Hi folks.
If I may intervene internally, immediately plus go back in time, to 15/02/17...
Originally Posted by JoannaB
I had a bad day depression wise for most of the day yesterday, and I think my dreams reflect that, especially the overwhelmed birthday party one but also wanting simpler work. On the bright side I remembered three dreams or fragments.
1. Birthday party
Felt overwhelmed. Organizing younger son's birthday party. One of the parents accused me of not intervening when some kids took too many goodies so there was not enough left for everyone. While I knew she was right, but I did not have the energy to intervene.
2. Interns division of labor
Was working on project not current job. I think my old boss Dr B was the boss. We hired interns to do simple stuff. One could not handle it and left. Then there were not enough interns to get all of it done. Plus I also wanted to do some simple stuff, so I did. One of the interns was talented enough to help with the more complex research, and she really enjoyed it.
3. Monster killed
There was a monster or prehistoric or alien animal. It was huge. My younger son was staying overnight at the White House, and animal was killed. I got to see the carcass though it was top secret.
Edit: Hmm, a monster killed in the White House, that sounds like a political statement. And there I have been so careful to not pay attention to politics in waking life to not let it affect my mood.
Maybe when you decide to simplify things, you can handle the complicated stuff or it becomes simpler itself as your talent is freed.
Can this be the old boss or what was in charge of you ending?
As the very old huge alien that may be what started before your history or seems to predate you, perhaps not normally revealed to you or is a secret unless you rise to the top of your control, could be ended by a new strength or action.
So yes a political statement about your inner politics or government.
And how the outer politics affects your mood can reflect how the inner does.
16/2/17
In the dream I wanted to participate in some sort of lottery to win a new iPhone, and my dad said no, because of privacy concerns.
You wanted a new iphone, but yours wasn't broken. Maybe just your husband's side (your control?) of it was which confused you.
Because it's chance and slim to win the lottery and not earned.
Though you were "a determined and capable woman who is overcoming this, and yet in my dreams I grovel, am incompetent and confused. Hey, subconscious, catch up!"
It must mean the dream is about another issue, or the inner one. That might concern your privacy concerns your dad (control joined with you the female side symbolized by his unseen wife?) was wise about. This connection or communication might be distant.
19/02/17
One of the fragments was in my current job (yay, current job not old job).
The other dream fragment seemed to involve an effort at time travel to prevent Trump election, but the attempt at correcting it went wrong, and thus Bill Clinton never became president.
Maybe this was trying to get to the cause of wrong control, such as in the White House and that prehistoric cause.
But correcting that was hard and the good governing could not win.
21/02/17
One night with no recall, and one night driving a car which is suddenly missing both a break and a gas pedal and going fast.
Hence maybe your motor loses ability to stop and progress, but is fast out of control.
Dream 1: Work more like old job but not exactly. Supposed to make connectivity in the field but they want to use local data from the port not headquarters data. At first we say that's not possible, then think maybe possible but likely not what they expect.
Sounds like being more connected out there, in an unexpected way, or a way not used to, not with your normal old control.
Dream 2: I was running late to pick up my older son from some sort of school event concert. Other people wanted me to give them a ride to the concert but I said no. But then when I stepped away from car it was full of people going to the concert
Late in picking up this mature control, does that involve doing what others ask or not saying no though you wanted to which might be eventful for you? Can that be the privacy issue? Your dream before of the old job for the team mean being more equal that way too.
I said that I need to pick up my older son and won't be staying there, going for my younger son then. They said no problem, they just wanted a ride one way to the concert.
So you might need mature control, won't stay there or won't be two-way without that, and because you didn't have it, you had to go for your younger control to learn.
I felt like I had no choice. And I was not even in the driver's seat, aunt Anne was.
Sounds like for others it's one way, their way, making you feel you had no choice or control. How is Aunt Anne's character who was driving? In control?
There were like 10 people in the van, and I was concerned that we would be pulled over by the police for having more people in car than legal. But we made it there. And I found my older son in the crowd.
Correction was coming; it was more than should be expected of you. So maybe your control was blending in with the crowd, not standing upright in your individual self which you saw in the end.
23/02/17
I vaguely recall some sort of dream where my boys were teens and did not look like my boys but in my dream I knew they were, and they were through some sort of religious ceremony combined with puberty gaining some sort of supernatural extrasensory perception powers that I did not have.
Teens is double figures - maybe suggesting right relations - as well as grown more and ranging from younger to older control, powers that seem super because you don't have them and need extra perception for.
My older son is a regular lucid dreamer and much better than me.
Like awareness and control.
24/02/17
I had a still birth (but luckily this was not a dream during which I felt emotional). Strangely enough I slept through it. Woke up and asked to see the baby I had given birth to in my sleep, and was told by my husband that it was born dead. I decided to pump breastmilk and donate it to the hospital.
You can't give birth to a new stronger you if unaware (maybe you weren't feeling it).
So nurturing this needed healing; perhaps the emotion side was asleep.
Okay, I got carried away, lost control and sped ahead and did every following dream almost (not futures ones).
Hope it wasn't too little, Joanna. Or too late.
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