I pick my nose, my feet and I m-bate. I am the equivalent of a male nymph, my libido is turbo charged. Thankfully, after reading some of Deepak Chopra's, "Path To Love", chapter 5, I had the realization that this strong desire to control my sexual urges is rooted in fear. So to deal with this long had, and now long unwanted habit, I need to figure out what that fear is and face it.
I think I'll keep the picking my nose habit for now. Boogers can be tasty...
I can't seem to do more than one thing at a time. In other words, I can draw but not write, write but not draw, pursue some art on the computer but not draw or write.
Lately I have trouble keeping my good habits going, like exercise, meditation, shamanic journeying, spiritual studies and my artistic pursuits. I am also struggling with deeply ingrained mindsets inherited from my tribe, former and current. Poverty, lack, former Christian beliefs, current beliefs I call "Truth". At least I learned how, and am now able to, release and let go of any beliefs that proved untrue, low-vibration, wrong. etc. So I can release and let go of anything I call "Truth" the instant it is proven wrong, if it is, as my beliefs are no longer a part of my identity, as they were when I was a Christian.
I used to suck my thumb well into my teens. I managed to break that habit on my own. But it took a LONG time.
If depression and anger are habits, I also broke those as well. Used to be clinically depressed (self-diagnosis) and I would get angry a lot.
The only other possible bad habit I may have is that I am still alone and have few friends. I think this is probably a mindset issue.
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