Thread: What am I doing wrong?

I think this video can help you: Patch Parables ~ The Parable of the 84th Problem - YouTube
I see that you meditate and that is great But I am not sure what kind of meditation you do though

The meditation I do for lucid dreaming has the goal of being aware of my subconscious, memories and EMOTIONS and thereby being aware of the building stones of a dream.

In a whole perspective I would tell you to look at and ask yourself why you let things like one failure erase the happiness of seven lucid dreams...

If we take a Freudian theory for example and say that we ONLY dream about things that we surpress and make it so farfetched and say that lucid dreams only happens when we are not actively thinking about it. Can it then be so that it takes you about a month to get a passive perspective of lucid dreaming and are not as focused on outcomes as the night after the night with failure?

In a part pespective I would say that you should look at how you do the attempts on the successful nights and compare it to the nights of when you have you unsuccessful attempts.
Don't only look at the way you do the techniques, also look at how the days were, your mindset, bedtimes and anything you can think and see if there is something that stands out.

The way I end dryspells is by not counting the days or my lucid dreams and I am never focused on the outcome. But don't get me wrong I am not ignoring the effective ways of lucid dreaming, I just let it flow naturally and become a part of my sleep instead.

Observe what you are doing but never judge it and with practise you will eventually learn how you lucid dream at will. So for now just be happy for your successes instead of letting a potential dryspell drag you down.

I am sure you will do just fine, just don't look at lucid dreaming too serriously. Sleep tight