So I had my second lucid!!! Except this time my lucid ended right away after i saw my hand missing fingers and then in my lucid i reached for a notebook and drew my hand.

I woke up and was disappointed. When i woke up it was like 12:59 at night. And i felt like i wanted to pee.
So i'm pretty sure this was why my lucid got ruined. I had a lucid before and it lasted long.