Update: I haven't forgotten about this thread, just decided to put all entries together. So here's how it has been going:
Day 4: This was a great day for ADA, especially during a walk outside, I noticed lots of small but fascinating details about the environment and it has been a really pleasurable time. I also managed to remember a dream I had during the night.
Day 5: Was in bad mood, no supermarket trip today, did some RCs though
Relevant dreams: was dreaming of food
Day 6: While in the store, doing my ADA, RCs, I noticed the word "dream" written on an ad. It was absolutely crazy, and I really felt I could be dreaming. There were also lots of coins on the floor. Looked at my hands but everything seemed normal.
Dream: was shopping for some tea cups/ dishes
Day7: abandoned RC and ADA today, was feeling a bit unwell and low on energy
Day8: Did some RCs, realized how bad my RC routine has recently become. I should have been doing RC upon seeing a DS. I must go back to looking for my DS, in addition to store checks. Did RCs during day, mostly finger count, and a bit of ADA in store, nothing unusual spotted this time.
Day9: beginning of day, somewhat bad ADA and little RCs, I was overexcited with the recent ld night. Later, did a few had RCs, skipped the store, and had to cancel a walk outside because it started raining, RCed just to be sure it is not a dream.
Day10: Was feeling dehydrated, which does not happen in dreams, I also got a headache. Did ADA as much as I could but I felt quite tired. No store, but went to other places, where I looked closely at people, and I kept asking myself if this is a dream. Also checked hands, saw a sticker with B6 written on it above a gate, RCed, because it was suspicious. Looked at the moon, full moon and very large, wondered if this is a dream again.
Day11: A great day for ADA. The weather was perfect so we went for a nice long walk. Tried to pay attention to everything, also RCed a lot. Did some RCs in the store as well, but forgot to RC in the cafe.
Relevant dream: was in a supermarket, there were strange veggies but I thought they were Chinese (dream logic fail)
Day12: Was too emotional, and spend my time during the day following distractions. As a result no Ada, and only one RC.
Day13: Had lots of stuff to do, only did a few RCs
Day14: Forgot to RC in the shop. Had some thought about how sloppy and disorganized I have been in the last few days about my lucid practice. Decided it is time to start all over again.
Day15: Did lots of RCs, and committed to doing more in the future
Dream: was in a shop where they sold all kinds of items to help you achieve lucidity
Concluding remarks:
Overall, I think those days make a good sample that correctly describes my average behavior. On some days I was very motivated engaging in lots of ADA, RCs, while on others I was busy and forgot to RC. But even in those days, I had at least thought about lucidity so dreaming was not completely forgotten. During the period 16-31 May, I became lucid during six nights, having a total of 13 lds (3 of which very short), which is an encouraging number in any case.
What I would like to do in the future is to continue with a decent amount of RC and ADA as much as possible. Becoming aware that I am dreaming while looking at items in a dream store has still not worked out, so I must put more effort into that, until it becomes a habit to constantly question my environment.
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