picking up chics tonight. I told her yea, im down. We now head over to a bar and there are two attractive ladies who looked latin. They were drinking their drinks, and dancing by the bar.

Me and the my lesbian friend walked over to the girls and started talking to them. I think i was talking to them about how im into poetry and writing music and stuff, and one of the girls is really interested in me. She asks if we can get out of here and i read her some of my poetry. I told her i would be glad to do that.

The four of us end up at this huge mansion, and we sit down on the couch and start talking some more. One of the girls gets up and starts dancing and saying that she is really drunk and she starts laughing and falls down. Me and the lesbian chic started laughing, and i ask the girl who was interested in me did she want me to read her some of my poetry. She smiles and says read it to her in the back room.

We walk into the room and i started looking for my poetry in my pocket, and she pushes me on the bed and starts kissing me. She unbuttons my shirt and starts kissing my chest, and started unzipping my pants and pulling off my belt buckle. I am now taking her blouse and unbuttoning it, and take one hand and unstrap her bra, she says...

"Damn, i did'nt know you can take a bra off with one hand!"

"I got magic fingers baby."

She laughs and starts kissing me while she is on top of me. She is now without a bra, and just wearing her panties, she pulls down my boxers and starts sucking away on me. I can hear my Edith Piaf alarm going off in the distance, and get pulled from the dream.


Final dream. Leaving my mark.

Im walking in a area that does not seem like my area. It seems like im in another country. I start setting down my hawk coin totem in certain spots, neaqr trees, and in a nearby park, and even in certain stores. I write down on a piece of paper..

"The Dreamprofessor was here."

I set it on a table inside some bookstore, and walk out.

Thats all i remember and wake up.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dream person
Green means notes


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Dream #1 Underground hangout.

Im underground at some hangout spot with a bunch of other people.


There is a guy who is trying to pick on other people there. I walk over to the guy and ask him..

"Whats with you and bullying people? You wanna bully somebody bully me."
The guy looks around and then looks back at me like im crazy or something. He tries to swing at me, I become lucid and starting evading his punches towards me laughing at the same time. I finally grab his arm and snap it, picking him up and tossing him across the room. Everybody is laughing at the guy, and im just standing shaking my head at the dude.



Dream #2 O, Auron, And Me. Take on the mother of all Vampires.

Im with Auron and O, and we are in some warehouse or factory. O is telling me and Auron about taking out the Mother of all Vampires, and are we down to take her out.

(Oneironaut talking)

"Look yall, this chic is not to be taken lightly. If you down, then lets get this shit taken care of!"

(Auron talking)

"Hell yea im down!"

"Oh i never back down from a challenge."

We start getting ready and head out this door to enter this huge room.

The vampire chic is bathing in this round shape tub i guess that what it was. And she turns around and starts hissing at us.


(Oneironaut talking)

"Out the tub, You got company."

She hisses at O, and jumps out of the round shape tub and tries to pounce on O. He takes two blades out and slices at her. Auron has two pistols shooting at her, i shapeshift into freddy krueger and start running towards her slashing at her. Her wounds heal quickly and Auron says..

(Auron talking)

"Hey this shit ain't working with her!"

She starts laughing and says..

(Vampire chic talking)

"I am the Mother of all vampires, you three have no idea what you are up against!"

I run at her again trying to slash her she guts me with her nails, picks me up, and tosses me against a pipe and it busts. O then throws some sort of liquid on her that burns her. Auron runs up to her with a katana and slices off her arm. She spits out some sort of acid at Auron, but he avoids it. O starts tossing more of these small round glass containers filled with liquid that seems to be burning her. She teleports, and grabs Auron and throws him into a wall. He fades away after that. I finally get up, and teleport towards her, but she picks me up by my neck and tries to stab me with her nails. O runs up behind her and tries to stab her, but she grabs the blade and bends it, and screams at him with a very loud piercing scream.

O covers his ears and she smacks him across the room. He goes flying in some pool she was bathing in earlier when we arrived. She now says to me..

"If it was my wish to kill you..i would have done it already. I enjoy toying with you more."

(She licks her lips moaning)

"Fuck you....you, you..blood sucking whore."

She starts moaning and raises her arms up about to stab me with her nails. O tosses another liquid container at her and she starts screaming and drops me. I shapeshifted back into myself, badly hurt now. Her last words to us were..

"We shall meet again. This time, i will kill YOU!!!"

(She laughs and turns into a bat and flies away)

O is hurt pretty bad, but tells me that we need to be prepared for her next time.
The dream fades, and i wake up.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


Dream #1 Soaking up calm emotions.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im standing on a beach staring at the water. It is evening time, and the sun is starting to go down. There are a few people walking the beach as well. I notice some couples walking together holding hands and laughing with one another. I see little kids playin and laughing, i see a dog running back and forth towards the water barking as the water starts coming closer to the shore. There is a young lady doing yoga nearby, she looks to be in her early twenties and possibly of Indian or Lebanese background. I smile, enjoying my peaceful surroundings.


Dream #2 Samina and me, the perfect team.


This is a pic i happen to find, that is a very close resemblance of my DC Samina. (Oh minus the nose ring) We are walking to a store, and i give Samina one of my hawk coin totems.
She says..

"Dreamprofesser, this is not meant to be spent in stores remember?"

"Oh yea, lol im sorry Samina your right. Thats my totem."

(She laughs)

"Silly Dreamprofesser."

We are now in a store, and im looking around at some chips and candy and stuff. Samina is talking to a little boy her age i hear her talking to him saying..

(She gives him the hawk coin i gave her)

"Here, now this will help you to help Dreamprofesser become aware in dreams."

I smile and decide to buy me some chips and a pop. The little boy runs up to me and gives me a hug and says..

(Little boy talking)

"Dreamprofesser, will this coin help me to control my dreams more too?

"It will definitely help you to control your dreams. Now remember to reality check with it often ok?"

He nods his head. Me and Samina leave the store, and we start walking across a grassy area towards a playground.


Samina runs towards the top of the slide, and slides down.

"Weeeeeee. Hey Dreamprofesser?"

"Yea Samina?"

"Um, when is my next lesson going to be?"

"Soon. I have to look in my records to see what else to teach you ok?"

"Oh, ok."

Im talking with Samina about how im gonna need her help. We talk about different sleep stages, and she tells me that she has been reading and studying meditation from her papa. I tell her that i need to start back meditating soon. She mentions that me and her should help her cousins and friends to lucid dream. I tell her it will happen, we just have to keep your awarness sharp, and make sure to keep your ablilties intact. She tells me that she can't wait for her next lesson, and looks foward to learning some more new cool abilities. Im standing watching her climb the monkey bars and feel the dream closing in on me.


Now the question is this. Can Samina truly help me to navigate thru the dream world more proficently? I am still experimenting this idea, and trying to come to a understanding, that certainly we can train our subconscious to defend us against potential dream hackers, or threatening dream characters. I want to finish this project atleast by the end of this month. To be able to search for people faster, and to have Samina with me while i share dreams with others. She is very intelligent, and i certainly want to try and develop her dream skills more.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now sit back, and enjoy reading my dreams.


Dream #1 Blaze.




Im in my first home in my room reading something out a magazine. Out of nowhere i become semi lucid and start meditating in the center of my room. I dive out my body and now make a portal near my wall and dive thru it. I end up at some underground arena where there are women fighting eachother. I reach in my pocket and grab my hawk coin totem, and start rubbing it to stabilize the dream more. I flipping my coin in the air, and catching it when one hand. Im noticing that the one girl who is fighting is brutally hurting the other girl so bad, One guy had to break it up. The other girl was dragged off of the floor and treated immediately for any injuries that she had.

The woman looked like the woman in the pic, she had long dark black hair and reminded me of Natalia in a way. She walked off to a locker room somewhere i suppose to change, i waited outside for her. She now comes out and i speak to her about her fight and tell her she did great. Her exact words were..

"Ah, thats nothing. You should see me with a gun."

(She starts reaching in her jacket for some cigarettes)

"You smoke?"

"Oh im sorry, i don't smoke anymore. I did'nt catch your name by the way?"

"Its Blaze."

"Nice name. Im Q, A.K.A. The Dreamprofessor with an E before the R.

"Why that way?"

"I don't know, i wanna be unique in a way. Why is your name Blaze?"

"Im either blazing up a cigarette, or blazing a gun."

"I see."

We talk more, and i ask her if she would like to be my personal bodyguard. She accepts, and i wake up.


Dream #2 Training potentials.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im in some huge warehouse, and there is a gym, and a shooting range. I spot Natalia giving sparring lesson to a few potentials. I see Blaze hitting a punching bag and kicking it, and kneeing it, with a few knee strikes. She is wearing some short black and red shorts, barefoot with tape around her ankles, and wearing a black sports bra. She is grunting and getting more angry as she is hitting the bag. It starts to echoe thruout the entire warehouse, sounding like thunder. Everyone is now staring at her destroy the bag. I walk over to her and get a closer look at the bag. She has punched and kicked at the bag with so much force, it starts spilling sand out. But she continues grunting and striking at the bag until she finishes it off with a powerful kick, and it goes flying across the room and almost hitting a girl nearby. I suddenly dive thru a wall now back at my 1st home. I start meditating again, and dive out my body and decide to make another portal. I make another one near the same spot as last time and dive thru it.





The Aquarium.



I end up at some huge Aquarium, staring at the a tank. Someone from the warehouse is there with me. Its a guy, and i take it he is a potential student of mine. We are walking thru this labyrinth sized Aquarium, trying to find a way out. We eventually see some doors and exit the Aquarium.



Labyrinth Stairs


We are now walking down some spiral stairs, but ended up getting nowhere. I tell my partner no, we must go this way. We ended up getting frustrated and i tell him to fall backwards and meet me at the warehouse. We both fall backwards and end up at the warehouse.

We meet with the others and talk for a bit, then i wake up.




WILD - Dream #3 Beautiful But Deadly.


Im walking with Blaze thru a huge corporate building. We are moving very stealth like, and hiding behind desks, and against the wall from these guards. Blaze sees a guard coming near where we are. She jumps from under the desk, and jumps on top of the guard and starts putting him in a chokehold until the guy passes out. We are now walking near another area, i hide behind a wall a notice a guard coming and grab him when he gets near my corner and headbutt him and start kneeing him in the stomach and elbow him in the face. He falls to the ground and me and Blaze make our next move.

We peep around a corner to notice a guard guarding a door. Blaze pulls out her silencer and aims it at the guys head, and he falls to the ground. We make our way to this door that says...

"FOR PERSONAL ONLY."

We start creeping in the door very silently, hearing machines and generators. We start walking thru the factory hall and looking around us at the same time.

Natalia calls me on my celphone and asks me how things are going, i tell her that we should be near the door right now. Some men spot me and Blaze, and we start running towards the door. We enter the door and Blaze locks it, and im looking in different cabinets searching for a file. Blaze tells me to check the bottom drawer. I open it up to find a top secret file.


I become lucid right here and take the file and tell Blaze open the door. She nods and opens up the door. The men are pointing guns at us and asking us to get out of the room one man tells me to drop the file. I look at Blaze, and everything moves in slow motion. I drop the file and pull out two guns and start shooting at the men. Blaze starts taking out her guns and shooting at the men too. We hear alarms going off and i pick up the file, and me and Blaze start running exiting the factory building she tells me we should split up and meet back at the hideout. I nod and tell her be careful, she tells me to be careful too.

Dogs are chasing me and im shooting at the dogs running and decide to dive thru a nearby bush. The bush brings me back to my 1st home where i still have the file i set it underneath my pillow on my bed, and fall backwards and wake up.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


Dream #1 Colorful Mood.


Me and Mila Kunis are outside, its night time and we are on a grassy field. We are looking at the stars and talking about astrology and signs. She mentions that she is a Leo sign, and i tell her im a Cancer sign. She says something like..

"You know im a fire sign right?"

"Yea i know. But my water can calm the wildest forest fires baby."

(She blushes)

We start kissing and she asks me if i had any pills. I reach in my pocket and pull out a vibrant pink pill for her, and i took a gold pill.



She is now glowing a vibrant pink colour, and i am glowing my a bright shimmering Gold colour. We start making out on the grassy field and i wake up.





Dream #2 Small Fry.

Im in a huge room talking with a bunch of mafioso guys about loyalty and respect. Im also mentioning that family must always stick together...no matter what. One guy gets up and starts clapping and tells me i should be a political speaker or something like that. I tell him that i only speak the facts, not fiction. They explain that its a little fella, who needs to be taught a lesson. I them let me take care of it for them.

Im now walking down a avenue, its evening time and there is this one little teenage kid who looks Italian. He asks me if i can handle something for him, and i tell him i don't have time right now. He explains to me that there is a man coming here in his neighborhood threating to kill his family unless he pays him or something like that. He tells me who his uncle is, and i remember that i work with him.

I tell him that i'll take care of that little problem for him. Im now in a apartment building in a room with classical music playing in the background. Loading up my guns and getting dressed up, i hear a knock on the door.


The guy waiting outside the door had a very calm attitude. But you can tell he also had a very in sane nature about him. He reminded me of the guy in the picture Ryuji Yamazaki from the King Of Fighters Video games. He asks me in a very calm tone...


"So...you ready to take this small fry out?"

"Oh im all for it."

We head out the door and now arrive at some warehouse where there are a bunch of men loading up a bunch of stuff in a box. Me and the Ryuji Yamazaki looking cat, started shooting at all the men. I noticed that one of the men was at the top of the stairs watching all of this. I went after him and started yelling at him telling him..

"You are only making it worst by running you know that right?"

My partner is downstairs laughing like a maniac killing off all of the guys down there. I finally find the man hiding in one of his rooms. He pulls out a gun a shoots at me but he misses. I start reaching in my pocket looking for something, and the guy comes out of nowhere and shoots me then i wake up. (Must've been searching for my totem probably lol)





6:24 - 6:40 am. Did plenty of reality checks with my totem. And went back to sleep.


Final dream: A moment of clarity.

Im in a supermarket and start telling myself..

"I am the dream navigator, i navigate thru peoples dreams. I always remember my dreams."

(Yet i did not become lucid)



Lol, anyway. Im walking thru the supermarket and i see a young lady who looks familiar? We talk for a bit, and i start mentioning to her about dreams. We talked for a good while, and she told me to email her later. Im now at home emailing her about dreams, yet i still did not become lucid!



Im now sitting down in my living room sipping my tea rubbing my hawk coin totem and reading the newspaper. I notice in one of the articles in big bold letters that said...

"CIRCUS CLOWN MASSACRED BY UNKNOWN SERIAL KILLER!"

My eyes light up, and i start laughing and read another section that says something about the urban legend Candyman may just be real. In it, it was talking about people who claimed to have seen him slaughter and wipe out the entire circus or something like that. I laugh as im reading this and start feeling like i may had something to do with this???




The dream fades, and i wake up.



Damn...i clearly could have became lucid in the 1st dream. (somewhat) The second dream i almost became lucid if it was'nt for that damn...


%*$%@#!


Lmao! But its all good. The last dream, i defintely should've hit full lucidity at that supermarket. DAMN! Lol, and while i was reading that newspaper, that defintely should've triggered some lucidity there for me! Ahhh, well can't get em all. Lol but i noticed my subconscious has a funny way of throwing certain things in my face when im not aware of it at times. Hmm..i don't mind what i got, besides..lucid dreams are just full control right? Being somewhat in control is not so bad depending on the theme that is. But overall im happy with my recall, and my results.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now grab a bite to eat and enjoy reading my dreams!


Dream #1 Recurring Nightmare of mine.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im in a hallway walking with agirl who reminds me of Jessica Simpson. She is cute, and starts tellling me about her favorite songs that she has downloaded into her celphone. Im listening to her, but im also starting to become a bit creeped out by what is laying at the end of the hallway. The Jessica Simpson looking girl kept talking away not paying any attention to what im looking at, So i point at the end of the hall and she says..

"Oh my God! Thats a dead body laying there in the middle of that hallway!"

She starts dialing on her celphone calling an ambulance and walking away further and further because her reception was bad of something like that. So im now feeling a bit uncomfortable just standing there in the hallway like this, so i decide to walk away when i hear my name being called in the distance.

"Q."

I turn around.





The bloody body is just standing there staring at me from a distance. I just froze standing there. It starts walking towards me and i feel like i want to wake myself up, because i knew it was a dream in a way.. but was not completely sure. (Sounds wierd i know) but at the same time i felt like the dead body wanted to tell me something but what? It starts getting closer to me, to the point i can smell the dead odor reeking thru the damp bloody body bag. I almost gag, but hold it together. We are now face to face and i try not to stare to hard at her for some reason whenver i exert my eyes to the floor, she would say..

"LOOK AT ME!"

(In a very harsh demanding tone)

I look back up at her and feel a bit terrified she is reaching her arm out to me but i close my eyes and wake up. Damn..im such a punk! Lol


4:45 - 4:55 am. Did some intense subconscious training, and went back to sleep.


WILD Dream #2 Unfinished Business.


Im now walking to an upstairs hallway to find two girls at the far end of the hallway. I pause for a second and start to ask myself..

"How did i end up here? And what am i suppose to be doing?"

BINGO! I hit lucidity right here and start walking down the hallway. I ask both of the twin girls where can i find IT the clown, they look at eachother and smile and grab eachothers hand and start walking me down a darker more creepier part of the hallway. They look at eachother laughing and look at me and both say at the same time..

"Hehe. Don't be afraid...you are the nightmare remember?"

I get this sinister grin on my face and say..

"Oooh yea, i am are'nt i? (laughing crazy)

(The little girls start laughing)


Nightmare, I am the Nightmare!

I shapeshift myself into Candyman, and start roaming thru the shadowy dark hallways yelling at the top of my lungs...

"IIIIIIT! COME OUT, AND FACE THE MONSTER OF YOUR DREAMS! I AM YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE, AND DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT!" (Laughing like a mainac)
It is very silent, you can hear a pin drop it is so quiet. My mind is racing with a million thoughts on how i want to take this clown out. I walking and getting very impatient. Wait a min...i got it! Hehehe i can find that clown at the circus. (Laughing)


Final dream: Clowns worst nightmare



I am now at some creepy looking carnival there is weird circus music going off and i have only one thing on my mind..
MURDER THE CLOWN!
I start killing clowns and finding other victims nearby. Innocent victims i tell them to run, as i have no intentions of hurting them. All of a sudden.. i hear a very familier laugh.



"Soo you want to see me?"

"You got balls of steel to show up you know that?"

He laughs and we exchange unfriendly words to one another.

"Well, i hope you had your last meal. Because its time to DIE!!!"

I run at him with my hook raised in the air about to gut him like a fish. He teleports and starts laughing. I get pissed and start tearing the place apart. There are other clowns he sends at me, i fight them all off killing off his pawns with my bloody hook. I even send bees and flies to his clowns and start laughing.

"Stop sending all of your damn foot soidiers at me and face me you damn coward!"

He starts laughing teleporting again as im trying to swipe at him. Then it finally hits me, i need to try and manipulate the surroundings. (Something i rarely do in dreams) my energy is pulsating and everything gets slower i hear my heartbeating. I see him teleporting and try and sense his energy he appears left, right, behind me, in front of me. I try and read him like a chess board and finally strike at him like a cobra!

I like him in my arms he is screaming now like a little girl saying...

"Noooo, please let me gooo!"

(I laugh like a maniac)

"You had your time to play clown, but playtime is over..."

(Laughing again)

I raise my arm and jam my hook right into his left eye. Then i take my hook and jam it up his nostrils goin further and further until i hear a crunching sound. It gets quiet, blood is spewing out of his face and all over the place he falls face first to the ground.

(Laughing like a maniac)

"Yes, yes, YES! I AM THE NIGHTMARE!!!"

(Laughing again)

It starts thundering and raining, and i feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.


Notes: I have finally killed that damn clown that has tormented me as a child! I feel like i can take on anything now. =D That clown use to haunt me every single night! Now that the tables have been turned...i should pay Jason Vorhees a visit next...

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


Dream #1 Club Rumba.

Spoiler for Theme of the dream:

Its nighttime and im walking down a sidewalk with Natalia. She is wearing a outfit just like the one in the picture. We enter this nightclub, with the music playing from the spoiler bar. There are people dancing, drinking and having a good time. Me and Natalia are carrying briefcases and walk past people dancing and socializing in this crowded nightclub. We walk up these stairs and walk down this hall to find a door in the back, guarded by a beautiful latin woman. She ask us who are we here to see, Natalia tells her the mans name we are here to see. We walk in to find this latin guy who looks like Cheech Marin. He was drinking some liquor in a small glass, dancing with 4 beautiful women in short skirts.

(Cheech Marin looking guy talking)

"Hey...welcome to Club Rumba! Natalia how bout a drink babe?"

(Natalia talking)

"Sure, i'll have whatever you're having."

We are now sitting down on the couch, and the guy escorts the ladies out so we can talk business. Natalia sets the briefcase on the glass table and the man hands Natalia her drink and asks me if i wanted one too. I tell him sure, (Even though i don't drink anymore in wl) Natalia asks the man for some important documents. He hands them to Natalia and she starts looking thru everything and hands it to me. (My memory is foggy about what was in there) I hold on to it and the man says that he has some goodies for us. He shows us this back room full of guns, herbs, drugs, and files. Natalia picks up some colorful pills and puts them down in this ziplock bag and gives it to me.

She grabs a few of the guns the man has in a cabinet as well. We walk back in the room and get ready to leave the man tells Natalia to come by more often to see him and Natalia says..

(Natalia talking)

"As long as you keep this supply coming in, im your number one customer."

(Cheech Marin looking guy talking)

"Hey...thats my girl!"

(He starts dancing again)

(Natalia shakes her head)

(Me)

We leave the room and head back downstairs to the lower area of the nightclub. A woman runs past and snatches Natalia's ziplock bag of pills. Natalia runs after her, grabs the woman by her hair and pulls her down to the ground. Natalia is punching her in the face to a bloody pulp, and gets up and starts stomping her face to a bloody pulp. A big bouncer comes over and pulls Natalia off of the poor woman. Natalia jerks her arm from the man and tells him to get the fuck off of her. She grabs her ziplock bag from off of the floor and says..

(Natalia talking)

"Next time you ever try some foolish shit like that again, your dead!"

(Natalia spits on her)

And we leave the club.


Dream #2 Smiling faces tell lies.

Spoiler for Theme of the dream:

Im sitting down on a chair outside reading the newspaper. It is sunny outside, and it is awful quiet i hear some rustling in some bushes near me an look over to see IT the clown!



(IT talking)

"Hey, i want to share some vital information with you."

"Yea? What is it?"

"Their all out to get ya."

"Who is?"

He starts looking around and taking his hands and cupping them around his mouth whispering to me.

"Everybody. I would especially keep an eye out for that big boy on his way to your house right now. If i were you, i chop him up into itty bitty pieces and make an example out of him."

I start thinking long and hard about everything he is telling me. I look at him and say...

"Why are you telling me this anyway? Should'nt i be worried about you too? I mean..you did say everybody is out to get me. Should'nt that include you too?"

"Of course not buddy ol pal. Im a friend of yours. Why...you can trust me!"

"Hmm, if you say so."

He tells me that he will come back to me after i finish the job or something like that. A heavy set black dude walks over to my house and starts asking me if i wanted to play the game with him i tell him sure. We walk into my house and sit down on the couch and start playing King Of Fighters 13 on the PS3. after about a few mins, i tell him that i have to go use the restroom real quick. I go in the bathroom and stare into the mirror. I become lucid and start thinking about what IT the clown. I begin wondering if what he said was all part of some sort of sick twisted game. I look into the mirror and dive thru it and end up somewhere in a sewer underground.


WILD - Dream #3 Zombie filled underground.





Im now underground in some underground tunnel someplace. There are two parts of the tunnels (Like the pic) I am looking at. I decide to walk towards the one on the left. I open up the narrow door, and find a bunch of creepy looking zombies. I start glowing gold and pounding away at them with my fist. I defeat a army of them, and make my thru another door.


Final dream: Clowns last party.






I now enter a creepy looking room...




To find IT the clown eating some cereal watching porn on t.v I interupt him by saying..

"Enjoying that soggy ass cereal clown?"

(IT the clown talking)

"What? Fruity Pebbles taste good when its soggy!"



"Whatever man. Look you ready to die?"

"Sure sure sure. Hang on one sec...let me just finish this last bowl."

I kick the bowl of cereal out of his hands and grab him by the collar and throw him across the room.

"Im sick of playing around clown!"

He runs to another area of this spooky looking house hiding in the shadows laughing and creeping out only to say..



"Peeka booo, i seeee youuuuu. (Laughs like a maniac)

He keeps creeping in and out the shadows laughing and saying peeka boo the whole time. I grow impatient punching walls and growling.

"Ugh...come out you damn coward!"



"Naa naa na naa na..you will never get meeee."

(He laughs like goofy)

I feel the dream closing in on me and him say..

"Farewell...until we meet again."

I pound the floor, and woke up pounding my pillow! Lol

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


Dream #1 . Fighting some creatures in a department store.

Im in store fighting off a bunch of weird looking creatures with a sword. There is this girl with me fighting them off too. She looked a bit like Zooey Deschanel. She kept saying things like..

"I GOT YOUR BACK BABY, I GOT YOUR BACK!"

Im slashing em with this sword in my hands and running thru this huge department store.
I run thru clothes racks and trying to find other useful items, i managed to find a huge spear gun and some guns. I feel the dream closing in on me, and try remembering everything around me.

WILD - Dream #2 Losing a partner.

I am now in another part of the deparment store, and notice that the Zooey Deschanel looking chic, has been injured. She is laying on the floor coughing up blood and trying to talk to me. She mentions that she can feel her life coming to an end, and that i shold be on my way. She also mentions to me to go on without her, and to leave her.

"No, we stick together alright? Thats what partners do."

"No no..(coughing up more blood) just go. I'll be fine...i enjoyed fighting by your side, its an honor to die this way."

I begin tearing up, holding her bloody body in my arms as i am kneeled by her on the ground. She starts to reach her hands towards my face and tells me, that seeing my face before she dies is a dream come true. She tries to say something else, but dies in my arms. I take my hands and close her eyes, and start tearing up a bit more. The dream fades and i wake up.


4:30 - 4:40 am. Did plenty of subconscious training and went back to bed.


Dream #3 Best Friends.

Im with one of my childhood friends, and we are running thru this grassy field talking about what life is gonna be like for us when we get older.


Dream #4 A price on my friends head.

Im talking with some men in some suits about some guy that they want me to take out. I have a photo in my hand and it looks like my childhood friend. The men mention to me that he has been taking them for granted, and if i don't take him out, then they will do it.
Im thinking things over trying to figure out the best way to go about doing this.

Dream #5 Advice from Natalia.


Im in a hotel with Natalia and she is explaining to me about the best way to take my friend out. I tell her that me and him grew up together and that i can't do that. She says..

"But you have not seen him in years, and now all of a sudden he decides to show up? Sounds a bit suspicious to me."

I ponder on this thought, and try to think of logical ways this can be done.


Dream #6 Checkmate.


Im playing this one older white guy in chess at a park and its nighttime. I ended up winning and the man looked at me and smiled.


Dream #7 You have a price on your head.


Im in a university and im putting leather gloves on my hands walking down this hallway wearing a black leather jacket with dark shades on and black boots, with dark black pants and my hair in a ponytail. I spot my friend standing by his locker. I walk up to him and he starts saying things like..

"Rememeber when we were little, and we use to ride our bikes down by the witch lady's house? Man she use to say she was gonna curse us if we ever rode past again! Lol i remember you told her to suck your dick! Lol And she started chasing us. Good times buddy."

(Me)


"What? Whats wrong?"

"Ah, nothing. Just got something in my eyes man thats all."

"Oh ok. So whats up? Why you dressed in all black man?"

I just could'nt bring myself to kill this dude. So i decided to give him some money (A couple of hundred grand) and told him to pack up and leave town. I mention to him, that there is a price on his head, and that his life is in danger.


9:30 - 9:45 am Did plenty of reality checks with my totem and went back to bed.


Final dream: Spotted by my stalker.






Im talking with three beautiful exotic looking babes about totems and lucid dreams. There are four girls chatting with eachother about something nearby. I can sense that someone is about to come loking for me so i tell the girls i have to take care of something. I noticed out the corner of my eye that its one of my crazy former stalkers.

"Great."

I tell her that this is my dream, and that should she find something better to do with her time then bother me. She says..

"I just wanted to show you my new tattoo of you on my arm."

(Me)


"Why the fuck would you that uh? We are'nt together anymore get that thru your head WOMAN!"

"But i love you!"

I start running from her trying to ignore her.

"You can run, but i will always find you my love!"

I find a abandoned building and shapeshift into a black cat. She walks in looking for me but just notices the black cat. I look at her and run off thru the building creeping in the shadows. I make my way thru a creak in the side of the house, and project back as myself running to a nearby store.

I find a girl nearby and take her by the hand to try and have sex with her but the dream fades and i wake up. Damn...all that time wasted! Stupid stalker!


I am very very happy with my results. It defintely made up for what i got yesterday! Im going to keep my subconscious mind wired, so that i can keep my recall looking like this.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Enjoy reading my dreams.


Drank 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep last night. I also did plenty of subconscious training. And here is what i got!


Dream #1 Lessons of Spirituality.

Im in a school classroom, sitting down at a desk. And there is this Arab lady who is the teacher, explaining to us about our beliefs. She is talking to us about past lives, rebirth, deities, the afterlife, and different roles that we all carry in our waking life.

Dream #2 Whats your dream ability?

Im now in another classroom and there is this teacher who reminds me of David Beckham. He is asking us, what is our favorite abilities, and would we like to show and tell. This one black dude gets up from his desk, and starts telling people to try and guess his ability.

One girl who was white with blond hair said..

(Blond hair girl)

"You must be good with weapons!"

She said it in such a cheerful tone smiling as she said it. Lol

(Black dude talking)

"Lol. Na, i can create fire with my hands though."

The whole class starts cheering and clapping. I notice this girl who was in front blew at his fire and turned it into ice.

(Black dude talking)

"Yo, why did you just do that!?"

(Ice chic talking)

"Aw..chill out man...besides..you looked like you needed a cool down hot stuff."

The ice chic looked pretty good, she had long grey hair, and pale skin, with a silver sports bra on and a whole bunch of different tattoos on her body. She had silver pants and long knee high black frankenstein boots on.

The two got into a bit of a back and forth heavy flirt kinda argument. I remember the black dude saying something like..

(Black dude talking)

"You probably could'nt handle my hot stuff any way Icy."

(Ice chic talking)

"Talk is cheap chili pepper, you wanna go suck on a popsicle?"

(Teacher talking)

"Alright you two thats enough break it up, break it up.

Who else here would like to go up?"

I raise my hand up.

"Ah! Ok, how about you then."

I get up from my desk and shapeshift into The Thing, and everybody is cheering and clapping.
I shapeshift into Some hot supermodel (I think it was Brooklyn Decker or Marissa Miller) One of the girls whistles at me. I shapeshift into Freddy Krueger and lick my tongue out and the class goes crazy laughing as i start wriggling my claws with him.

The teacher says ok, ok thats enough. I shapeshift into Natalia and give the teacher the middle finger and sit back down. The class laughs and the teacher says to me something like..

(Teacher talking)

"Ok mr show off. You wanna show how good you are? Lets see how you do in the sparring class hm?"

5:15 - 5:30 am Did plenty of subconscious training. Went back to bed and did a WILD.


Dream #3 The Dreamprofessor Gives a Lesson In A$$ Whupping!

Im in what looks like a gym, and this one dude turned into a giant black ogre drooling and looked as big as King Kong! He was literally destroying any and everybody who came in his path. I started glowing gold, and my shirt ripped off of me. My pants became more of a looser fit on me, and my ponytail was now just my long golden hair draped to my shoulders. My glasses broke apart, and i casually walked over to the beast whistling the entire time.

The gym now looks like a arena. There are people in the stands watch cheering. The sky is orange, and looks like doomsday almost. The beast is growling and drool is dripping from his mouth. He stands there looking down at me. Im now 6 feet away from him just staring at the beast. He growls at me, i smell his stench..the rotten breath is enough to make anyone vomit.

But i held my breath breathing calm. He roars and raises his right arm about to bash me. I quickly dodge the smash, and jump on top of his head i pluck what little pieces of hair he has on his head and he begins noticing and tries scratching his head. I jump off and land on the ground, leaping right at his stomach and punched him right in his navel. The beast falls backwards...and lands on his back.

I jump on top of him, standing on the giant beast stomach. I look down at him as he catches his last breath and passes out. The crowd cheers, and i do my victory pose and wake up.


Final dream: The desert.

Me and a friend i know, are walking across the desert. She falls in the sand and i ask her if she would like me to carry her, because she seem exhausted. I carry her our clothes are somewhat torn, and it seems like we have been starnded for hours or possibly days. We are searching for some treasure and we find keys, hidden in this chest exposed in the sand. We find other precious monuments that we were looking for. We celebrate and hug and start grabbing all of the items we find, and i wake up.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


I drink 3 cups of Good Earth Tea for sleep last night. I certainly recommend this tea to anyone out there, who wants great recall and vivid dreams. It has Valerian root as the main ingredient, and Valerian root is a very powerful supplement that can certainly aid in a very restful sleep, and has a very relaxing feel to it when you drink it. It has a very minty taste to it, and i drink it every other night to help me re enter dreams, or to look for specific people. Anyway, i am not yet familier with how to post pictures on my entries yet..soo once again the name of the tea is..

Good Earth Tea For Sleep.


Now...for the good stuff.


Dream #1 What makes a dream seem real?

Im walking down a alley, its daytime and the area looks almost European in a way. I notice two Catholic Nuns walking to a nearby church. I don't follow them, but i notice a house that seems familiar to me. I walk in and notice a White lady with red hair who looks to be in her mid 30's. She is in the kitchen putting something in the oven. I ask her..

"What makes a dream seem real. The people you interact with? Or the places of the dream..hm?

"Well how about i show you?"

I nod my head rubbing my totem. She takes me to a downstairs basement, the stairs are spiral shaped, and she is talking to me about how she brings people here often, to conduct experiments herself.

"How long have you been studying dreams?"

"Every since i was a teenager. I wanted to be a teacher, but just don't like waking up some mornings."

"You could try teaching night classes?"

"I've thought about it, but i always procrastinate things."

"I see."

She shows me these different jars of herbs and sleep sedations and different books. I mention to her about wanting to be able to navigate my dreams more proficently, and be able to share more dreams with people. She says to me..

"Certainly, you seem like a very skilled an experienced dreamer. Why on earth, would you possibly need my help?"

"Truth is, i don't possess all the skills needed to be considered the best. Why sure, i have knowledge of the dreams, the dream characters and so forth. But i want to be able to go further and beyond the dream it self. So, are you gonna teach me? Or do i have to go somewhere else and learn?"

She gives me a look and agrees. Im now seated in a chair, she hands me a glass of water, and a gold pill, and tells me to count to 10 after i take it. I take the gold pill and drink the water, and fall asleep in the chair. I hear a robin singing outside and feel my eyes getting heavy, i close them and begin counting.

1....2....3....4....5....6....7....8....9....10


Dream #2 Samina shows me her new friend.


I awake in some chair at a house with a bunch of little kids playing board games. I see little boys and little girls all laughing and playing with one another. I spot Samina outside playing tag with another little girl.

"Hi Samina."

(Samina talking)

"Dreamprofesser!"

She runs up to me and gives me a hug.

"How ya been?"

"Good. I want you to meet my new friend, she came all the way from Egypt."

"Wow! all the way from Egypt huh? Well its nice to meet you uh...

(Samina's friend talking)

"Cleo. Its short for Cleopatra."

Ah, Cleo. Thats a pretty name for such a pretty princess."

(Cleo talking)

"Thank you."

I sit down on this chair, and watch as Samina and Cleo tag play with eachother. It is evening time, and its a bit windy in this backyard. I begin thinking about my childhood when i was little, such a simple time it was. I hear my Edith Piaf music goin off in the background and i wake up.


5:25 - 5:45 AM. I did plenty of subconscious training and fell back asleep.


Dream #3 Smooth escape from some goons.


Im running down a back alley wearing my usual attire. (Like the one im wearing in my profile pic) Im jumping over fences and shooting at some men in suits chasing me. I go thru this side of a building and begin running thru a night club and try looking for a bathroom. I find the mens bathroom, and look in the mirror and shapeshift into a white male who is in a Chef uniform.

The men come looking in the bathroom and im washing my hands and they are looking around.

"Whats the matter? You guys uh..looking for someone?"

(One of the men talking)

"Its none of your business. Now why don't you go cook or something and make yourself useful!"

I hold both of my hands up and say..

"Whoa whoa easy there buddy. Take it easy ok?"
I walk out of the bathroom looking around the club and find a backdoor exit and shapeshift back into my regular self. and start walking down the dark street whistling with one hand in my pocket and the other one flipping my coin.


Dream #4 A night ruined by Natalia.







Im in a bed making out with this beautiful woman who looks like shes either french or some other European background.

Spoiler for Strong Sexual Content:

I penetrate her tight pink pussy and begin pounding away at her doggie style. She screams in some language as shes bent over gripping the sheets. I tell her that saying it in another language really gets my juices going and tell her to scream louder. She does as she is told. She takes her legs and wraps it around my waist and i start pounding away at her even harder hearing her soft skin smack against mine as it echoes thruout the room.

She moans in a a growling sound. Sounding like a sexy cat in heat. I turn her over and look at her as she grips her tits and puts her toes near my lips i pound harder and harder and harder until i complete myself. I fall back, and lay there breathing heavy.

I hear a knock at the door. I get up to answer it, Its Natalia.

"Getting your dick wet huh? C'mon get dress, we gotta go see about that business i was telling you about the other night."

"Aw, c'mon not tonight can it wait?"

"Noo. Now get dress, c'mon chop chop!" (She claps her hands)

I get dressed, and kiss the woman and she waves at me and i head out the door.


The way Natalia deals with things.


Im standing by a door in some mans house, watching Natalia smack around some heavy set half ass naked white dude. He is on the ground on his back shaking his head, holding his arm out extended to Natalia saying..

(Man talking)

"I...i...i told you i did'nt see anything! Please im sorry, i got a family here!"

(Natalia talking)

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!"

Starts hitting him with a leather belt and the man is screaming in pain and has welts all over him.

(Natalia talking)

"Turn around."

(Man talking)

"Please im sorry. I told you don't know anything please please please!!!"

(Natalia talking)

"Turn...the Fuck...AROUND!"

(Man talking)

(Crying and pleading)

"No no no, please please please!!!"

(Natalia talking)

"Oh you think im fucking playing!? I said turn your ass around goddammit!"

WARNING!!!
The Following Details Contain Extremely Graphic Nature, and Strong Acts Of Violence.
Parental Discretion is Advised.

Spoiler for Disturbing details of punishment:

I watch as Natalia reaches in her bag and grabs duck tape, handcuffs, a long steel dildo, and a Knife.
She kicks the man with her leather boots in his stomach and gets on top of him and starts taping his mouth up. The man is screaming and she starts slaping him in his face telling him to shut up. She turns him over and takes his hands and cuff them behind his back. She now pulls down the mans underwear off, leaving him completely naked now. With her knee on his back, she pulls out a knife and puts it to his throat saying..

"You will remember who i am after tonight!"

She takes the steel dildo, and jams it in the mans asshole. I turn away and begin walking out the door as it was enough hearing scream in pain and watching the poor guy get punished like that. Im still hearing him screaming at the top of his lungs crying, and decide the hell with this..i walk away down the hall and hear the door open.

(Natalia talking)

"Hey! Where you goin"?

"I got better shit to do then watch another man get brutally raped by you Natalia."

"Aw grow some balls Q! Besides that fat fuck deserves every inch that im giving to him. He seems to enjoy it up the ass."

I shake my head. And she hands me a a huge folder with pictures of different people in it, and tells me to take it with me. I nod my head and feel the dream closing in on me..and i wake up.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Now, you know what to do.


Notes: I drink 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep before bed last night. I listened to some very calm and slow and relaxing songs while preparing my subconscious to give me the kinds of dreams that i want. So here is what my subconscious gave me.


Dream #1 New York City.

Im with 3 guys, (one Black one Latino and the other Italian) We are somewhere what looks like New York city. Its day time and its raining, we are in a car talking about some ways of getting information from this guy making big money. We start going over plans of how to set him up and get all his money or something like that. Dream switches

Dream #2 How I do Business.

Im in a pool hall talking with a bunch of latino guys about arranging a deal with one of my men. One of the men agrees and we shake hands and play pool.


Natalia.

Im in a hotel room with Natalia. She is wearing her typical mafioso suit, with her hair in a ponytail, and wearing her black high heels, smoking her cigarette. It is night time, and we are in a bedroom and shes in a chair telling me to try and figure out what the guy likes in women, and use that to our advantage. Im sitting on the side of the bed thinking this out.


Mirror Subconscious Training.


Im in a bathroom rubbing my hawk coin totem staring in the mirror thinking of a form i am goin to project as for the mission.


Natalia the Bo$$.


Im walking with Natalia down a sidewalk holding a briefcase. Its daytime and a little overcast and cloudy out. Im projected as what i believe to be a Italian woman. Im wearing dark shades, a gray and black striped suit, my hair is in a bun, and im wearing dark black high heels, I look like Carla Gugino. Me and Natalia enter this building, It looks like some corporate building. We start walking up these stairs and head down a long hallway looking for some guy.

We enter a room to find this Italian guy sitting in his chair looking at something on his computer.

(Italian guy talking)

"Natalia, its been a long time sweetheart how ya been huh?"

(Natalia)

"Been doing good. This here is my partner, don't bother asking for her name, she has many."

(Italian guy talking)

"Oh, i see. Well have a seat ladies."

(Italian guy talking)

"So uh..what can i do for ya?"

(Natalia talking)

"Show em whats in the briefcase."

I stand up and set the briefcase on the desk, to show him a briefcase full of money. Natalia ask him if he can gives us the goods, because we have a big operation on our hands.
He leads us to another door, that leads down to a basement. We see a rack full of different guns. we take a few of them and start heading out. Dream switches


Dream #3 The Way I Operate.

Im in what looks like a club and im projected as myself sitting at the table with my henchmen. Im explaining to them about how we can build our empire with the right heads. And that we need to keep our noses and our asses clean. (Don't know what i meant by that lol)

We are joking and just conversating, and the dream fades.


5:30 - 5:50 am. I listened to a few of my slow songs, and did plenty of subconscious training.


Dream #4 The water fountain, and talking with my female subconscious self.

Im in Casino playing at the slot machines and decide to head outside to get some fresh air.

I notice this one girl who was standing near a huge water fountain Throwing coins in the water.








She looked mixed with black and latin or possibly black and indian or i could be possibly waaay off! Lol, But she looked beautiful. She was a light complexioned, and wearing a long white and pink dress with some black strappy sandals with pink toenail polish. I walked over to her rubbing my hawk coin.

I stand beside her and i stare at the clear water with all silver coins in the fountain.

(Young lady talking)

"Mmm. I love the water, its so calm and relaxing just to stand near it."

"Yes, it is."

I look at her, watching her take her hand and glide it across the side of her face moving the hair out of her pretty face.

"Are'nt you gonna throw your coin in there too? Lol, Or you just gonna stand there rubbing it?"

"Hah, na. My mom gave me this coin years ago. I keep it more as a sacred item you know?"

"Oooh. Well thats nice. So is your mom still around?"

"Oh yea. She is alive and well and in good health."

I ask her why is she out here alone. She mentions that she just came out of a bad relationship, and she just wants to clear her mind of any negativity. We talk for what seemed like hours about family, and friendships and all the good stuff.

"Are you in a relationship?"

Oh no. I been single for 3 years now."

"Wow. 3 years? Your a handsome guy though, why are you still single?"

"Im waiting for the right Woman this time. Don't want to make another mistake."

She nods and tells me that sometimes our company is the best when we our left alone with only our thoughts. We stand near the calm water fountain just looking at eachother smiling. I ask her if she would like one of my totems.

I dig in my pocket to find my 2nd coin and give it to her. She thanks me, and we start talking some more by the water. The dream fades and i wake up.


Note: Im beginning to notice that, im becoming in tune with various parts of my subconscious mind. The first dream im clearly able to maintain control of my DCs and my environment. Even though not lucid. My dream had a little bit of everything in it, even though i was not lucid. I still think i am able to become lucid by listening to certain songs. I may have to experiment with various songs tonight to see what i can cue in or trigger lucidity at. Overall, im very happy with my recall, and the theme of my different dreams.